Louder, louder.The voices in my head.Whispers taunting.All the things you said.Faster the days go by and I'm still.Stuck in this moment of wanting you here.Time.In the blink of an eye.You held my hand, you held me tight.Now you're gone.And I'm still crying.
Shocked, broken.I'm dying inside.
Where are you?I need you.
Don't leave me here on my own.
Speak to me.
Be near me.
I can't survive unless I know you're with me.
Shadows linger.Only to my eye.I see you, I feel you.Don't leave my side.It's not fair.Just when I found my world.They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart.I miss you, you hurt me.You left with a smile.Mistaken, your sadness.Was hiding inside .Now all that's left.Are the pieces to find.The mystery you kept.The soul behind a guise.
Where are you
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Why did you go?.All these questions run through my mind.I wish I couldn't feel at all.Let me be numb.I'm starting to fall.
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Where are you?
Where are you?
You were smiling.You were smiling.You were smiling.
I added the Lyrics because this story will make probably more sense if you read them. It's a beautiful song and I love it. Ok carry on. This Chapter is probably going to short. I stayed up Until 5:45am writing it.lol.So reviews would be really nice and I hope you like it! I have a trailer out for this. I'll post it later or go type in lovexzanessaxlove in youtube that's my screen name. then go to my page and the video I have on my page is the trailer
Chapter 1
"Troy, you have to find me. I miss you and love you."she said.
"Gabi...where are you? I can't find you!"he exclaimed.
"Troy...I know you'll find me. I need you as well as you need me...Find me."she said.
"Gabi!please give me a hint...please..."he begged and pleaded sheading tears.
"Troy you need to hurry...before it's too late!"she said...then was gone.
Troy awoke from his seat screaming. He then remembered he was in homeroom. He looked around. He saw everyone's faces staring at him. They always saw him do this in a different class if he was asleep. They all missed her. Troy looked at everyone carefully and then saw Chad's face. Chad and him were the Best of friends until everything Troy once knew was gone and cut everyone out having a theory she was some where. Gabriella Montez. His Girlfriend since 8th grade. She and him were always together. They were in so much love. Then she was gone.
"Mr. Bolton, do you need a pass?" Ms.Darbus asked. She had watched Troy from what had happened. He felt pity for him. She had seen how much love they were in and then she was gone.
"No Ms. Darbus, just a bad dream." he said then laying his head back down. He couldn't get her out of his mind. Lately he had been having dreams. They all evolved around Gabriella. She was always telling him to find her. But she wouldn't tell him where to look. He needed more information. He'd been sleeping more lately and everyone was worried about him. His parents, friends, teachers, and even Mr. & Mrs. Montez them selves.
The bell rang, Troy slowly got up from his seat and started walking out of the classroom and down the hall way. Everyone saw how he looked tired. But he didn't know why they would whisper and say he needs sleep when he got plenty. He quit Basketball. His dad didn't mind either. He knew his son was going through something terrible and just felt so sorry for him. Troy said he would help coach the team. His next class was Gym. But he just ended up sleeping either in his dad's office or the bleachers or the locker room. He walked towards the gym and sat down on the bleacher's with his head in his hands.
"Hey man."a voice Troy hadn't heard in awhile. He knew who it was. Chad Danforth. Troy just sat there not responding. Chad of all people. He thought that Chad was mad at him for not talking to anyone. But he guess wrong. He heard the bleachers make a sound while Chad sat next to him.
"I saw what happened today in homeroom...are you ok Troy?" Chad asked. He seemed to care about his best friend. He knew the answer would be no or whatever. But he heard Troy speak up finally for 2 years he had barely spoken to any one.
"She's in my dreams Chad."he replied with a whispered tone. Chad understood.
"What'd you mean? Like Gabriella? Troy..."Chad groaned...
"Stop it...Stop pretending like she's never coming back...like she's dead...she's not. She's just...She's in my dreams...and It's killing me. She's telling me to find her." Troy said. He thought that Chad was going to say he was Crazy. But when he heard what Chad say out spoke him.
"I don't think she's dead. But she's haunting your dreams?"he said but more like asked.
"I know it sounds crazy...but it's true." Troy told Chad...
"Dude...I'm sorry...we all miss her..."Chad said and got up and went into the locker rooms.
Troy sat there. Thinking and remembering one of the dreams he had awhile back. Him and Gabriella were sitting in his room talking...
His Dream...
"So what's going on Troy?"Gabriella asked sitting on his bed and laying down.
"I miss you."he said and layed beside her.
"I know you do...But don't give up on me Troy...I need you to find me...and not give up hope."she said looking into his eyes and smiling.
"How can you smile when your gone and I need you so much?"he asked her and smiled.
"Because you love me."she simply said.
"I would never give up hope to find you...I love you too damn much...you know I had a plan."he said. She looked at him and snuggled up and into his arms.
"Oh yeah? What would this plan be Troy?"she asked staring into his blue eyes.
"To marry you."he said.
"No seriously."she said joking around
"I'm Serious...After Senior year. I would ask you. And I promise I will."he said giving her a 1 million dollar smile. She smiled and leaned up and kisses him softly.
"And I would except...But you know what you have to do before you can."she reminded him.
"I know...I got to find you...Gabi...I promise you...I will find you even if it's through my dreams."
"I know...I just know you will...just do it before I get hurt."she said and was gone.
End of his Dream
He looked up to see everyone practicing. He told himself he wouldn't play again until he found her.
And that was a promise.
This first Chapter is short but hey...give me some time and I'll try to make them longer...I hope you like and please reviews are nice.
love
Ashley
