Title: Why?

Author: Sakura-Blossems567 (previously Freakygirldances567)

Summary: Akito's thoughts when Momiji's curse breaks (Don't like my summery? Guess what!!! I really don't care! Please Read ANYWAY!)

Disclaimer: I do not own anything Fruits Basket. It is owned by Natsuki Takaya. I Swear. If I did, I would not be here. I would be sitting on my private yacht in the Greek islands. But alas, woe is me and authoress of fruits basket I am not. :) In fact, someone might have this plot as well… oh wells… please don't sue.

Why?

Why would you leave?

Where would you go?

How would you survive?

I've cared for you all your life.

But now,

now you come to me

with eyes filled with sorrow,

uneasy and unsure…

testing the air for traces of malice.

Once again,

I doubt myself.

My father's words,

how suddenly they seem untrue.

How feeble our bond seems,

for it to break so easily.

You are not the first to be set free,

but the first…

to ever consider leaving me.

Anger clouds my heart and mind,

gathering deep in my soul.

You were supposed to serve me…

Be with me all your pitiful life…

My heart is cracking.

It is truly the end.

I should have known it.

Since that Honda girl came…

Someway, somehow…

She is setting my Zodiac free.

I try to stand tall.

I try to stand proud.

I try to be the god everyone expects me to be…

Yet,

traitorous tears escape.

I'm breaking, falling

Into a new circle of Hell.

I'm lost and afraid,

My support from my father's words gone,

leaving me to drown in this ocean of uncertainty.

I can't stand it,

I'm falling, dying

Please don't leave me!

A/N: Sooooo… long time, no see! Heh… yea about that. Sorry it took me so long to update. I'm on a roll now. I'll start typing my amazing crossover in just 5 minutes, after I finish uploading this. If you don't like crossovers… well neither do I. They rate just slightly higher than mary sue fics on my scale. But try it, please. I spent an entire vacation writing it with my amazing beta working hard at my side (you know I love you, rum).But back to this. Follow my instructions very carefully. See that little green and creamish button underneath this really long paragraph. Press it. A little box will come up. TELL ME WHAT U THINK!!! As usual, all comments accepted and loved, including flames. I happen to be traveling with my Girl Scout troop soon and we will need something to cook marshmallows on and to sing fun songs around (One hundred bottles of beer on the wall, anybody? And now that I say that, you will start singing under your breath for the rest of the day/night.)Thanks in advance for all your HELPFUL reviews.