Journal

Pyro: Hey this is a Sessrin fanfic I know but it's like a vampire story just think of it like that. Anyways I wanted to try something so half this chapter is Rin and the last half is Sess. Tell me what you think about it. Rin is a bit Oc here because Sess wasn't there to take care of her and he took no bs so if she was having problem Sess would make her talk about it. With living with Kagome in this pic she's use to bottling things up until its too late. I'll give a quick summary of what I want this story to be like.

Summary

Rin's POV - Rin Mika is Kagome's cousin who had moved adopted into their family when she was eight and her parents were murdered and she was attacked, but is there more to that story than just that. What does Inuyasha Kagome's mate brother know of what had happened. Why is it when she'd go to Inuyasha's place reading his brother's journals made her feel better who is the mystery man behind these deep thoughts and broken words. What happens when they meet?

Sesshomaru's POV - Sesshomaru Taisho is a full Inu yokai who is used to bottling up his feelings and used to feeling angry and sad. That is until a mystery girl started to sleep in his room during the week ends, but recently she's been sleeping in his room every night. He knows what she's like from a journal she had forgotten on his night stand. She's like him… Broken and hurting afraid to tell anyone and the only friend they had are their journals. He wishes to meet his mystery girl and talk to her. He feels a need to be by her side. What happens when he gets his wish?

Both- All they have our journals wondering what will heal their hearts? What happens when they both get what they need to heal and leave the past as just that the past and something that is to be forgotten. Even with hardships that are to follow them they stick together and maybe even fall in love.

Thoughts and flashbacks if any will be in italics

First Meeting

Rin's POV

I had not suspected him to tell me but here I am in my cousin's boyfriend's brother's room sleeping. I had picked this room because it was empty and the only room left to crash in well Kagome and Inuyasha had yet another make-up time. I sigh and let sleep take me surprising enough since Kagome kept screaming randomly.

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I wake up to find someone poking me with their foot I know this because that's how Kagome wakes me up since I moved in with them when I was 8, because my parents were killed in a brutal murder in our own backyard. I wasn't home so I didn't see it but when I came home I went to the backyard remembering they had a surprise for me but when I got there I saw their bodies. When I ran to them I was attacked by something, but I survived because I could scream really loud and I did when the person had cut into my back and arms.

I shiver and just let myself drift off to sleep.

Someone keeps poking me.

"Go away, Kagome. What have I told you about you…"

I look up to see someone maybe a year or 2 older than Inuyasha glaring at me.

Oh my god this must be Inuyasha's older half-brother, Sesshomaru.

"Oh I'm so sorry there was no couch and the door was open and this was the only room that had a bed or something to sleep on. I should just leave…."

"You were having a nightmare, am I correct?" his voice to me sounded a bit worried even if you watched his face it showed nothing.

I nod, "It was about my parent's death…"

"You have no parents?" He asks and I see a small bit of guilt and sadness in his eyes.

I shake my head, "No, I don't they were killed by wolf demons almost 12 years ago but I still have nightmares of that day often." I look down and play with my shirt, "I never told anyone because I know it'd worry my family. I don't' want that. I want to do things on my own."

He scuffs but sits down with me, "How is that working for you? I mean are you an idiot you should have told someone."

I shoot him a glare that a normal person would cringe at, "I'm not a child. I know what I'm doing is stupid why do you think I went to sleep at eleven and woke up at the same time the next day."

Oh no I'm so late!

"Kagome!"

"Inuyasha's mate... they left not that long ago. She said something about how she called your sensei and said that you might be late because you didn't feel good. She must have taken the whimpering as you being sick."

"You gotta be fucking kidding me did that freaking bitch forget that she drove me here. I bet she didn't leave her keys."

I run into the kitchen and see that there no note and no keys.

"Hey I forgot to ask who you are and again what were you doing in my bed?"

"Ugh, Listen here buddy I'm Rin, Kagome's cousin, I've been living in the college dorms but they kicked me out because I tried to kill a few demons because they couldn't take a hint and tried to do things that would have killed me. So in return I tried to kill them and almost succeeded too if a teacher didn't stop me and so they kicked me out of the dorms but didn't put it in my permit record because it was self-defiance and they've been having a problem with the demons I tried to kill since day one. I'm here because Kagome didn't want me to try to kill her neighbor, Kouga, in his sleep because the guy is a freaking ass. So she dragged me here and I really wish she didn't. Before you say your name I know that you're Inuyasha's older brother Sesshomaru or as he likes to call you the Ice Princess."

I laugh as I saw his eyes brow twitch, "I'm going to kill him."

I grabbed his arm and gave him my best puppy dog eyes let my lip tremble a little bit, "Can you give me a ride to the college my car's getting some repairs done?"

After a minute he didn't' say anything just stared me down, "If you don't' I'll give a copy of your journals to Inuyasha and make copies and give them to random people that I read about and oh a copy for myself."

He looks like he'll kill me.

"I don't own a journal."

I know he's lying to me I can just feel it in his aura.

So I pull it out of my back pocket. I love baggy cargo pants even more right now.

"Oh really what's this then?"

"You must have forged it."

"But Sesshy there's a bunch going back to when you were what 8."

"Rin give that back."

"He finally admits it." I giggle a little my mood changes when I remember when he started to write things in it, "I'm sorry I read them. It's just I already read all of the books in your room. So I thought they were you know for shit and giggles until I started to read them and I wondered who the person was and why did they sound just like me."

"Alright, Rin give me the journal and I'll give you the ride."

"Nope."

"Why?"

"How do I know you won't change your mind?"

"Smart way of thinking but this Sesshomaru doesn't so that my words are final and I stick to them unless something more important gets in the way. Also I have to head to classes anyway what school do you go to?"

"Shikon no Tama University."

"Good, I have classes there so I'll drive you."

"Give me a few minutes I have to change."

I walk out of his/my room with a flowing orange dress with shorts under them just in case, a neutral sweater, and white flip flops. Thank god it's still warm out.

The both of us nod in agreement and walk outside to his… expensive car.

"Climb in."

I nod and climb in trying to push the butterflies away from my stomach, but I can't.

I mean come on the guy is hot.

In the sunlight I have better look at his long white silver hair that hangs loose but has a small hair thing pull it slightly back, golden eyes, and he's tall and thin but you can see rippling muscles.

Yup, can't deny it hands down the guy is hot.

I smile slightly when I catch him checking me out.

So I'm not the only 1.

Is he the one that'll save me?

Sesshomaru's POV

I never go to Inuyasha's apartment anymore but ever since I started to smell that a girl that I have yet to meet was in my room I left everything there because I could tell that the person needed sleep and with Inuyasha and Kagome there it'd be hard.

Most days on my day off I sneak back to his place when I know him and Kagome were gone. I'd come back to the apartment and just lay in the bed, because for some reason her scent just makes me feel calm and happy you could say.

I'd never ask Inuyasha because then he'd do something stupid for shit and giggles just to piss me off.

I know that she's been reading my journals because once in while in the earlier ones there were notes about how she understood. She's the reason I keep them there for her. For she knows that she isn't the only one that has through hardships.

I knew she was a scared and sad girl from her scent, but I also know that she is a courageous, bullheaded, brave, and loyal person.

I had read her journal that she left her a while back that was sitting on my nightstand. It was sad since she was a powerful miko, so demons have been going after her. Also her life has been threatened to many times and it pisses me off whenever I'd read it. An urge to protect the girl overcame me after I found out how her life was.

Today was my day off even though I have classes in an hour at the university. I walk into Inuyasha's apartment to find the scent of the three people and one of them I've been waiting to meet.

I spot Kagome running around tying her hair up in a ponytail, "Oh thank god Sesshomaru can you take care of Rin for me? I already called her sensei at the university that she'd be late for her first day to classes. I hope you don't' mind that she's in your room. She may move into it. She got kicked out her dorm for trying to kill a worthless piece of trash." I raise my eyebrow but she doesn't seem to notice, "Inuyasha if you don't hurry your ass out I'll hold off sex for a month."

I cringe pushing the images that started to form in my mind making me want to puke.

"Kagome, don't you think that's a little too long."

"No, we did it last night with my poor cousin in the house, you broke the alarm clock again, you don't hurry your ass up, and I know I can probably think of a few more things that I won't say in front of others."

"Ok, I'm really going to puke please shut up."

"Sorry, Sesshomaru."

Inuyasha starts laughing, "Yeah, sorry Fluffy. I'm at least getting some and you're not."

Without a second thought I hit the idiot to his car.

Stupid half-breed half-brother can't' keep his mouth shut.

He had to mention that Kagura I'm so going to kill you so I don't have to deal with this at least I could find something better to do than you stalk me.

I sigh and walk to my room where I smell fright and the girl that I've wanted to meet.

I open the door to see that she skipped reading again last night and just went straight to bed. To see the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. She has a very dark brown colored hair that looked like it'd reach her waist, from what I could see is she has a small frame but it had curves in the right places, her face is heart shaped, and with not too full pouting lips that aren't too small or too big. She kind of looks likes that little girl I saved a while back, but I can't remember what she smelled like right now.

She started to toss and turn and whimper in pain. I hear her start to whisper something so I lean down to hear better what she is saying not what a human would need to do but maybe to look like I was bending over to get something.

"Mommy. Daddy. Sesshomaru…"

I shoot up and look at her again and count how many years it's been since I saw that little girl.

I think it's been twelve years, but maybe if I push a little bit I can have her tell me.

I start to poke her with my foot scared that if I bend down I'd just pull her into my arms.

She starts to mumble something after little while about a little more sleep.

Then she pulls the blanket from her body giving me a better look at it.

Not too bad if you ask me.

"Kagome, what have I told you…"

Her voice is music to my ears. Wait, what am I thinking she's human dammit I need to stop fantasizing about her right this minute?

(Ok she tells him about how she wants to be strong and he scuffs)

This girl is smart from the notes that sometime at laid out around the room so why is she so stupid to think she get through something that horrible by herself.

She was yelling at me about something, but all I caught was music to my ears.

"Kagome!"

I tell her what she needed to know what he cousin said.

She starts freaking out and cursing at about everything.

She runs to the kitchen looking for maybe a note or even Kagome's keys.

"Hey, I forgot to ask who you are and again what were you doing in my bed?"

"Ugh, Listen here buddy. I'm Rin Higurashi, Kagome's cousin, I've been living in the college dorms but they kicked me out because I tried to kill a few demons because they couldn't take a hint and tried to do things that would have killed me. So in return I tried to kill them and almost succeeded too if a teacher didn't stop me and so they kicked me out of the dorms but didn't put it in my permit record because it was self-defence and they've been having a problem with the demons I tried to kill since day one. I'm here, because Kagome didn't want me to try to kill her neighbor Kouga in his sleep because the guy is a freaking ass. So she dragged me here and I really wish she didn't. Before you say your name I know that you're, Inuyasha's older brother, Sesshomaru or as he likes to call you the Ice Princess."

I listen to her as she talks to me until I hear her say Inuyasha calls me Ice Princess.

I know my eyebrow is twitching in annoyance, because Rin starts giggling which made me want her even more because it sounds so cute and innocent instead of annoying.

"I'm going to kill him."

She grabs my arm and gives me puppy dog eyes and pouting lips making me want to hug her and kiss her to bend to her very will.

"Can you give me a ride to the college my car's getting some repairs done?"

Not to sound creepy but I know I read your journal and if I get the chance I'm going to rip the stupid fucking demon's throat out through their huge boulder sized nose. If you want I can take care of them they'll do that I ask them to if you truly need any help with those fools.

She breaks me out of my trance almost making me blush by what she says but I go with a glare, "If you don't' I'll give a copy of your o journals to Inuyasha and make copies and give them to random people that I read about and oh a copy for myself."

I almost want to kill her. She's smart, clever, devious, beautiful… What the hell I'm an idiot snap out of it.

"I don't' have a journal."

Somehow she knows I'm lying and pulls out one of the journals. From the looks of it it's the one from after my mom died. The one that I know she reads more than all the others sitting on that shelf.

"Oh really, what's this then?"

"You must have forged it."

"But Sesshy," for some reason I let her get away with her calling me that something I've never done, "there's a bunch going back to when you were what eight."

"Rin, give that back."

"He finally admits it." She starts to giggle but her mood changes when she must have remembered what I wrote in my journals, "I'm sorry I read them. It's just I already read all of the books in your room. So I thought they were you know for shit and giggles until I started to read them and I wondered who the person was and why did they sound just like me."

"Alright, Rin give me the journal and I'll give you the ride."

"Nope."

"Why?"

"How do I know you won't change your mind?"

"Smart way of thinking, but this Sesshomaru doesn't so that my words are final and I stick to them unless something more important gets in the way. Also I have to head to classes anyway what school do you go to?"

"Shikon no Tama University."

"Good, I have classes there so I'll drive you."

"Give me a few minutes I have to change."

She walks out of her/my room with a flowing orange dress with shorts under them just in case, a neutral sweater, and white flip flops.

both Of us nod in agreement and walk outside to my car.

"Climb in."

I watch her get into my car watching as he dress moves to show her shorts and built legs and how the dress and sweater show how toned her body is. Wow, wonder.. No, stop thinking.

I spot her checking me out hmmm I wonder….

Is she the one?

Pyro; yes done and I know at the moment I have to many stories, but I think I'm done with my cross over. How did the story go? Does anyone like it please tell me. I want at least five comments soon.