Let me know if this is too short or if you like it working on next chapter...

I'm sitting here in my hotel room with my friends becca, frances, alli and pierre and with the cast and crew taking pictures and goofying off with videos. My co-star Theo comes over to me and we take selfies with his phone for our instagram, twitter, and snapchat for the fans they can see us hugging doing kissy faces and him carrying me even giving me piggyback rides. We have been having so much fun that I'm suddenly tired and tell everyone goodnight.

The next morning I wake up to find my bodyguard Anthony in the living room with a dilevery box " hey anthony what's this,"

"I have no idea the clerk told me they delivered this morning," he says

I open the card...o god it's from christian " ana I miss you we need to talk please contact me asap" "wow they are beautiful" white roses.

I walk back to my room...I can't get back with him he just wants me to be his submissive I can't do that. I cry because I miss him but I know I'm doing the right thing. I have to distract myself and get dressed in my costume to go to set so we can shoot some fight scenes. As I'm about to leave I get a text from Christian "I miss you please talk to me I'm so sorry I never meant to hurt you...I need you badly..." oh my god "we can compromise this relationship please come back to me." he texted holy f*** I can't believe this he wants me back, but I have to be strong "this relationship won't work because you want something that I can't give to you...I'm not what you want or need christian...I'm sorry that fell in love with you ...but I won't take it back."

Christian texts back" I don't want you to take it back...I just never loved or been loved by anyone in my life other then of course my family but that is besides the point... ana you are exaclty what I want and need I have lived in the dark since you left... I realized after you left that I...I... I can't say it over the phone sorry I need to talk to you face to face please."

''Hold on...please." I'm filming the fight scenes and feel amazing like a total badass then I hear kate scream not movie scream I mean scream with agony. The director says "kate are you ok?" Kate says "I think I hit my hand too hard on the wall...I don't know if its broken." the stuntman coordinator who is helping us also happens to be a doctor and tells her she did break it.

The director tells us we a have a week off until kate can heal. Becca comes towards me and tells me " hey the other two directors from a bigger splash and black mass invited you to attend the premieres in venice for this week."

"ok lets go they are letting us go on break for this week kate's hand broke so..." I call christian "hey christian we can talk when I come back from venic I'm heading over there for this week."

"ok... but I can't wait too long so don't get surprised if I shpw up sooner."

"fine bye."

Laters, baby" he says.

I think christian is changing for the better though I'm nervous about our compromise. Well I have to wait a week to see him... if we can last that long...knowing christian though I fully doubt it.

Let me know what you think. And do you think knowing christian that he will wait a whole week to see ana? I don't think so...stay tuned for the next chapter xoxoxox