The Weakness in Me

author: Deadtoast

pairings: 5x2;1x2

Warnings: Angst, shonen ai

Disclaimer: I do not won Gundam Wings, or any of it's charcacters. I do not own 'The Weakness in Me' by Joan Armatrading.

AN: This is crap, sorry. I do not have spell check or a beta, so bear with me here. R&R

Duo sat on his bed, head in his hands.

I'm not the sort of person who falls in and quickly out of love

But to you, I give my affection, right from the start.

He looked up at the pictures hanging on his on wall. One of all the pilots caught his attention. He stared at two faces...

I have a lover who loves me - how could I break such a heart?

Yet still you get my attention.

Duo had been with Wufei for almost a year, and was content where he was, until recently. Heero had visited them.

Why do you come here, when you know I've got troubles enough?

Why do you call me, when you know I can't answer the phone?

He thought he had gotten over him, had been secretly pining for him during the war. He loved Wufei, and he loved Heero. Wufei seemed worried when he had noticed Duo seeming distracted.

And make me lie when I don't want to,

And make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool?

Heero knew the effect he had on him, had known he had loved him, still loves him.

Make me stay when I should not?

If you're so strong then resolve the weakness in me.

Oh god, he didn't know what to do.

Why do you come here, and pretend to be just passing by?

I need to see you - I need to hold you - tightly.

Duo stared at Heero, eluminated by the pale moonlit window. He was beautiful and his heart ached for him. His feet carried him past to his own bedroom, where Wufei lay.

Feeling guilty,

And I'm worried, and I'm waking from a tormented sleep

Everytime he was nutured or loved he pictured ice blue eyes.

'Cause this old love, you know it has me bound,

But this new love cuts so deep.

He stared at the picture in his hands, and had to make a choice.

If I choose now, I'm bound to lose out;

One of you is gonna have to fall...

I need you, baby.

That choice was going to hurt everyone.

Why do you come here, when you know I've got troubles enough?

Why do you call me, when you know I can't answer the phone?

And make me lie when I don't want to,

And make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool?

He lay in Heero's strong arms, curled tightly against him.

Make me stay when I should not?

If you're so strong then resolve the weakness in me.

Why do you come here, and pretend to be just passing by?

I need to see you - I need to hold you - tightly.