A/N: All TDOFLC Entries happened from about a year before IE Go started. I think that's the time when Gouenji became Seitei and needed Toramaru's help (Do correct me if I'm wrong). Even though this one extends to even post Go Galaxy, majority of the things here happened in Ishido Shuuji's term. Also, OOC TORAMARU!

REMINDER: The form of writing differs from each theme/topic! Do tell me what you think about it~!

= Toramaru's Diary of Failed Love Confessions Entry #1 =

Dearest Yuuka-chan,

Before anything else, I wish to explain myself. I know the fact that I made this diary in thought of you is to some extent 'creepy' yet I feel the need that I have to. You see, a month ago I made up my mind on something very important. Something very important to me, at least. It's about uhh- how should I say this?

We've known each other for a while now, years even. I don't exactly know when it started but I just realized one day that you've always been in my mind lately. Yes, I'm sure it's something more than just a mere crush. It's more than just an attraction too. The times we've spent together have been fun and I really enjoy your company. Your sincere smile, although I don't see you smile as much anymore, never failed to make me smile as well. Whenever I see you laugh, you make me feel the same way as how I feel while I'm playing soccer. With all honesty, I've never felt this towards anyone before. I don't know how to explain this anymore. The emotions I have when I'm with you are just so.. argh! I don't know. It's a mixture of a lot of things and- ahh! Just.. Well, I don't know if you have already realized this but.. I came to the conclusion that I.. I.. have special feelings for you.. like.. like romantic ones. Er.. well, I'm supposed to confess to you in a very romantic way even though I'm not the 'romantic' type but.. you see, there's a problem. A really really big problem. And it starts with the letter 'G.'

Yup.

It's Gouenji-san.

I don't know how or why he knew but it was really more or less troublesome. I don't know if you'll believe the things that I'll be writing here but I sure do hope you do. There IS one thing I'm sure of at the moment. Remember when you mentioned how you never had a boyfriend before because you never had a suitor? Well, it's actually Gouenji-san's doing. About last two weeks, I've started sending you some uhh 'loveletters' as anonymous and guess who got a hold of it first? Yes, your dearest brother. I know this is very uncharacteristic of me to be talking badly of Gouenji-san but please hear me out. He IS a MONSTER! He called me right after having read the letters. Of course, I pretended I had nothing to do with said letter and I guess he didn't suspected a thing AND I am so glad he didn't. Wanna know why? HE ordered ME, personally, to track down the one who sent that letter by any means possible WHILE smirking like an EVIL VILLAIN! Well, yes. We both know he's Ishido right now and technically he's an evil villain but still! Gouenji-san is not like that! We both know that! I thought I knew that but.. Anyways, he even suggested I get help from Saginuma-san's friends, particularly to Hiroto-san and Midorikawa-san, who were really good at computer and technology and stuff (of which I think is really crazy since WE aren't supposed to let people know Gouenji-san's here in Japan). He wanted me to find out EACH and EVERY detail about that person and give it to him so he can 'warn' THAT person. After saying all that, he gave out an EVIL LAUGH! An evil laugh, Yuuka-chan! AN. EVIL. LAUGH! It sent chills down my spine! It was surreal! I think he's going full Ishido on us! WE'RE LOSING HIM YUUKA-CHAN! AND it doesn't stop there. He kept on asking me every single day for an update. I just always answered how impossible it is to track down a letter without the sender's address or even a single name. That's when it got creepy to a whole new level.

HE. LOOKED. FOR. A. FINGERPRINT!

DO YOU REALIZE WHAT DOES THAT MEAN?!

HE'S OUT FOR THE KILL, YUUKA-CHAN.

Fortunately, they (him with some suspiciously looking guys in all black) didn't find anything.

THANK KAMI I'M WEARING GLOVES EVERYTIME! THESE GLOVES GOUENJI-SAN FORCEFULLY MADE ME WEAR EVERYTIME SAVED ME FROM HIM! I'm saved for the meantime but not for long.

I'll continue on writing here until the time comes. The time when you won't have three muscled guards following you all the time wherever you went. Actually, I think they're five now since, you know, the 'loveletter incident.' And when that time comes, I'll let you read this so you would know how important you are to me. How I would defy even the Gouenji Shuuya just to have you. It'll take a really really long time before that time comes though but don't worry Yuuka-chan, no matter what I'll never give up on this confession.. I'll never give up on you! Whether it's some muscled men or even Gouenji-san himself. I'll never back down! Well, maybe be scared a little.. he's uhh.. sometimes 'violent' you know. BUT STILL, I'll never give up!

= End of TDOFLC Entry #1 =

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