Shino and Hinata, Naruto belong to Masashi Kishimoto
The italizied song lyrics belong to "Cold" by Crossfade.
Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right
Yeah, I never got anything right when it came to you Hinata. When Naruto shot you down you needed someone…
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win.
I wasn't there for you and it still kills me. You were miserable. You wanted someone to hold you, someone to listen to you. You wanted to cry and have someone, anyone tell you everything would be okay. And, I didn't set my own feelings aside. I was afraid of hurting you more, a freak like me telling you how much I love you? It would never work I told myself. Maybe I was wrong.
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong like a drug that gets me high
Every time you touch me my heart leaps. I always question myself concerning you. When will my confusion end?
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
I approached you that evening as you watched the sun set. You had healed yourself. You were always strong deep down inside but no one really ever saw did they? Once again you made yourself stronger. You picked up the shattered pieces and made yourself whole. While I could not. Lying to you hurt more then when I lied to anyone else.
To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You were happy that evening watching the skies turn shades of orange.
"Shino? How much do you care for me?" Her eyes were soft, how I loved those soft lavender eyes. I took her hand smiling as the tender warmth of her reached deep inside me.
"Hinata-chan, you are so special to me. You are more important to me than a brother or sister could ever be. I love you." We both laid back onto the cool green grass fingers entwined. Maybe this would all work out in the end.
You could see my stand on my own again
Cause no I can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high.
Things were great. I cut down on my addiction. I didn't feel the need to do it as much. I remember your face when you found out what I'd been doing for the longest time. You were so terrified when you saw the cuts that adorned my arms like jewelry. I was so ashamed.
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known.
I guess for me there's just no hope.
I never meant to be so cold.
Crying you held me tight. I had shattered you again and my veins cried out for punishment. I remember holding you tight promising that I was stopping. You took my lie, you believed me. Wiping your tears away I smiled,
"Hinata-chan, I love you. Please don't cry, it hurts to see." Smiling that beautiful smile you hugged me and gave a kiss I felt I didn't deserve.
"Shino-kun, I can help you. You can stop I know you can. Let me help you fix the broken pieces like you fixed me. There's hope for you, for the both of us." I grinned happily, what else could I do? Deep inside though I wondered and begged Hinata silently to please forgive me.
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
Breaking the Habit for the Broken
Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right
Yeah, I never got anything right when it came to you Hinata. When Naruto shot you down you needed someone…
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win.
I wasn't there for you and it still kills me. You were miserable. You wanted someone to hold you, someone to listen to you. You wanted to cry and have someone, anyone tell you everything would be okay. And, I didn't set my own feelings aside. I was afraid of hurting you more, a freak like me telling you how much I love you? It would never work I told myself. Maybe I was wrong.
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong like a drug that gets me high
Every time you touch me my heart leaps. I always question myself concerning you. When will my confusion end?
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
I approached you that evening as you watched the sun set. You had healed yourself. You were always strong deep down inside but no one really ever saw did they? Once again you made yourself stronger. You picked up the shattered pieces and made yourself whole. While I could not. Lying to you hurt more then when I lied to anyone else.
To you I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You were happy that evening watching the skies turn shades of orange.
"Shino? How much do you care for me?" Her eyes were soft, how I loved those soft lavender eyes. I took her hand smiling as the tender warmth of her reached deep inside me.
"Hinata-chan, you are so special to me. You are more important to me than a brother or sister could ever be. I love you." We both laid back onto the cool green grass fingers entwined. Maybe this would all work out in the end.
You could see my stand on my own again
Cause no I can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high.
Things were great. I cut down on my addiction. I didn't feel the need to do it as much. I remember your face when you found out what I'd been doing for the longest time. You were so terrified when you saw the cuts that adorned my arms like jewelry. I was so ashamed.
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known.
I guess for me there's just no hope.
I never meant to be so cold.
Crying you held me tight. I had shattered you again and my veins cried out for punishment. I remember holding you tight promising that I was stopping. You took my lie, you believed me. Wiping your tears away I smiled,
"Hinata-chan, I love you. Please don't cry, it hurts to see." Smiling that beautiful smile you hugged me and gave a kiss I felt I didn't deserve.
"Shino-kun, I can help you. You can stop I know you can. Let me help you fix the broken pieces like you fixed me. There's hope for you, for the both of us." I grinned happily, what else could I do? Deep inside though I wondered and begged Hinata silently to please forgive me.
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold