The Last Song I'm Wasting On You
Part 1
Hurt... He looked down to his hands, as if for the first time noticing them, and for a moment in time he slipped back into his memories.
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He gave her the same smirk he would give any enemy, before finishing them off, and then fell short of killing her.
"Can't you understand!? I want you to die! I want you out of my life forever!" He beared his fangs at her, and regret everything he'd ever told her, everytime he ever touched her, everytime he'd even spoken to her. It was all a huge mistake in his mind.
She had curled up in a corner, protecting their unborn child. She was scared out of her mind, she didn't want to die. He kept hitting her though, but she didn't want to give in, she could hardly feel the pain anymore after so long of him beating her the way he did.
When he stopped she could tell he was regretful, so she approached him cautiously, wanting to try and make things a little less tense. "Sesshomaru?"
"Don't touch me..." He said without looking at her. When he did he felt his heart collapse, and he weakened. There was dried blood on her forehead, and faint startings of bruises on her bare arms, yet she was still smiling, she wasn't afraid of him right now at all.
"I know you didn't mean it... you're angry." She said softly.
"How would you know? How would you know if I had meant it or not!?" He yelled. He remained just as angry, as he stood there, leaned against the stairs railing with his arms crossed at his chest.
"I know as well as you do that you love me... you can deny it all you want... but it shows that you're only lying to yourself." She said, carefully choosing her words.
There was a long silence, meaning she was right.
"I don't want it." he spoke slowly, talking about the child.
"But I do. It's yours though."
"I don't care... it will be useless to me."
"Useless or not, it's yours as well as mine!" She yelled. She quickly regret her words, as she felt his hand at her throat.
"I can't kill you... but I can make you miserable." He let go of her, and watched as she gasped for air.
"But you won't do that either..."
He just walked off.
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He came back into the present, and looked over at Rin, playing in the flowers.
"Maybe I did want her..." he spoke to no one.