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"I wish for a boyfriend." The pink-haired girl turned towards her friend, who was staring blankly at the window. A sigh escaped her lips as Sakura supported her chin with her hands and continued to stare curiously at her friend.

"Why?" Her eyes searching for any sign of emotion from her friend.

"Cause," Sakura waited, the only sound heard was the clock ticking each second. Minutes seem to pass until their eyes finally met. " I wanna know how it feels to have one."

Leaning back into her chair she stared aimlessly at the ceiling. Silence wasn't a common thing heard between the two friends, but it seemed whenever the topic of a boyfriend, silence was what there was.

"I don't think having a boyfriend's that great." Sakura mumbled. Watching the withered roses falling slowly towards the table cloth.

"It's probably a pain in the ass." Trying to turn the tension in the air in a better mood. It didn't work to well for her.

"How would you know, you never had one." Her friend snapped back, obviously annoyed.

Shrugging her shoulder's she smiled lightly. "Your right, but i'm fine without one, my life doesn't depend on one boy."

Silence regained its depth.

"I really want a boyfriend."

She stared. Her friends blue orbs blank as it seemed like they drifted into another dimension. She closed her eyes, thinking to herself.

"I know," Sighing, she opened her eyes slowly and once again found her eyes back to the side of her friends face. "I know."

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"Spider-man again?"

"Yep." I grinned, staring at my friend. She gave a hostile glare before sighing in pity.

"You'd rather have intercourse with Spider-man then Sasuke wouldn't you?"

"Of course."

Sasuke. The most popular boy in eleventh grade not to mention the most handsome. He never really talked except with his bestfriend, but it mostly ends up in spats and curses. I never gave much attention to him compared to the other girl's, other girls as in everyone else but me, that included Ino.

She has the whole brillant plan that she would hook up with Sasuke, and they would be in eachother's arms and have a happily after ending, that included me dating his bestfriend.

"Doe's Sasuke save the world from evil guys?" I asked, giving her a look.

"No, but as least Sasuke is alive and hot." She replied bluntly. At least seventy percent is about looks to her.

"Back off, Spider-man is a babe."

"You can't even see his face cause its jacked up in some spider mask."

"That's what makes him hot, it's so mysterious."

She gave a stare, it was hilarious how I could annoy her so easily. Her expression was obvious, spaz time, but it didn't happen. Instead, a shocking surprise, she laughed along. It wasn't a real laugh, one of those high pitched giddy laugh, comes along with the waving action of the hands.

"Hahaha, your so funny Sakura!" Again, giddy laughter, waving of hands, looking like a total idiot.

"Right.." I stared at her, a brow raised, concerned about her well-being.

"Sasuke's staring."She whispered, scared he would hear. Oh. I turned around, to indeed see Sasuke's face, the side of his face. Unfortunately my luck ran out as his gaze met mine and he gave the strangest expression on his face.

A flush of embrassment, I dropped my eyes and turned back to Ino. She looked like she was floating on a cloud. Really. I couldn't help but turn back, but this time he wasn't staring at me, but at his bestfriend with boredom as he was explaining someting about last night's game. I did notice though, he was more tense. As though someone was about to attack him.

I was fine with that, it's better then him staring at me.

"I think he likes me," Ino said shortly after the incident. I gave a doubtful look, "Really! Why else would he be staring at me like that?"

"If he likes you so much why doesn't he ask you out then?"

She stood there for a minute, thinking of a response. "He's too shy. He's scared that if he asks me i'll reject him." She explained with a hundred percent positive in her voice.

"No offence Ino, but I don't see Sasuke as the shy type." I could never see him like that. Imagine it, Sasuke writting poetry in a dark corner. God, it was just wrong. Shy was the farthest defination i'd see in Sasuke.

"Sakura your wrong, it's obvious he's that kind. He puts up a cool act outside, but really inside he's all shy and quiet." She snapped. I knew she took this a bit serious, and I wouldn't wanna get trampled on. Expecially Ino, she could kill anyone that got in her way. Seriously.

"If you say so." It was after all her life, her decisions, her pain. Me. as a friend, is suppose to give opinions, not forcing her to do something against her will. But if she doesn't listen to me, it's her problem. I can still be called a friend cause I tried, it just didn't get through her thick head.

"Sakura, I gotta go, Sasuke's moving and I think he's going to the music room so talk to you later!" She started her run, which seemed quite impossible with that tight of a friggin' skirt.

"Bye Ino." I muttered, knowing she didn't hear a thing I said. Her mind was too occupied on Sasuke.

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I was picking at my tuna sandwich. I was sitting in the right back corner of the cafeteria, alone. Usually I would be with Ino, but apperantly she's on a date with some blonde guy to get Sasuke jealous. I think it's plain bullshit. If someone like's you then they would tell you, eventually, and if you liked them you wouldn't try to get them jealous. Sometimes it makes it worse.

I stared into space, thinking of spider-man. He would probably tell me he loved me. Haha, spider-man is the greatest. I froze. I looked up from my tuna sandwich and my brain cleared from the thoughts of making out with spider-man. He was staring, ninety-nine percent chance he wasn't staring at me, but noone else was around me.

I distracted myself with the digusting sandwich glaring right back at me. I looked up again, he was staring again. Suddenly I didn't feel so hungry, actually I felt like throwing up, my stomuch had that disgusting feeling, butterflies. I decided, for the good of my well being I wouldn't eat. I quickly got up, so quickly I almost fell over.

Grabbing my books and scrunching the tuna sandwich into a ball in the plastic wrap, I hurried along. Making my way to the garbage can, I threw my food a bit too roughly, turning around to meet his eyes. I stumbled a little, I decided, playing the scene in my head over and over again, that I will open the cafeteria door, pushing it away from me so my hair would blow, I'd leave and make a sharp turn to the right.

It didn't go as planned. My foot caught the edge of the cafteria door as I pushed open the doors a bit to hard making my hair look like it just came out of a blizzard. My books were on the ground, I looked like a hell pit and worse, he was not just staring at me, he was staring at the side of me. Beside me.

I didn't make a move for my books, maybe I should just leave them there and make a run for it. I didn't, he leaned down and in one big scoop he got all my books. Holy mother.

"Here." He said, his tone so cold I got a chill creeping in my spine. Spider-man. Think of spider-man. sasuke does look really hot in his white collar shirt, his sleeves were rolled up to his elbows. Wow, he was hot.. Spider-man, spider-man, spider frikin' man.

"Are you going to take it or stare at me?" I flushed. Spider-man can kick your ass any day.

"Thanks." I retorted sharply before turning back to the door. I almost jammed my nose to it, I never realized how close I was to the door. I sighed, he was staring, his friends were staring, the whole cafeteria was staring. I was already a freak, why get more attention as one. I pushed open the door and stomped through making a sharp turn to the left, not the way to my locker, and nearly tripping and slamming my face to the ground in progress.

Fuck lunch, never will I go back to that fricken' cafeteria, ever.

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"I don't think Sasuke noticed me.." I glanced up at Ino, flickering my gaze back to my book she continued on her somber story.

"Sakura are you listening?" Glaring at me.

"I have to Ino, your right beside me." I muttered under my breath, she 'hmphed' as she heard what I said.

"What a crappy friend you are." She snapped, opening her slamming her text book open loudly.

"I'm a good friend Ino, i'm honest, wouldn't you want a friend who tells the truth?" I aked innocently.

"No." I stared at her. Sighing in defeat. Seriously, Ino was a bimbo. Well, I wouldn't say that outloud, you should always be honest, but say it in a nice way or sometimes you shouldn't even say it.

Ino was like the rest of the girl population. They dressed like barbie dolls. Bikinis, tans, outrageous legs. They all looked retarded and the same, but they have privileges. Take me for instant. I'm the total opposite of everyone else, which makes me a freak. I can't get guys to look at me for a second, while the ones with shirts so small it seemed like their boobs were gonna burst out, they can make anyone do anything.

Their all bitches, but of course theres always, always the queen bee. The bitchest of all bitches. And apparently, that person was Ino.

Shocker. Ino friends with boobless freak? Gasp.

People give weird stares everytime I walk beside her, but even though our differences, were bestfriends. Every since kindergarden and forever, well thats what our promise was, but she had other friends. Her clique. I wasn't in it, but everytime I passed was with them, they treated me nicely. Most of the time, since I am Ino's bestfriend, bitch with the bestfriend, you get bitched from the queen. Even so, I know they talk about me. Who wouldn't? I'm the center of attention. Ino's been trying to fix me up so I could at least look appealing, but appealing to her stance, is looking like a slut which I would pass anyday.

But every school has the king too. That person was Sasuke, and his "clique". Sure, he was the best looking in the class, no school, but as far as I know he's a stuck up prick.

As for the school rules. It's so old and stupid. Perfection. The most popular girl in the school must date the most popular boy in school, which is, Ino and Sasuke. If he had to date someone, the most likely choice was Ino. The girls knew it, they had no chance, but still it wouldn't hurt to flirt right? Wrong. If you get caught flirting with him Ino would rip you apart. Seriously, she's a puma.

But no matter how hard Ino tried, it seemed like Sasuke was the only boy who didn't notice her. I'm actually starting to think he's gay, but whatever he is I wouldn't care. Thats why i'm happy. I'm a freak, popular boy wouldn't give a shit about freaks. I stay out of his way, he stays out of my way. That's what I wanted and i'm ninety ninety-nine percent postive he wants that too.

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The loud bring of the 'warning' bell ran, indicating to get your butt inside before you get a detention, even though you still had fifteen minutes.

I walked and was blown away by the chatter. Quickly seeing my entrance, Ino waved a hand to me.

"Sakura, over here!" Her fingers were swishing back and forth. I sighed, she'd get mad at me if I tried to ignore her.

I walked over to her and the group she was surrounded with. I saw the looks on her friends faces, but when I finally stopped at their table, they flashed their brillant pearly white teeth. I smiled back politely, as soon as that finished, they dropped their smiles and turned back to Ino.

"So as I was saying," I stood their like an idiot. Was I suppose to grab a chair and sit with them or leave? "Don't you think so Sakura?" I glanced up.

"What..?" The girl crossed her arms and leaned back in her chair. Her eyes had a mocking glint and her face showed annoyance.

"Guess you didn't hear a thing I said?" She asked again. I glared at her. No shit sherlock.

"No, I think it was cause it was so boring she couldn't help but block your annoying chatter out." My eyes flickered to Ino. I couldn't help release a snicker, and apperantly nor could the rest of the girls.

The girl looked at us, gaping like a fish. Heh, Ino was pretty witty. At least at the right times she can be useful, but sometimes in those moments, she can be a pain in the butt.

For example.

Sometimes when she really thinks some guy is really hot, she would want me to come along, and for the convience someone else was also going to acompany me. It was a sad thing, going out with Kurisu wasn't the greatest. We had to watch some crap movie and throughout that crap movie all we heard was the sounds of Ino and her really hot date making out.

Near the end, as I was going to make a run for the exit, Ino couldn't help mention oh so innocently, that a gentlemen would kiss his date goodbye. Ino didn't need to be kissed, but I did. It was terrible, not the stupid trrible, like he can't kiss, or his breaht stunk. This kind of terrible as in, our braces got tangled together. It was the worse thing ever.

Never again, will I go with Ino. Never.

"Excuse me." I turned around, and froze. Right there, standing infront of me, the guy who was like a freaking hawk. Sasuke. Mother help me.

"Excuse me." He repeated, I stiffly stepped to the side, letting him pass with ease. That's when I realized everything was silent, even Ino, like what the hell? It's a bloody boy, he walks and says exuse me, I say excuse me does anyone listen to me? No, what's so different about him? Well besides that he is the best looking guy, probably the richest, but most likely a spoiled little brat.

"Thanks." I nodded, my eyes on every move he did. I felt like a retard, but I stared at his form as he moved towards his desk. Holy shit he deserves to be on a runway, God, this was the lamest.

My attention turned to Ino hearing her pitiful sigh. She's been strike by love, again. Everything came back to normal, everyone was talking, chatting about make-up, Sasuke, clothes all those stupid things, I didn't pay much attention to, but one thing I did notice was he was staring at me again. His eyes never leaving my back, I turned my head back to see if he was staring at me, I was right.

His eyes met mine and I quickly averted them towards the ground. Shouldn't he be looking at Ino or something? Ino was the pretty one, the most popular, rich and just a plain prep. If he wasn't looking for a girl like her, then I suppose he wouldn't be too bad right?

One thing for sure, spider-man still kicks his ass anyday.

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A/N: Well, sorry, it was quite lame I know, review?