First time writing a Doctor Who fanfic…based upon Doomsday. In The Doctor's perspective.
I don't own anything pertaining to Doctor Who or the BBC franchise.
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I think of you Rose.
I find myself alone again…and I miss you. I miss your smile. Your beautiful smile.
I miss the way you used to laugh at my quirks.
You were lovely.
I have had many companions Rose…and you were the only one to tear a hole in my beating hearts. Words cannot describe the pain I feel, not having you near…
I am terrible Rose. For leaving you there. If I could have snatched you away from that world…I would have. My God I would have.
Oh, I would come back this very second to be with you.
I hurt you. I loved you, and I hurt you.
There's an ache that burns through time, and it never goes away. Until you came Rose. You cured my ache…
And then you were gone.
The ache burns and burns now.
I wish I could punish myself for the pain that I have caused you…maybe I already am punishing myself for feeling so guilty and ashamed.
I am so sorry Rose…forgive a foolish Time Lord.
Forgive me.
Please.