A/N: I'mmmmmmmm baaaaaaaackkkkkkkkk!
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So I was planning on not posting this until I had more up my sleeve but I only have this and I am beyond nervous about it, not because it's following after s fic that has nearly 500 reviews but because well the warning is at the very bottom, didn't want to spoil anything :P
So this doesn't really have any plot in this chapter but there will be plot soon :D So much planned for this story it isn't funny :D
I don't have anything else to say, I really only posted the last chapter not long ago so yeah anyway :P
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Kurt looked at Blaine and bit his lip, he knew he could talk to Blaine, they'd always been able to talk, well excluding the three weeks Aiden kept them apart but that wasn't the point, these thoughts have been plaguing Kurt for weeks, he knew what he wanted, he just didn't know how to voice it.
"Hon, what movie did you want to watch tonight?" Blaine asked as he searched through Kurt's movie collection, Kurt released his lip and took a deep breath.
"I um I don't want to watch a movie tonight," Kurt said slowly, Blaine moved from his spot on the floor and climbed up on the bed.
"Well we can put some music on and cuddle and talk, we haven't done that for a while," Blaine said hopefully, laying his head on Kurt's shoulder.
"Blaine you know we have the house all night right?"
"Yeah, so later we can make dinner together, like we will in the future," Blaine said and Kurt almost wanted to kick himself for thinking in a completely different direction as Blaine.
"That sound's lovely but Blaine I've been thinking about a lot of things and can you sit up for a moment?" Kurt said and Blaine raised his head and looked at him "I've been trying to find the right way to word this to, you know, this would be so much easier if I just showed you," Kurt said before pulling Blaine by his shirt into a kiss, he slipped his tongue into Blaine's mouth and Blaine let out a small moan.
They slowly detached and Blaine looked at him with pupil blown eyes "You want to?" Blaine asked slowly, Kurt sucked his lip in and nodded.
"Oh..." Blaine said slowly, Kurt panicked instantly.
"You don't want to be intimate with me?" Kurt said quickly.
"Of course I do," Blaine pressed a chaste kiss to Kurt's lips "But what if you have a flash back or you get scared, I don't ever want to make you feel like he did."
"Blaine, I love you but he's gone, I found out he was the one who abused me and now Blaine, he's dead and he can't touch me any more, he can't touch us and I never feel more safe then when I'm with you, I want you to be my first."
Blaine looked at Kurt and nodded "I want you to be my first to, I'm just, I love you so much and I don't want to scare you."
"How about we choose a safe word each and then that way when ever either of us want to stop we can?" Kurt suggested, his breathing slightly heavier then before.
"Okay, yeah we can do that," Blaine nodded, "What's yours?"
"I uh I think I'm going to go with caramel," Kurt decided with a smile.
"Interesting but how about we theme it, mines vanilla," Blaine laughed slightly before moving in to press another kiss to Kurt's lips "are we really about to do this?" he asked softly.
"Yeah, I think we are," Kurt said softly before pulling Blaine into another kiss, it was slow and delicate but at the same time one of the most important kisses they'd ever had.
Blaine rested his head on Kurt's forehead as he let out a breath "how are we going to do this I mean we've never gone very far before and I just need to know what you're comfortable with and if we should just start off slow with small things or if we should go all the way?"
"Blaine I want everything with you but only if you want that," Kurt said.
"I do, I really do but we're not prepared, we don't have stuff," Blaine said slowly, a deep blush covering his features, Kurt smiled softly.
"Were you not listening when I said that I've been thinking about this for a while," Kurt joked, leaning up and kissing Blaine, his hand winding in to Blaine's hair, Blaine pulled his lips from Kurt's again.
"You're sure?"
"Blaine if you don't mind I'm throwing myself at you, I'm ready and you said you are right?"
"Yeah I am but how are we going to do this, I mean whose going to top?" Blaine asked bluntly.
"I assumed you, you're the more masculine, isn't that how it works?"
"Sweetie it works how ever you want it to work and one day I think I'd like to try both ways but for now I don't know."
"Can I?" Kurt asked timidly "I mean it's just I think the control might be good but if you want to be the one to then I don't mind," Kurt said before Blaine pressed his lips to his, silencing him.
"I would love you to, anything for you," Blaine said sincerely and Kurt's heart melted on the spot, he moved forward and moulded his lips to Blaine's, Blaine pulled his lips from Kurt's after a moment.
"Can we wait?" Blaine asked gently "I don't mean I don't want to cause I do, I really do but I want to make this special for you, why don't you go have a relaxing bath and I make this more special?"
"Are you hinting that I smell?" Kurt asked with a small joking smile on his face.
"No, Not at all, I love how you smell, god that sounds creepy but that's not what I meant I just, I want to make this the most amazing and beautiful experience for both of us and I want it to be different to anything we've shared, so do you want to go draw yourself a bath and have a nice soak?"
Kurt looked at him through his eyelashes "Will you eventually join me?"
"You are feisty tonight aren't you?"
"Blaine, I am a teenage boy and you have no idea how much and how long I've wanted this?" Kurt asked rhetorically, Blaine looked at him before leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his cheek one last time.
"Now go bathe, I have a few things I want to fix up out here and no getting out until I tell you too," Blaine ordered and Kurt just smiled widely before practically leaping off the bed in the direction of the bathroom.
Blaine sat on the bed for a moment before jumping up and rushing out the door, in the bathroom Kurt slowly peeled his clothes off and looked at himself in the mirror, he was pretty proud of his body, the residual baby fat had disappeared and he had a faint outline of abs that made him proud. Sure Kurt wasn't too happy with his skin tone but that wasn't something he could change, he looked down at the rest of his body, he would shave his legs, he'd never liked having hairy legs even if he was a guy, he found putting his skinny jeans on with hair just hurt. Kurt slowly drew the bath and climbed in, he soaked for a bit just revelling in the heat before he shaved his legs and washed his hair, he leant his head back and closed his eyes, the smell of his body lotion wafting up. Bubbles were everywhere, he'd always like bubbles, he was like a little kid in that respects; Kurt focused on the sound of his own breathing and soon enough he could barely hear anything else, he was awake but just in a nice trance, his eyes closed.
Kurt didn't come back to reality until someone kissed his forehead, he smiled and angled his head to allow Blaine to kiss his lips, Blaine complied, the angle awkward but do able.
"Climb in with me?" Kurt whispered, his eyes slowly opened, the room was lit but a lot darker, Kurt looked around the room and there were about twelve candles placed on different surfaces, Kurt bit his lip before looking up at Blaine with a small smile.
"Only if you want me too," Blaine responded evenly, Kurt nodded before moving to stand up.
"Close your eyes," Kurt instructed, Blaine smiled softly before complying.
"You know if what you want to happen happens then we will be seeing each other naked anyway."
"It's not that Blaine, it's, I feel exposed and you promised me control, let me undress you?"
Blaine didn't respond verbally, he just nodded and Kurt slowly pulled Blaine up from the floor, Kurt smiled as he looked at Blaine who was chewing on his lip.
"You know Blaine, I feel like some kind of sexual deviant forcing you into this."
Blaine opened his eyes for a second "You aren't, I'm not nervous, no, I am but I'm also excited," Blaine reassured before closing his eyes again, Kurt smiled softly before leaning closer to Blaine and fiddling with the first button of his shirt, his hand shaking, eventually he got passed the first button and they both sighed. Kurt leaned forward and pressed his lips to Blaine's newly exposed skin before he proceeded to give the same treatment the entire way before the shirt was off. Kurt couldn't help the small smile that came when he looked at Blaine's body, it was a strange sort of satisfaction that came from the primal instinct of possession, Kurt had Blaine, Blaine was his and only his.
Kurt moved down to Blaine's pants, small peppered kisses were laid along the waist line before Kurt popped the first button on Blaine's pants, being Blaine he couldn't be easy and just have one button and a zipper, no, there were five buttons and no zipper. Kurt's hands shook with each button, small sighs escaped Blaine's mouth before his breathing hitched at the last button. Kurt slowly pulled the pants down avoiding looking at the one thing he knew was there, he pulled the pants down right to Blaine's shoes...
"Is something wrong?" Blaine asked when Kurt stopped moving and let out a small giggle.
"No sweetie nothing is wrong it's just in my haste to get your pants off I forgot you were wearing shoes," Kurt laughed slightly and Blaine sighed in relief, glad that nothing about his body made Kurt laugh.
"Do you want me to take them off?"
"It's fine, they're only slip ons I can handle it," Kurt said before doing just that, slipping the shoes off of Blaine gently before removing Blaine's pants and socks, Kurt looked up again and realized that what was next was Blaine's underwear.
Kurt stood up slightly, massaging Blaine's legs as he went, "Honey, I'm going to remove these now, is that okay, there is no pressure for you to do this."
"Please Kurt. take them off," Blaine practically whimpered, Kurt smiled before hooking his fingers in the waist line, taking a deep breath before slowly pulling the pants down.
Kurt closed his eyes, he was embarrassed but excited and nervous all at once, it was kind of confusing really, Kurt moved back to eye level with Blaine, Blaine kicking the underwear off.
Kurt pressed kissed to Blaine's face before he finally pressed his lips to Blaine's lips, "Blaine, I'd like it if you opened your eyes, I haven't looked yet so it can be new for both of us okay?"
Blaine nodded before he slowly opened his eyes he didn't look straight down like a part of his brain wanted him to, he looked at Kurt's face, his heart beat fast as Kurt blinked slowly, the flames of the candles flickering across his skin. Blaine gently brought his hand up to Kurt's face, Kurt's eyes closed as he lightly pressed his palm to Kurt's cheek, Kurt nibbled on his lower lip as he looked at Blaine "kiss me?" he whispered.
Blaine didn't hesitate in moving forward, their lips met halfway only gently at first, Kurt slowly wrapped his arms around Blaine, pulling him closer, both smiling as their bare chests met.
Blaine ran his hands over Kurt's shoulders, memorising all the curves and dips, he stopped at Kurt's waist, pulling his lips from Kurt's as to finally look at Kurt, he took in everything "Oh god," he whispered as he took in every inch of milky skin, his eyes by passing more intimate areas.
"'Oh god' Blaine, please tell me that's a good response?" Kurt asked worriedly, half regretting his decision to take the next step in their relationship.
Blaine's eyes connected with Kurt's "I've never seen someone more beautiful or perfect," he said honestly and Kurt's body relaxed, finally taking a moment to look at Blaine, Kurt gasped lightly at the sight of everything that was Blaine Anderson.
"You're pretty perfect yourself," Kurt said and Blaine smiled.
"Did you want to get back in the bath?" Blaine asked softly and Kurt nodded Blaine was the first to climb in, Kurt following and sitting between Blaine's legs, Blaine expected a comment about height difference to pass through Kurt's lips but the comment never came.
Kurt laid his head on Blaine's shoulder and released a happy sigh "you have no idea how long I've wanted to share a bath with you."
"You know, I think you need to start sharing with me what you want because so far I've wanted the exact same things," Blaine said pressing a kiss to Kurt's shoulder.
"Do you want to get married?" Kurt asked suddenly.
"Is this you proposing cause I always pictured you to be the down on one knee type?"
Kurt let out Blaine's favourite laugh "no silly, I mean in the future?"
"Yes, I think about it every day and all I ever see is you."
"You're all I see as well."
"I can't wait for the day I can call you my husband."
"Me either, I can't wait for you to carry me over the threshold of our home."
"Who said you were being carried, I'd like to be carried," Blaine joked.
"It's okay honey, we can take turns, you first and then me, deal?"
Blaine laughed and awkwardly pressed a kiss to Kurt's lips "deal."
They stayed in the tub for the longest time, gently washing each other's bodies, Blaine insisting that they make beards out of the bubbles that were left, giggling as they kissed and called each other 'Mr. Claus', Blaine joking that perhaps it was too soon for role play, that one comment lead to more kissing.
Blaine was in the process of mapping out Kurt's collar bone when Kurt suggested that maybe they should move into the bedroom, Blaine agreed and some how they managed to untangle long enough to climb out of the bath. Blaine picked up Kurt's towel and gently began drying Kurt, pressing soft kisses to his skin as he went, Kurt let out sighs and gasps as Blaine kissed his hips before he kept drying the remaining skin.
Blaine smiled as he wrapped the towel around Kurt before pressing a soft kiss to his lips and grabbing a candle off a near by ledge, Kurt watched him go out of the bathroom and into the pitch black bedroom. Kurt turned to the bathtub and leant down to pull the plug out, a pair of warm arms wrapped around him as he watched the water go down, "Miss me?" Blaine whispered.
"Nope not even a little bit," Kurt joked as he turned in Blaine's embrace and pressed his lips against Blaine's in an urgent manner, Kurt looked down and noticed Blaine was wearing sweatpants.
"Why the pants?" Kurt asked softly.
"Well I didn't want to be walking around your room naked- by myself," Blaine added in an after thought.
Kurt laughed and hugged Blaine, in the distance he could hear music playing in the background "Blaine did you put music on?"
"Yeah, it's just my piano mix, I can go turn it off if you don't like it or you think it's corny," Blaine said hurriedly, Kurt wrapped his arms around Blaine's neck "Dance with me?" Kurt asked and Blaine began swaying in time with the music.
"I love you," Blaine whispered in Kurt's ear.
"I hope so because I love you too."
Blaine pulled Kurt into a deep kiss, Kurt didn't know what it was about the kiss but everything felt heavy, in a good way though, when they separated Kurt whimpered slightly at the loss of one of the most amazing kisses he's ever experienced.
"What was that for?" Kurt asked breathlessly.
"It was for you to remember how much I love you and for you to never think that I wouldn't."
They swayed for a little while longer before Blaine peppered kisses along Kurt's neck and Kurt let out a moan "Blaine, let's go to bed, please?"
Blaine didn't answer verbally he merely detached from Kurt, walked around the room and blew out all the candles, Kurt was in the dark, he could barely see outlines any more, the only light was a dull light coming from his room, hence the squeal when Blaine came out of no where and scooped him up. Kurt laughed as Blaine held him bridal style, relishing in the moment by snuggling down into Blaine's warm skin, "What are you doing?" he asked through the dying laughter.
"Just getting some practice in before we get married," Blaine joked as he carried Kurt into his room, "I'm going to chuck you on your bed now," Blaine announced and Kurt loosened his grip on Blaine's neck letting out a slight squeal as Blaine through him on the bed, he landed softly, surprised the towel was still around his waist. Kurt pushed himself further up the bed and looked at Blaine who was climbing on the bed, Kurt took a shallow breath at just the look of Blaine's eyes, they were darker than he'd ever seen them but his face was relaxed and innocent but that didn't stop the arousal pooling in Kurt's stomach.
Blaine was soon hanging over Kurt and they were brushing their lips together, teasing each other, eventually that wasn't enough for Kurt, he wound his hand into Blaine's hair and pulled him closer.
It happened quickly and startled both of the boys, a gasp coming from both of them as their most intimate parts of their body grazed each other, it had only ever happened once before in a very long make out session.
Kurt smiled against Blaine's lips "well that's new," he commented with a slight groan as he moved up into Blaine again.
"Ve-very new, want to try without the fabric between?" Blaine stuttered breathlessly as he kissed behind Kurt's ear, Kurt nodded, words escaping him in replace of gasps and moans, they both reached between them and laughed as their hand crashed together, they gave each others hand a squeeze before proceeding to move between them, Kurt reaching for the draw string on Blaine's pant and Blaine grappling at the towel. Blaine's hands untied the towel and Kurt the draw string, the both nodded approval at each other at the unspoken question of whether or not they could remove the clothes again. Soon enough the towel was being awkwardly pulled from under Kurt, and Blaine was, just as awkwardly, kicking his pants off. Blaine kissed down Kurt's chest, he looked up at Kurt to gauge his reaction as he ran his tongue from Kurt's navel up to Kurt's neck again, Kurt's eyes were closed and his head was thrown backwards as he took in the new sensation. Blaine flicked his tongue over one of Kurt's nipples, unsure of whether or not Kurt was okay with it but from the way Kurt arched into the touch Blaine took that as proof that Kurt was very much okay with it. Blaine moved up and covered Kurt's mouth with his own, moans erupting from both of them as their tongues met, it was like they were both hyper sensitive.
"Was that okay?" Blaine asked between kisses.
"Amazing but I don't think words are enough," in the next moment Blaine was on his back and Kurt was swirling his tongue around Blaine's nipple, the sensation was indescribable but all at the same time so amazing, Kurt nipped and sucked all the way over Blaine's chest and down to his naval, dragging his tongue in the crevices of Blaine's abs'.
Kurt took a glance down and then up at Blaine, the question wasn't spoken but it's meaning was implied by the way the Kurt bit his own lips and looked down at Blaine's most intimate area, Blaine barely let out a whimper of approval before Kurt's lips ventured lower. Kurt shivered as he looked at Blaine's aching need, he'd never seen anything like it, so many thoughts rushed through his mind but one rang loud and clear so he voiced it "Blaine, I have no idea what I'm doing," Kurt said quickly and Blaine looked at him curiously "I mean I know what I want to do, trust me, I know that but I don't know how to go about it and oh god this is the opposite of sexy."
Blaine laughed slightly "no it's exactly what I want with you, its raw and natural and can you come up here I feel like you're talking to my dick and it's a little weird I mean you guys aren't really that well acquainted yet and I want to talk to you not him," Blaine joked and Kurt smiled, glad that the awkward air was broken, he climbed up the bed, kissing Blaine's chest as he went.
When they were face to face again Blaine smiled softly and ran his hand through Kurt's hair "Hey," he whispered.
"Hey."
"So maybe you should just tell me what you want to do and we can work through it together?" Blaine offered and Kurt went bright red.
"I- uh- I want to- I- um I want my mouth on you," Kurt spluttered out and Blaine just smiled encouragingly.
Blaine leant forward and whispered in Kurt's ear huskily "where on me?"
Kurt shivered before looking at Blaine with an amused expression "are you trying dirty talk?"
"It's supposed to help ease us newbies into more sexual ideals," Blaine said quietly.
"Where did you hear that?"
"Remember when your dad gave us 'the talk'?"
"How could I forget?" Kurt asked sarcastically, Blaine laughed slightly.
"Well you know how he only gave us the one set of pamphlets and we split them well it was in my half and yeah speaking of, do you still have yours, maybe they have something in there about how to do things?"
"We are NOT fishing out those pamphlets, I think I'm just going to attempt what I want but you can't laugh if I screw up okay?"
"I don't think you can screw up," Blaine said and Kurt laughed moving his mouth beside Blaine's ear, his voice dropping low "You're right," Kurt whispered, it wasn't the words that made Blaine groan but the realisation of everything all at once and well, Blaine just happened to think that Kurt had a sexy voice. Kurt moved back down Blaine's body, his mouth ghosting over him, Kurt reached Blaine's cock and almost wanted to laugh he was so nervous "Can I um- with my hands?" Kurt asked timidly.
"You have full reign over my body, do as you wish."
Kurt trembled in excitement, gently he brought his hand to Blaine's hard on, this was so new and different, Blaine didn't feel the same as he did, he was a different shape, a different length but so beautiful, Kurt never thought he'd call a penis 'beautiful', 'arousing' sure, that was applicable but no, Kurt had picked 'beautiful' because that was the only thing that fitted.
Kurt slowly ran his hand up Blaine's shaft, moving back down and up again, encouraged by the whimpers of the boy the arousal belonged to.
"Is this alright?" Kurt asked and Blaine let out a mewl that sounded positive to Kurt's ears so he continued, at one point he decided to do what he'd wanted to do for a while, he leant forward and pressed his lips to Blaine, it was soft at first, a grazing of lips, but soon Kurt was taking a little bit of Blaine in. The experience was different then what he'd expected, the weight of it on his tongue was expected but the immense arousal that coursed through his own veins was so unexpected that he couldn't control the moan that escaped his throat, sending vibrations up Blaine's cock. Kurt had never expected that he would enjoy this so much, sure he'd always wanted to try it but as he pleasured his boyfriend he felt pleasure too.
It was all going so well until Blaine used his safe word, Kurt pulled off immediately, his lips red and his eye's blown in lust, Blaine had never seen him like that, he nearly lost it there and then.
"Are you alright?" Kurt asked as he tried to get his breath back.
"Wow, I um, I didn't know how to stop you but if I hadn't of then I don't think we would be getting much further than that, you're really good at that you know?" Blaine asked, sweat glistening on his forehead as he caught his breath.
"Really?" Kurt asked, clearly proud with him self.
"Uh huh, can I, can I try, on you?" Blaine asked and Kurt nodded, he wanted to know what Blaine was feeling, to feel it with him, it all happened really fast and the next thing Kurt knew he was on his back again and Blaine had his mouth wrapped around him. Blaine came to the same odd realisation as Kurt but for different reasons, he could hear Kurt moaning and pleading for more and it made him love what he was doing, he loved knowing that it was him making Kurt make those sounds. Blaine was able to take more of Kurt than he expected, but soon enough Kurt's hand was winding in his hair and gently pulling him up, Kurt was so debauched that Blaine nearly finished their night of fun by just looking at him.
"Can we continue? I mean I know we have all night but I want all of you, I want to feel the connection that all the guys in the pamphlets talk about," Kurt said and Blaine smiled coming back up to his eye level.
"So you read the pamphlets?" Blaine joked.
"A quick skim but the question still stands, are we going to do this now or later?" Kurt asked, cursing him self for the odd and blunt wording, he didn't know how to tell Blaine what he was feeling.
"Now, I'm ready, I want you, all of you," Blaine said darkly and Kurt grinned as he realized that the only way that they were going to be able to do this was if he climbed over Blaine and got the equipment they needed. He didn't mention this to Blaine he just through his leg over his boyfriend and stretched to reach the draw, Blaine couldn't help his heart racing or the fact that his hands were rubbing Kurt's thighs, Kurt stretched and stretched and then he stretched too far and started slipping off Blaine and he came awfully close to landing on the ground but Blaine had wrapped his arms around him and pulled him up with a slight laugh.
Kurt was pouting when he looked at Blaine again, Blaine laughed slightly "What's wrong?"
"Every time I try to be sexy I fail."
"Trust me you are not failing, remember what I said earlier about how I wanted this raw and natural because we were learning this together?"
"You left out that last bit but I think it was implied."
"Doesn't matter, point is you can never fail me," Blaine said as he pulled himself up so he was eye level with Kurt "I want to tell you a secret," Blaine started and Kurt looked at him curiously "actually it's not a secret, it's a fact that you remind me of every day," the look of curiosity enhanced "I probably should tell you it more but you are gorgeous and I love you," Blaine finished with a smile.
"I love you too," Kurt responded, pressing his lips to Blaine's, the kiss became longer and steamier as they progressed, Kurt was soon laying Blaine back down and kissing him down his chest like he had done earlier. He bypassed his aching need and down to where he wanted to go, Blaine nodded in approval and a wicked smile spread over Kurt's face as he grabbed the lube he'd grabbed before. Kurt recited what he'd learnt in the pamphlets over in his hand, he poured some of the lubricant on his fingers and gently guided one finger over Blaine's entrance, Blaine gasped and Kurt couldn't help the smile that ghosted his face slowly Kurt pushed a finger in up to the first knuckle.
"Is that feeling okay?" Kurt asked.
"Yeah, it just feels a little odd at the moment, more?"
Kurt nodded and pushed his finger in up to the next knuckle "okay?"
"Yeah, still really odd."
"Hurting?"
"Not a bit."
Kurt nodded again and pushed his finger in the whole way, Kurt proceeded to follow the pamphlets to the letter, allowing himself to slowly pump one finger in after Blaine begged him to move it.
"Baby, I'm going to use another finger okay?"
Blaine nodded and with the other hand Kurt poured more lubricant on his fingers just in case there wasn't enough, slowly as the first finger Kurt eased in another, asking Blaine every now and then if he was okay, the response was pretty much the same, a couple of gasps and moans so Kurt took that as a positive, soon enough Kurt was pumping the two in and out and then Blaine begged for another finger. The third one made tears prickle at Blaine's eyes but he held on to the fact that after the pain the pressure and fullness brought pleasure so he let Kurt work him soon enough he was mewling under Kurt.
"M-more," Blaine stuttered as he pushed down on Kurt's fingers.
"Another finger?"
"No, you,"
Kurt didn't show any signs that he'd heard Blaine at all, minus his free hand reaching for the condoms, he got Blaine to open it and Blaine insisted on slipping it on Kurt.
More lube was added, everywhere.
Soon enough Kurt was pushing in slowly, careful to watch for signs of distress on Blaine's face, a few tears fell from Blaine's face and Kurt stopped moving "honey?" he asked concerned.
"It stings a little bit but it's one of those pains that makes you cry even if the actual pain isn't that bad," Blaine explained.
"Do you want me to keep going? I don't want to hurt you."
"Honey it's normal and expected, I want this, it's like the fingers, soon it will feel good," Blaine said and Kurt leant down and kissed Blaine softly as he pressed further in, soon Kurt was in as far as he could go. Blaine took his time adjusting, breathing out slowly and forcing himself to relax, after a bit he asked Kurt to start moving... slowly.
Kurt pulled back slightly before moving back in, moans were swallowed up in kisses as the thrusts became more and more and then it happened, Kurt readjusted and moved back in, and then Blaine cried out. At first Kurt thought he'd done something wrong so he'd stopped but he'd stopped right on that spot inside Blaine so that if either of them were to even move the tiniest bit pure white ecstasy would surge through Blaine. He was a babbling mess as he tried to explain it to Kurt but he wasn't sure he was describing it right, how do you explain the unexplainable?
Blaine finally communicated to Kurt that the sounds he was making were good sounds, great sounds to be precise, sounds that Kurt nor Blaine had heard.
After Kurt moved back a bit and then back in, he'd lost the spot, but that was okay, Blaine was still trying to control his heart after the last shock.
Blaine wrapped his legs around Kurt and in a rash move he'd placed his hands on Kurt's ass as he aided the motion they were rocking at, kisses were shared the entire time as well as some creative language. Everything started to pick up in speed and pleasure and the room never lacked the sound of moans and cries; Blaine reached between them and tried to wrap his hand around himself but Kurt swatted his hand away and replaced it with his own. After that neither of them lasted much longer, Blaine was first to go, causing his body to rock down radically and contract, after that Kurt was gone, both with an endless cries of 'I love you's'
Kurt collapsed on top of Blaine and they just held each other for a moment before Kurt insisted that he pull out, Blaine whined involuntarily at the loss but that wasn't as bad as when Kurt got up and walked into the bathroom.
Blaine thought for a split moment that that was it, that Kurt was going to go clean himself off and there would be no post cuddling, that was until Kurt came back with a warm cloth, cleaning the remnants of their escapade off of Blaine. Blaine noticed that the condom was gone and just took the assumption that Kurt had already dealt with that.
Kurt was soon pulling back the covers and pulling Blaine in with him, their arms and legs tangling up into a comfortable position, Kurt smiled softly as he leant forward and pressed his lips gently to Blaine's.
"There was so much about that, that was perfect and wonderful and I'm sorry that I didn't notice the rose petals until I stood up but, thank you Blaine, I love you," Kurt said as he rubbed their noses together.
"I love you too but you were the one that was perfect."
"I'm glad it was you."
"I'm glad it was you too," Blaine confirmed as he snuggled down into Kurt.
"So you're back at Dalton on Monday?" Kurt asked sadly after a few minutes of blissful cuddling.
"Yeah and you at McKinley."
"I wish it wasn't like that, I wish we were together, I don't know how I can stand being away from you after being this close, you feel like another part of me."
"We will work it but we will see each other so don't worry about that and I'll be here on Friday's until Sunday's, we will be fine I promise."
"Mmm... I love you," Kurt said sleepily, Blaine just smiled and rubbed soothing circles on what ever part of Kurt's body he could reach as he responded in kind.
Blaine decided that that was the perfect way to end the summer and start senior year, in each others arms, piano music playing in the background whilst candle light flickered over the face of the one he loved.
A/N: SO yeah this was pretty much just sex and no plot but meh It was about time they took that step :P Um just letting you know, I need you guys to tell me how I did, I've never written a sex scene before and well I had to get my mum to read it to make sure that it made sense (not kidding) Okay so yeah tell me how I did and tell me where I went wrong :)
I promise you guys some plot next chapter, can't promise update time since I have two other fics going as well :) Go check them out pleeeeaaaaasssssssseeeee!
OKay any way I hope some of you are glad this is back :D
Love Shae xo
WARNING: Explicit scenes.