Disclaimer: I do not own High School Musical or this song I used...

AN: My second song fic...the song is "Give Me Novacaine" by Green Day. I hope you like it! I changed some of the lyrics so I wouldn't have to put a character named Jimmy in this story...lol -you'd get that if you've heard the song- But, yeah..I wanted troy to be the only character in this story.

BTW, thank you to everyone who reviewed for "Kiss My Eyes" I'm glad to see that everyone liked it!

I've posted 17 chapters of "Tonghtless", and there are only 3 chapters left...I've already written them. So, "Tonightless" will be finished by the end of next week. But, I'll keep writing...I PROMISE! Also, I'm leaving for band camp on August 6, so you won't get any updates from me that whole week until saturday.

I promise I'll update "Tonightless" ASAP...but I still have at least 4 more song fics to write...I made a list of songs I wanted to put in a song fic, and I ended up having six songs...so, watch out for the next one, which I will post after I put up the next chapter of "Tonightless."

K, well enjoy my newest song fic, starring Troy Bolton!

P.S. I will write "A Fire Inside", but I'm going to wait until I have a few more song fics up and get reviews...

SORRY THIS ONE IS SO SHORT!...writer's block...it's a pain...


I wish...

I wish I could...

I wish I could be clean again.

Everytime I stick the needle in my arm, it takes more for me to go back...back to that high...

But I don't want to go back again...I want to forget it all...I want to find a way for this feeling to leave so I can get over it all...a way to be clean...to be numb to it all...

Take away the sensation inside.

Bittersweet migraine in my head.

It's like a throbbing toothache of the mind.

I can't take this feeling anymore.

I mix the poison with my drink, slowly sip it, lay back and enjoy it all. I close my eyes and go on the trip once more. The sensation burns this time. I've grown immune to it, I guess...

My head is hurting. My body is aching. My muscles are throbbing. My heart is beating slower.

Drain the pressure from the swelling.

The sensation's overwhelming.

Give me a long kiss good-night

And everything will be alright.

I want this pain to go away! Please, help me! I promise, if you make this pain leave me alone, I'll never hurt myself again! I won't go back! I promise!

Tell me that I won't feel a thing.

Give me novacaine.

This time, when I inject the needle into my arm, it is only to help me. It's the only way to be clean again...

The liquid flows through my body and I feel a tingling all over my skin. My pain starts to go away.

"Take away my pain! Make me clean again!"

Out of body and out of mind.

Kiss the demons out of my dreams.

I get the funny feeling that's alright.

I could say it's better than here.

The novacaine works...I can't feel a thing...

But, I don't feel like myself anymore...I'm not me anymore!

I'm a junkie...it's who I am...and if I'm clean, I can't be myself.

I don't know who I am anymore...

Drain the pressure from the swelling.

The sensation's overwhelming.

Give me a long kiss good-night

And everything will be alright.

I don't know what to do...I'm not used to being clean...I'm not used to being sober...I've become numb to myself.

Tell me that I won't feel a thing.

Give me novacaine.