Mizz Maddnezz is back and just about as insane as I was before! This time, I am doing things a little differently. I am doing another iCarly fanfic, as my last ones were quite successful. I have been practicing a lot lately with my grammar and writing skills so this one will be much more, I don't know how to word it. Correct? Haha. Either way, here I go again! Please review!

Warnings: Nickelodeon owns all characters and the rights so I depend on fanfics to create the drama that I need happen and ships that I want to sail. This story contains mature content including violence, sexual content (consensual and nonconsensual) and strong language. Viewer discretion is advised.

Summary: Instead of letting Sam find out about Jonah wanting to kiss her, Carly decides to keep the incident a secret for the wellbeing of her friend but how many secrets can she keep about Jonah before she breaks under the pressure?

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iCan't Tell

Chapter 1: No Kiss and Tell

Carly refused to kiss him that first time. She didn't tell anybody what had happened either. She even told him that she was going to tell Sam but she didn't. She thought about telling Freddie and seeing what he thought she should do but like what was said before, she didn't tell anyone. Jonah was right. It had been months since she had seen Sam so happy. Carly knew that Sam didn't have much to smile about anyway. Of course she was happy whenever she was eating ham or beating the shit out of some nerd but she was never really happy deep down inside. Her mother hated her, evident by her lack of care and attention and all guys find Sam to be a tad too aggressive. That is, all guys except for Jonah. Maybe it was because he was such an ass himself that made them such a perfect pair. All Carly know was she didn't want to mess things up for Sam over one little kiss. She just never knew how out of hand things were going to get.

Carly tried not to think about it the rest of the evening. iCarly went on as usual and they ended up trying out the Wedgie Bounce on the unsuspecting Gibby that day, instead of Jonah. Carly kept feeling Jonah's stare from the sidelines as he watched their broadcast. Every time she stole a glance at him, when the camera wasn't on her, she found his stare on her with that crooked smirk. She carried on with the night as if nothing had happened. She tried to forget that Jonah had done anything wrong. That's all she could do. Sam is her best friend. Seeing her as happy as she was now, she could never tell.

"I'm Sam," The blonde giggled into the camera.

"And I am a girl!" Carly joked humorously, "And this has been iCarly!"

"Join us next week to find out what happens as the turtles race against odds," Sam said.
Freddie pointed at the table next to them where two turtles chewed lettuce. The camera went back to the blonde, "In a segment we would like to call, 'Voyage of the Reptiles.'"

"Bye, bye now," Carly said. Both teenage girls waved at the camera happily.

"And we are done," Freddie said, shutting down the controls, "Great show tonight guys. Do you think we could write in a segment about our technology?"

"Heck no, dweeb," Sam growled, plucking his nose.

"She plucked me!" Freddie squawked towards Carly, "Do something about it!"

"Quit whining Freddie," Carly said, "And Sam, quit plucking people."

"Hey Sam," Jonah laughed, stepping up, "How about you buy me a smoothie?"

"Give me your money Fred-nerd," Sam said grabbing him by his ear and twisting it.

"Just take it!" Freddie cried, digging in his pocket and holding out a few bills.

"Thanks dweeb," Sam said taking hold of jonahs arm and walking towards the door, "See you later Carly."

"Bye," Carly said waving at the girl. Sam didn't wave back. She was too absorbed in the boy next to her to realize a world that wasn't just them existed.

"I have to be somewhere," Freddie said, glancing at his watch.

"Where are you heading?" Carly asked.

"Oh, um, nowhere," Freddie mumbled.

"Freddie," Carly said, crossing her arms.

"Mom wants to take me to-" Freddie stopped and looked down at the ground. He mumbled something.

"Where?" Carly asked.

"Build-a-Bear," Freddie mumbled.

"Oh my god," Carly laughed, "Are you serious?"

"You don't understand," Freddie cried, "My mother becomes aggressive if I do not do these things."

"Whatever," Carly laughed. Freddie gathered his things and left, closing the door behind him. Carly was left standing there, staring at the floor. She sighed heavily and fell back into the bean-bag chair behind her. She closed her eyes and rested her hands against her sockets, pressed on her eyes. She sat up, just as the studio door swung open. She looked up as Jonah walked in, a smirk on his face.

"Hey," He said, crossing his arms and looking down at her.

"What do you want?" Carly said, looking up at the boy. Carly stood from where she sat and looked at him, her arms crossed.

"Sam left her jacket," He said, stepping towards her.

"Get it and go," Carly said.

"Now wait a minute," He said, stepping closer once more, "You never gave me that kiss."

"I am not going to kiss you!" Carly growled, "You are dating Sam!"

"And if you want that to continue, you are going to kiss me right now," He said, stepping closer once again, now face-to-face with the girl.

"Don't pull that with me," Carly spat.

"I can hurt her," Jonah said, his voice becoming husk, "I can break her in ways that you couldn't even imagine."

"Why would you do that?" Carly asked, crossing her arms.

"Why wouldn't I?" He laughed, "Sam is hot as hell and has the best bitch-attitude I have ever seen. Her only fault is the fact that she will do whatever she is told when she likes someone. I take advantage of this."

"I know," Carly said angrily, "And it is disgusting."

"To you, maybe," Jonah laughed, "But to me, it is a gift. I can convince her of anything that I want her to believe. That means I can ruin her. I can crack into the bowels of her existence and completely break her heart."

"You won't," Carly gulped.

"Oh, I will," Jonah said, taking hold of Carly's waist, "That is, unless you do whatever I want."

"You're sick," Carly said, smacking away his hand. Jonah grabbed a hold of her hips and yanked her towards him, pressing her body against his. Just as she started to pull away he grabbed ahold of her wrist and twisted her body around, pulling her behind up against his body.

"Unless you want to see me break the heart of your best friend," Jonah said into her ear, his hot breath against her neck, "You will do what I say." He took hold of a clump of her hair and pulled her head back so that they were face to face. He pressed his lips against hers. Her entire body tensed under his touch. After a long, awkward kiss Jonah pulled away and let her go. She turned around and stared at him in disbelief. He stared back at her with a crooked grin. He leaned down and grabbed Sam's jacket that was lying on the car behind Carly. He threw the jacket over his shoulder and turned to leave. He looked back for a moment and winked. In just moments, he was gone. Carly stood there, staring at the door.