Hello everyone, it's been a while since I updated~ Staring a New story * I know didn't finish Midnight Piano yet ;0;~ Another OHSHC Fanfic *Yaaa* I can't seem to get enough of this series~ This time I wrote on my faveorite pairing! Hikaru and Kaoru! ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ Yeah...can't get enough of them (〃∇〃). This will have lemons but I wanted to have plot too so just gotta wait for your lemony goods ;D

This was un beta'd so there might be mistakes here and there, gomen~

Please enjoy this and feed back is welcome with open arms! Flames...you can keep them to your selves (｀×´)

Disclamiers: Do not own or will ever own Ouran~ Just letting my fantasy play with the boys for a while~ (^ε^)

Everyone at Ouran High school was busy preparing for the school's biggest festival. The school had been divided into two teams, Team Red and Team White. Team White was to be lead by Tamaki and Team Red by Kyouya. Hikaru was in Team White with Haruhi. Kaoru was in Team Red with both Mori and Hunny. The twins for the first time in a while had been separated due to the luck of the draw. Everyday there had been meetings to discuss and plan the big day. Kaoru had been feeling a bit neglected but had come to decide that maybe this was best. That he can use this as an opportunity to finally break free from his twin, to use this time to maybe, give enough space between them so that his heart can move on. Kaoru had been carrying forbidden feelings for his brother for so many years. He wants love, but due to cruel faith he fallen for the person who he knows he couldn't have. He feels that he can't confine in anyone because once they know what he is thinking, they will be disgusted and worst let Hikaru, the one person he has tried hard to hide his feeling from, know.

I know it's wrong, that you are not supposed to have these dirty, impure feelings but what can I do? I love him so much, and I know that if he ever found out, it will be the end of us, even our relationship as brothers will change. But, I don't know how much longer I can keep these feelings to myself. Kaoru thought to himself as he was walking down the school halls. He was carrying supplies for his Team's meeting. Everyone seemed so excited and full of energy, but he felt so drained and tried. He just wanted to escape. To his surprise even Hikaru was quite heavily invested in these silly events. Hmm… well he does get to be with the person he loves, while I'll be forced to watch from the sidelines. Kaoru didn't harbour any feeling s of hate towards Haruhi but it was very hard not to be jealous. As he was busy wallowing in his dark thoughts, he wasn't aware of the two people who just turned the same corner he was entering and bumped into them.

"Kaoru! Ouch…," Hikaru said as he rubbed his head. "Are you ok? I'm sorry."

"Sorry, Kaoru…we got caught up in a conversation and didn't see you." Haruhi replied apologetically.

"Oh…I'm good. It's no problem." Kaoru replied with a weak simile. He tried to hide his embarrassment by trying to busy himself with collecting the fallen articles. Why did I have to run into these two? The saying 'speak of the devil' never applied as well as now.

"Umm, I got to go. I have to deliver these things soon. You know how Kyouya can get." Kaoru said with a forced laugh. As he turned to leave, his arm was grabbed by Hikaru.

"Hey, are you sure you're alright? You don't look so well. Your face looks so flushed. Are you tried?" Hikaru asked with concern lacing his features as he pulled Kaoru to him.

"Hehe…I'm fine. Don't worry, you know just a little worn out being made delivery boy," Kaoru said to reassure his brother. "Oh, I really better get going Hikaru, bye Haruhi." He pulled back his arm; turned around and left.

"Something is up with him. I don't why but lately he has been avoiding me, even more then before." Hikaru said to Haruhi.

"Well, he doesn't seem like his energetic self. Maybe it is this whole thing?"

"I don't know… if that was the case I don't see why he would be acting the same at home…and for the past couple of months,"

"What? That long?" Haruhi asked a little surprised.

"Yeah, well he's still there, but it's like he trying to keep a distance. I want to talk to him as soon as possible but we have this festival to get through, our schedules don't allow us to meet up easily. You know I think maybe he found out…"

"Huh? Found out what…oh I see…don't worry, I'm sure he is just stressed, as soon as these events are over just ask him about it," Haruhi said with a smile. "You could use this opportunity as well, positive things could result…"

"Yeah, I will do just that, thanks Haruhi," Hikaru replied blushing. "Now we better hurry and hand these materials to milord."

"Ughh…don't remind me…I don't even want to think about what he wants to do with these." Haruhi said with a huge sigh as she glanced at the gold sequin fabric in her hands.

As soon as Kaoru entered the room his friends noticed his sullen mood both Honey and Mori exchanged looks of concern.

"Here are the papers and materials." Kaoru said sullenly as he placed the stuff on the center desk. He went over to his seat and plopped down on it.

"Thank you." Kyouya replied a little irked by Kaoru recent mood swings, it was bringing team moral down. If it was Hikaru it wouldn't be as worrisome, not welcomed either, but expected. He was already used to it though, and knew how to deal with it (by dealing with it…he meant ignoring) due to his lover eccentric personality. No one could rival him in that department. "Now let's get the meeting under way." Kyouya announced.

Honey had noticed and grown quite concerned with Kaoru's recent behaviour he had an idea what could be the source of it though. After the meeting ended he got up and approached Kaoru.

"Kaoru chan!" He called out.

Kaoru Jumped when he heard him and turned towards the boy. "Oh! Hunny, you scared me… uh what's up?"

"Here! You need this." Honey said as he stuck out a lollipop.

"Umm…Thank you but…"

"Take it!"

"Ok, fine." Kaoru replied exasperated. Taking the lollipop he noticed Honey peering at him, intently.

"Ahhh…is there anything else?" He was starting to feel nervous. Despite his looks, Hunny was quite perceptive. At the moment he felt as if he was in an interrogation room.

"You've been such a downer lately." Honey said in a direct tone.

"Oh really…I have? Hehe…it must be the whole festival. You know it's been quite a lot of work." Kaoru replied trying to quickly find a way out of this conversation.

"Oh really? That's all that's been getting to you?" Hunny asked suspiciously.

"Ah, I have to go." Kaoru said getting up and packing.

"Think about Hikaru ne? You're hurting him as well." Hunny said as he turned to leave.

"Wha…? Hikaru? What do you mean?" Kaoru asked.

"Hmmm I wonder about that as well…either way…it's not good to keep things bottled up, you end up hurting the ones near you and yourself."

Kaoru was stunned; he just stared after Hunny as he left. What the…? Wait did he realized my feelings for him? No…impossible…then why would he mention Hikaru! God, I'm so worn out. I need some sleep. I don't think I can face anyone's questions….

Kaoru made his way out, successfully avoiding anymore confrontations with others. He made his way to the family limo as it pulled up to the school grounds and entered. He let out a sigh as he let himself relax and tried to clear his mind. What a long day… I wonder when Hikaru is coming home…I could call him, I want to hear his voice…have I really been hurting him?

After debating himself for a few moments, he pulled out his cell and called Hikaru. He was getting nervous; he hadn't really talked to him in days. They only really exchanged brief words these past few weeks. After a few rings Hikaru picked up.

"Kaoru? How are you? I missed you know. Where are you now?"

Kaoru quitely chuckled to himself. It was like Hikaru to throw a barrage of questions like that. He didn't know how much he missed his voice until now. "Ah, I'm heading home now. The meeting finished earlier for us, so yah. How about you? When are you done?"

"Aww, I was hoping we could go home together, well I'm not sure when we will be let out. Tamaki has been changing his mind on the theme constantly. Which is driving everyone crazy! I would love to sneak out, but I can't. Wait, I think I can try!"

Hikaru was partially stunned that Kaoru actually called him. It's been so long since they had a real conversation. Hikaru glanced back into the classroom in case he was signalled to return.

"Woah! No, I don't want you getting into trouble Hika." Kaoru respond laughing. "I know you can, but trust me they will notice you missing."

"Hey, Kaoru…"

"Yeah?"

"I'm glad that you called, I really did miss you. I know that you've been busy, we both have been…but I've been so worried, you seem really sad and distant. Did…did I do something?" Hikaru asked quietly.

"No, No! You did nothing!" Kaoru said quickly. If it was anyone it's me! "I'm sorry Hikaru if I caused you to worry. I'm fine, really! It's just this whole thing as gotten to me. I'm not really in the mood to participate in this. I find it so silly, you know?"

"Ok, I see…well it will be over soon, just four more days, so don't worry, Ka-chan." Hiakru said. He's lying to me…again. I know something is up…I wonder...I will confront him tonight. I just can't wait until this festival is over…

"I know…" Kaoru replied sighing. He hated lying to his twin, but what could he do? Tell the truth?

"I got to go. I will be coming home in an hour or so. So wait up for me, kay?"

"Ah, ok," What's wrong with me? He's just going to be away for a little while longer…maybe this punishment for what I was doing to him?

Hikaru sensed the dejected feelings of Kaoru, he didn't know what's up but an idea popped into his head. He took the phone and spoke directly into the mouth piece. In a seductive whisper he said, "See. You. Later."

"HIKARU?" Karou all but yelled blushing furiously. "What was that about?"

Laughing Hikaru replied "Later." hanging up. Hmmm interesting, that was not his usual response…did I sense genuine embarrassment? He thought to himself as he entered back into the room again.

"What the…? What was that voice for? Oh god, his voice…" A shiver ran through him as he remembered how his voice had sounded. "God, getting this flustered because of a few words…"

He turned to window and stared out. Could I dare hope? That he feels the same? Or am I just in a foolish dream?

More to come, until then please review~ Ja ne everyone （‐＾▽＾‐）