Gerard's Pov:
If someone told you that there was a whole new world, a fantasy world that no one knows about, you would probably laugh at them and shrug it off as nothing. Well, that someone was right; there is a whole new world that no one knows about. It's a place no one would believe you if you said you've been there. It's a place I've witnessed with my own two eyes, a place where I've been told if you conquer it, you win the biggest prize you could ever dream of. A place that I'm currently stuck in… That place… Is Candyland.
*Three days earlier*
"WE ARE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE! THANK YOU AND GOOD NIGHT!" I screamed into the microphone. The loud squeals and chants for an encore echoed throughout the stadium, putting a smile on my face as I walked off the stage. The guys followed me, laughing and talking loudly about the show we just did. They were going on and on about how awesome the show was and how responsive the crowd had been. Someone jumped on my back and I stumbled a bit, my hands landing on the wall to steady myself. I heard a high pitched giggle and a small smile appeared on my face when I realized it was Frank.
"Sorry Gee, I couldn't resist" He giggled, his hot breath caressing my neck, causing a shiver to run down my spine. I let out a shaky breath as he continued to breathe down my neck and grabbed a tight grip on his thighs so he wouldn't fall. I sat Frank down on the couch that was located in our dressing room and then sat down next to him, our thighs touching. I couldn't concentrate on the conversation that was going on, my mind was stuck on the fact I was sitting so close to the beautiful creature that is the guitarist in our band. As you could see, I had a massive crush on Frank, I might have even been in love with him, but he didn't feel the same way. He was straight… He had a beautiful wife and 3 kids… I did have a wife, Lyn-Z, but we got a divorce because I finally decided to tell the truth, tell her that I was gay… I felt bad that I was lying for all those years, we even had a kid together, but I couldn't lie anymore… It was a mutual thing, come to find out she had fallen out love with me and met some guy, who she never did anything with because we were together, at least she was faithful. So we divorced and moved on, we are still friends and I'm allowed to see my daughter, Bandit, so there is no problem there. The only problem was… I was falling in love with my straight best friend and there was nothing I could do about it.
"Yo Gerard! You still with us?" I jumped back into reality and blushed slightly when I saw the guys staring at me with raised eyebrows. Mikey smirked and his eyes flickered over to Frank before back on me. I glared at him. Mikey knew that I was gay and he knew about my feelings for Frank. He thinks I should tell him, but I knew it was a bad idea and it wouldn't matter anyways. I rather torture myself by watching Frank being happy with his wife, hiding my feelings for him, then tell him and ruin our friendship.
"Okay, I think it's time to head back on to the bus, I need a shower" Bob said. We all agreed and headed back to the bus. I ran into Ricky Horror, Rhythm Guitarist for Motionless In White, and smirked when I saw him staring at my brother's ass as he walked. Ricky caught me staring at him with the smirk on my face and his cheeks turned a deep red while he hid his face behind his long raven locks. I just chuckled and shook my head.
"Don't worry, I think he wants you too" I stated before patting his shoulder and leaving the dumbfounded male standing there. When I got on to the bus, everyone but Bob was sitting on the couches, watching TV, trying to cool down. Frank noticed I was standing there and he grinned at me, patting the spot next to him, indicating he wanted me to sit. I slowly sat down next to him, making sure there was a friendly distance between but that went out the window when he curled up next to me, his head lying directly over where my heart was positioned and his arm hanging loosely over my torso. I tentatively wrapped my arms loosely around him and looked at Mikey, he was smirking at us and I just rolled my eyes and looked back at the TV. Suddenly I got an idea and a smirk of my own etched itself on to my face. I looked over at Mikey, he was staring at me with a confused expression and my smirk widened.
"So Mikey… Anybody you have a crush on?" I asked, the smirk on my face never fading. It was Mikey's turn to glare at me. I just smiled innocently and giggled. He flipped my off and stomped off into the bunk room, slamming the bathroom door shut when Bob walked out. I just rolled my eyes. Fucking drama queen… The sound of soft snores reached my ears and I looked down to see Frank peacefully sleeping, his arms tightening around me slightly. His mouth twitched a little and a small smile appeared on his face and he cuddled closer to my body, burying his face into my chest.
As I stared at his beautiful peaceful face, the smile on my never left and I couldn't help but think what it would be like to be with him… This man is the most important thing in my life and he doesn't even know it… He may never know it.