I, a girl who helped Levi Ackerman out many years ago, who grew up with him in that hell hole, helped each other in this reality we call life, tried to end her life many times from sadness. But every time I tried I just couldn't do it. I didn't have the heart to say goodbye to everyone I knew. But I still tried every time. But no one knew about this. Not even my best friend Koemi Otsuka who shares a room with me.
I sighed, watching everyone from my corner of darkness. I rested my head on the table, looking down, bored. Suddenly, I felt tears threatening to spill.
I let my sadness take over me 5 months ago. I try to hide it with my lost personality. I lost it on the day the titans took my family away. Which left my sadness to consume me. I try to keep it but its very difficult. I picked up my head as the sound of footsteps came closer. It was Koemi and her boyfriend Eren. "Hey guys!" I said with a convincing smile. "Hey Amaya! What are you doing over here?" asked Eren. "Shouldn't you be doing paperwork?" Koemi piped in. "Yeah I should but I don't feel like it!" I replied, stretching. "But your a Squad Leader its your job." Koemi shot back. "HEY MUTT!" I turned over to the one who shouted at me, glaring. I stood up. "What now Horseface? I'm in the middle of a conversation." "Me. You. Fight Now." "I kicked your ass millions of times and you want to fight me again?" I walked over, stopping face to face with him. "Yes but i'll win this time." He smirked as I hardened my glare and punched him square in the face. "I'd like to see that happen"
After a long time, I yet again won, leaving Horseface bleeding and me with no scratches. I sighed, walking back to my room which at the moment was empty. Once I reached my room, i entered, looking at my stack of papers I haven't done in 2 days. I cracked my knuckles, getting to work. After about 10 papers, there was a knock at the door. "State your name and business!" "Levi Ackerman brat! I have your tea and more papers with the meeting scheduled." I froze, blushing. Why did it have to be HIM! Normally its Eyebrows or Hanji who drops them off.