My Apology (Hear My Plea)

It seems no matter what I'm doing,
You're always on my mind.
Night or day, sun or rain,
I think of you all the time.

When I left I thought I'd get over you,
That you'd soon forget about me.
But I realize now this isn't true,
And here's my apology;

I'm sorry for doubting our love
Because you seemed too good to be true.
I'm sorry it was so hard for me
To trust that you loved me too.

I'm so sorry that I hurt you,
The guilt weighs heavy on me.
And I understand if you're still mad,
But I need you to hear my plea;

I know I don't deserve it,
But I'm asking you anyway,
Could you possibly forgive me
For trying to throw it all away?

I'm not so special, just an average girl,
Just trying to do what she can.
And I'm hoping you will accept the real me
And love me for who I am.

I know that I'm not perfect,
There's much more prettier girls.
But I doubt you'll find another like me,
Who sees you as her world.

It's the miles between us that have made it so hard,
Cause' I can't see you every day.
I can't see your face, nor feel your embrace
Because we live so far away.

But I think we could last forever
If we really, really try.
Because I think we both know by now, my love,
That we just can't say goodbye.