A/N: I got this inspiration from the scene where Axel dies in Kingdom Hearts 2

Disclaimer: I own practically nothing….

A final regret

The sounds of battle were all around me, not that it was anything new, it seemed like my entire life was just on fight after another. Except when I was with him. He made a difference, and the sad thing is I only told him once.

I guess it doesn't matter too much anymore because if I could just survive this one fight I might get the chance to tell him how much he really means to me.

Just this fight.

I saw Sora fighting in the corner of my eye, the kid was tough, I can see where he gets it; Sora is his other after all.

I did feel something for Sora but it wasn't the same as what I felt for him, but I knew it would mean something to him if I helped Sora out, after all bad guys can get redeemed right?

Sora and I came back to back, looking at all the nobodies surrounding us. There were way too many.

"I think I liked it better when they were on MY side." I joked, a little smile creeping onto my face.

"Feeling a little regret?" Sora asked.

In that one instant time seemed to slow. I took a look around and for once in my life as a nobody, I thought about my actions and I decided on what I was going to do.

"Nah… I can handle theses punks. Watch this!"

I jumped away from him and felt my flames leap and jump around me. I felt them build and build till a great bright explosion engulfed all the nobodies, including me, the only pain I felt was in my non-existent heart.

When I opened my eyes I was lying on the ground and darkness came around me and from me.

I felt Sora run over to me.

"You're fading away."

I could here some sadness in that voice and it felt good to know he cared. Of course being who I am I could only respond with sarcasm, I guess I was trying to lighten the mood.

"Well that's what happens when you put your whole being into an attack. You know what I mean?"

The irony of that statement came over me.

"Not that nobodies actually HAVE beings…right?

Anyways, go find Kairi. Oh almost forgot, sorry, for what I did to her."

His face became stern but I could see his eyes water a little bit, the kid's not stone after all.

"When we find her, you can tell her that yourself."

I smiled again; I seemed to be doing that a lot.

"Think I'll pass. My heart just wouldn't be in it, you know. Haven't got one."

I chuckled at my statement, he would have got on me for such a bad joke, I guess it's a good thing he wasn't.

"Axel, what were you trying to do?"

I thought for just a moment, but his face was the only thing to come to mind.

"I wanted to see Roxas.'

I could tell the kid was a little hurt, but what did he want me to do? Lie? I decided to do some more truth telling; since HE wasn't here to hear it, maybe Sora could tell him when they finally saw each other.

"He… was the only one I liked… he made feel… like I had a heart. It's kind of funny; you make me feel… the same…"

I was a little embarrassed by what I had said so I switched the topic.

"Kairi's in the castle dungeon, now go."

With the last of my strength I gave them an exit from this dark dimension, into an even darker one.

I felt my eyes getting heavier and the last of my energy leaving me.

The last thing I heard was Sora saying my name. Then there was only darkness.

I guess I didn't get to see Roxas again after all…

End

A/N: Oh my god I made myself depressed….