Authors note
Hey guys , this is my first fan fiction and im using some of the actual information from the actual thing. Um so what im planning to do is start from their childhood and go until their 30´s or more. I will try to post every Tuesday or Friday. And if I can everyday since i dont have school right now. This is going to be multi-chapter thing and its going to be long. This is going to mention blood, abuse, killing, and other things so just a heads up .Hope you enjoy.
Chapter one
Alex POV
¨MOM, IM HOME!¨ I yelled with excitement. Today we finally got our new teacher. Sure we only got math twice a week, but still it was exciting. And on top of all my eleventh birthday wasn't that far away.¨MOM! WHERE ARE YOU!¨ I know my mom works nearly all day, but by now she would be here for a while before she left.
¨Why?¨ I heard someone silently sobbing.
¨Mom, are you- MOM!¨She was on the floor crying , with a black eye, bloody lip, and a lot of bruises on her arms. She looked up at me startled,her eyes looked like she had been crying for a while.¨Mom what happened?¨
¨Alexander please sit d-down.¨ I shivered. She only calls me Alexander when im in trouble or something bad happened.¨Look ,me and your father g-got into a fight and well, he-he .¨I was starting to get very scared . The way she was talking. So coldly, so sad. And whenever she says Alexander or Father Its never a good sign.¨Alexander, your Father left.¨
I couldn´t move. I was in shock.
¨What?Why?¨I asked I started crying as well. Did i do something wrong. Did he not love us ?
¨Alexander, your older brother is your half-brother. A long time ago before i met your father i was married and had James. I was accused of adultery. But nothing ever happened . And he abused me . He was never a good husband and said that if i said anything he would kill my family and our son. I remained quiet until the day he said that he wanted the divorce. I said yes, and even though I knew James could never meet his father , at least we would be safe. The day before the divorce he accused me of adultery. I had to run away with James and thats when i met your father. I married him and told him that I adopted James. He accepted that and we got married. Then we had you. He was pleased and I didn't want to ruin that. I never told him anything and I have kept this journal were i would write everything . I wrote down what happened and i think he found the journal and read what happened. I think he felt betrayed . Before you arrived he told me that he knows . He had his bags and told me how i could have done something so bad and not told him. He hit me and told me that i could keep both my mistakes . And then he left. I am so sorry sweetheart. I hope that you can forgive me.¨
I felt hurt, angry, betrayed, but most of all confused.
¨Its OK. I forgive you mom.¨I couldn't believe this. My life felt like it was all just a lie.
Once James arrived, my mom told him everything. He just as crushed as i was.
After that, i didn't talk, eat, or smile a lot. It was a rare thing. Write. Read. It will help the pain. I buried myself in work. It continued like that ever since, until that day.
John´s POV
¨I got to get better hair ties. This is the third time this whole day that my hair got lose.¨I said to myself. Today was a good, except for the part of my hair getting lose during gym, and writing.
I wonder what my sister is doing
Me and her always play with her barbies and baby dolls. Father doesn't like it though. Last time he caught us we got yelled at and he hit me. Its still clear as glass.
¨The baby is crying. Can you get her something to eat.¨I yelled while holding a plastic baby in my arms.
¨Sure, be right there, just let me finish making the soup.¨My little sister Martha was making chicken soup.
¨WHAT IS THE MEANING OF PUT THAT DOLL DOWN THIS INSTANT OR ELSE. MARTHA I CANT BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE LETTING HIM PLAY WITH GIRL TOYS!¨
¨But-but father, I just wanted to-¨ I stuttered.
¨DONT TALK BACK TO ME CHILD.¨ And then he hit me in my arm. I still have the bruise.
¨JOHN! Sweetheart are you ok?¨I was crying and she holding me and looking at my bruise.
¨Martha dont baby him. He has to man up and he better stop playing with those girl toys. If I ever see you playing with them ever again you are going to-¨
¨HENRY LAURENS DONT YOU DARE LAY A HAND ON HIM YOU GOT THAT!¨
¨SHUT UP WOMEN!¨And then he slaped her.
It was terrible. Ever since that day me and my sister bring a few of my toys over to her room to make it seem like if I was playing with my toys and not hers.
I guess I was day dreaming for a while because when I got back to reality, I was already home. Once I opened the door, I wished that i hadn't because it was terrible. My mother was on the floor with blood on her face. Martha was trying to get her to wake up, she was crying so bad. Henry Jr just stood there crying in a ball. He was only four but apparently knew what was happening. And lastly their was my father. He was angry, no worst than angry. He looked like if he was about to kill my mother. No, like he was about to kill Henry, Martha, and my mother.
Then he saw me.
And before I knew it I was also on the ground. I dont know who was over me. Everything was just a big, giant blur. I closed my eyes, and when i woke up i was in a hospital room. Martha next to my bed and mom in another bed with Henry sleeping next to her.
¨Martha. Wake up sis.¨ I said quietly so that Henry and mom didn't wake up.
¨JACKY. YOUR AWAKE.¨So much for trying not to wake anyone up.
¨What happened?¨Henry asked
¨Jacky. Sweetheart are you OK?¨My mom asked softly.
¨Yeah, OK. What about you mom?¨
¨Im OK.¨
¨What happened? How long have I been here¨
¨You've been here for two days.¨ Answered Martha.
¨Me and your father got into a fight. I told him that it should be okay that you play with your sister´s toys. He said that it was not acceptable and then he hit me. I passed out and when i woke up i saw you laying on the floor. I guess that he got mad that i was telling him to let one of his sons play with girl dolls and let the rest of his anger out with you. Im sorry.¨
¨Its okay mom. Thanks for trying. But wont dad go to jail for this?¨
¨No. He paid the doctors to just take care of us not say a thing about what happened.¨
¨Oh. Okay.¨
It was so unfair. Why would he do this to us. Why did i have this father. He was racist, sexist, homophobic, abusive, and way to many others to list. He was the worst father ever.
My mother on the other hand was the best. She accepted everyone and was so sweet. Everytime my father would start to yell at one of us she would tell him to stop. He only listen when it was for Henry Jr or Martha, but for me, he would hit her or me.
And the worst part was that we still had to deal with him.
Thank you so much for reading. For me this was kind of short, at least for me but it was OK i guess. Their wont be Lams for a while and let me get a few things straight about the characters. Their age and sexuality.
John Laurens- 11 years old. Gay
Martha Laurens- 9 years old. Bi
Henry Jr Laurens- 4 years old. Straight
Eleanor Laurens- 30 years old. Straight
Henry Laurens- 32 years old. Straight
Alexander Hamilton-10 years old. Bi
Rachel Hamilton-29 years old. Straight
James Jr Hamilton- 13 years old. Straight
James Hamilton- 33 years old. Straight