AN/warnings; Yep, it's me and my writing again. This time I wrote little ficlet about everyone's (/my) favourite Rosa Gigantea, Sei. This is first time I didn't wrote cuteness full of sunshine and rose petals, so please, review and tell how I did.
And again; I'm not native english speaker, I don't have beta and I didn't read for my english test that was earlier today. And I don't own Maria-sama ga Miteru (if I owned there would be more Sei plus she and Youko would be more than friends)
Sometimes it's just better to run
Only sounds she could hear were rain around and her breathing as her feet hit the ground below. She was soaked till bone, but it didn't matter. Like anything should matter.
How long it was since Shiori left? For how long hadn't Satou Sei let anyone even near the core of her heart? But in the very end, those weren't the questions nor answers that made difference.
When did she let somebody to enter her heart?
It had started when Yumi had become Sachiko's petite soeur. Sweet, innocent Yumi who couldn't hate anybody. She had softened Sei's heart.
But she loved Yumi like friend, like sister.
She wasn't in love with the younger girl.
Image of girl with dark eyes and hair flashed in her mind and she had to speed up. When did Youko find a way in to her heart? Youko, her closest friend who never left her side.
And who was in love with her.
When did that happen, when had Sei reached her arms out and touched so deeply the heart of Rosa Chinesis, without trying to. She didn't want something like what happened with Shiori to happen again.
But Youko wasn't like Shiori. For Sei Shiori was like angel, whereas Youko was human.
But still even thinking relationship with Youko was out of question. Firstly, they would graduate from Lilian after only couple of weeks and Youko would go to law school. Secondly, and more importantly, her scars weren't fully healed yet. She couldn't start new relationship before they were invisible. She didn't want to drag anyone down to place she sometimes still visited. Especially not Youko.
Again she saw image of Youko, this time with pleading look in her eyes. Something others haven't seen, just Sei. She shut her eyed tightly and kept running, despte begging from her body.
Sometimes it's just better to run