Always Be My Baby Chapter 1: Always Be My Baby Bella, a twilight fanfic

A/N Okay, I know this is unlike me, but I've been reading angst, and all the sudden I was listening to this song, to David Cook (of course), and I got the need to write this, just like with the other song about a week ago. This is Au, cos' Bella never decided to be reckless, so she never came upon some rather irresponsable werewolves. So hate it, love it, just please review!

Disclaimer: I own neither Twilight nor David Cook, nor even the song 'Always Be My Baby', as sung by the absolutely hot and talented David Cook. So sad, I know.

We were as one babe
for a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cos' I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no

I sat there in the forest, crying softly, all the while trying to hold myself together. Here, in the same place, where, nearly seven months ago, he stood here, right here, and told me that he didn't love me, that he never had, and that he was tired of me, that he was leaving, that I would get over it soon enough. The liar.

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl, dont'cha know you can't escape me
Ooh, darlin' cos' you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feelin' this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darlin' cos' you'll always be my baby

Sitting here, though, broke something inside of me. I remembered now, and although it hurt; hurt worse than I could have imagined, I couldn't stop.

I ain't gonna cry, no
I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave, girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably, you'll be back again
Cos' you know in your heart babe
Our love will never end, no

As he said his last words to me, I wanted so badly to fall to my knees, to grab the front of his shirt and beg, grovel at his feet for him to stay. Even then, I knew the wounds he had inflicted on me would never heal, even if an eternity was given to me to try to heal them. He may not love me, but I will always love him more than life itself.

I remembered all this, and asked myself, why, why, had I ever allowed myself to love him? To think that he even might love me back, even a little bit? I mean, I was human, not even half as pretty as even the least attractive vampire. To think that he could ever be attracted to me was stupid, and now it was my fault; I had gone too far in deluding myself, and now I was broken so far beyond repair, there was no way anybody except him could put me back together again.

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder
Oh, oh, oh
I know that you'll be right back here
Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time

I decided to excape to a happier place, to imagine that he was here with me, my angel, and he loved me as much as I loved him, and nether of us even dreamed of leaving. Suddenly I was lying on the forest floor, clutching the ground for support, as his face, his perfect, never-aging face, appeared behind my eyelids, and the hole within me opened up further than ever before.

I screamed, and called out for help, knowing fully that I was too far away for anybody to hear me. "Edward, help me..." I cried, and his name broke down walls I'd carefully crafted, and I cried ever harder. Just as I started to sit up, however, there were stone cold arms around me, and an agonized voice at my ear. "Bella," my angel had finally come back home to me.

(You'll always be a part of me) You will always be, oh
(I'm part of you indefinitely)
(Girl, dont'cha know you can't escape me)
Ooh, darlin' cos' you'll always be my baby
(And we'll linger on) We will linger on
(Time can't erase a feelin' this strong)
(No way you're never gonna shake me)
(Ooh darlin' cos' you'll always be my baby)
Always be my baby

A/N betcha didn't see the ending coming, did you? I didn't either, to tell you the truth. for once, I actually had the story all planned out, but once I got to the end, I just wrote this and decided to leave it.