Disclaimer- I don't own Sin City or its characters...I'm just "borrowing" them...for this certain thing...lol
Lachrymose
Prologue
I've never been beautiful. No one has ever loved me, for I am ugly. My mother screamed it every night. She hated me, she said I was a mistake and I wasn't meant to be in this world. I was only four, she never loved me. I don't have a name. I've been called names but never have had one. My mother called me "Little shit" or "You dumb fuck". I didn't like those names; I want my name to be Roxanne. Roxanne was a beautiful name, unlike myself. My hair is curly, dark, and ugly. My eyes, an amber, that my mom called "evil". I hate myself; I have no friends or family. It doesn't work that way. Only pretty people have a loving life. The ugly ones have only the hatred and the left over abuse. I am older now, no doubt. I moved, or how can you say ran, away from my mother, when I was seventeen. I don't have money, a job, or a house. I live on the street because no one cares for me. I am alone.
Chapter one- there was a boy
I was under the Dumpster when I heard a male voice ask, "Whose under the trash?" I looked up to see who it was. It was a man, a dark man, he was much older than I. I didn't sense anything was wrong until I felt him grab and push me to the wall. "Hello..." he whispered into my ear. I've only lived under these conditions for a month and nothing terrible has ever happened.
"What do you want?" I asked hearing the fear in my voice.
His eyes watched me closely. I couldn't see his features but I could tell he was old and unkind.
"You." he answered stroking my face. I was shocked to hear such a fact. I have never been wanted by anyone in my life. And now a stranger, a man, I don't know, wants someone like me. But I've heard of such men. Men who go after the weak and ugly women, men who rape them. I wasn't going to let that happen to me. Not now, I want to be happy in the rest of my life. Even though I never will be. But still...there's hope.
"Get off me, now." I said pushing him away.
"Why must you leave so soon. We've just begun." I, again, was shocked to hear the plural word "we".
"Who's we?" He whistled with a response. Five or six men walked out of the alleys. I couldn't see their faces to make out the expressions. " No." I said in fear, "No.get away. GET AWAY!" It was too late. I was already grabbed by the ankles when I attempted to run away. Who will save me? I thought, Who would care to even think of me? I felt the men tear my clothes off. I couldn't move, one of the men laid on my legs and another my head. I couldn't do anything but scream. "HELP, HELP, HELP SOMEBODY! PLEASE!" No one came. I was alone in my darkest hour of my life. My life could end now. I told myself. You're done for. Then suddenly when I opened my eyes a younger male was above me looking at me with glowing blue eyes.
"Who...what do you want with me?! Get away!" he just watched me as I laid there panting in fear. I examined his visible features. His hair was dark and I could tell he had glasses. He was about my age. But I couldn't trust him... Wait did he save me? " Who are you?" I asked still panting. I could barely get the words out to ask him. He didn't answer, just pulled me into his arms and carried me home. I didn't move, I wanted to see where I was going. Who was this person? What does he want? Does he actually care? Only time will tell.
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