A/N: Very random oneshot about Ring… Ring needs more love!

Façade

I wake up ready for a new day, even though I know this day is going to be as yesterday. I will go through the same routine I do every day. Master wanted me to be cheerful, pleasant, the "cute" girl everyone loves. It makes me sick, but I act like an idiot anyway, for the fans. Not like I have any. People hate me because they say I'm a ripoff of Miku and they are right. There is nothing special about me, my long blue pigtails, my moe attitude, I'm just a copy of someone else, but it's not my fault. In reality, I hate Miku, she is everything I wish I could be… Lui and I go downstairs for breakfast. Everything seems normal, Meiko is drinking sake even though it's 7 in the morning, Neru is texting and Kaito is talking Luka's ear off. I notice Lui is staring at Iroha again, I smirk. Lui and Iroha have huge crushes on each other, but neither have the guts to admit it. They would be really cute together.

Then, Rin comes downstairs. Yes, I have a crush on Rin Kagmine. How could I not? She is so pretty, with her sunshine blonde hair and those beautiful blue eyes and that bow is just adorable. How I wish I could just talk her, but, I know I'll just spit out incoherent babble. She sees me and smiles. That smile melts my heart and I can feel my cheeks heating up, I timidly wave back, I manage to squeak out, "Hi Rin-Chan" before my face gets even redder. I am such an idiot.

Then, I begin my daily routine. Lui is dragged off by Iroha to do God knows what. I go find Lenka. We may seem like an odd pair, but Lenka is my best friend, she understands me perfectly. Like me, she constantly lives under the shadow of someone far more popular and will probably never get her chance in the spotlight, even though she absolutely deserves to. She is so spunky and charming, the complete opposite of me. We spend the day watching "Black Shooter", our favorite anime and eating junk food, this time with Lenka is the only time I don't feel like a fake.

Then, as the day gets later and later, the thing I hate the most gets nearer, watching everybody get ready for concert night. Everyone looks awesome in their outfits, especially Rin. With tight fitting black shorts and a white blouse that shows off her figure, she is putting on shiny pink lip gloss, her lips look really soft. How I wish I could kiss this those lips even for a second. I wish I could be on stage singing my heart out, but I can't.

As everyone leaves, that is when the tears start flowing. I flop on my soft bed, the tears stain the plush pillows. I hate myself! I hate that I look like Miku, I hate that I live a lie, My life is just a façade. My moe personality is crafted by Master, who thought the fans wanted a cute girl, a ditzy girl, a girl that says 'desu." They don't, they hate me, yet they love Miku: that bitch! Why can't I be her?! Why can't I be popular, why can't I be friends with Rin, why can't I have billions of fans? Why?! Why?! Why?!

I punch my pillow and I cry until my voice gets hoarse. Then, my head starts pounding, I put on my pajamas and head to the bathroom to get aspirin. I look at myself in the mirror: I am a mess. My hair is a mess and my eyes are red and swollen, I am so tired I could faint. I go to my bed and wrap the covers around me. I cuddle the stuffed bunny that Rin gave me and drift off to sleep. This is just another day in the life of my façade