This is my first Destiel fic so reviews and points would be great =) please and thank you.

Chapter 1

Cas groaned as his alarm went off. "Shut up" he grumbled at it. Dean chuckled from his position next to him. "Umm, I'm pretty sure that doesn't work" he said. Dean reached over his fiancé and turned off the alarm. Cas moved into the warm body that now covered him.

"I'm so torn. Get up and go to work and see Charlie or stay here with you" Cas said and kissed Dean. Dean smiled. He loved Cas so much. "Well, you know what I want" Dean said and pecked kisses down Cas's jaw and neck. Dean felt Cas melt underneath him. Cas tipped his head back, allowing Dean more access.

As Dean started to pull at Cas's boxer shorts, the couple heard a loud bang from the kitchen. Dean and Cas jumped up and ran out to the kitchen. They found Dean's brother Sam picking up a pan while cleaning up a half cooked pancake off the floor.

"What happened?" Dean asked. "Well, you and Cas hadn't come out yet so I thought I'd start breakfast." Sam said. He looked slightly disappointed with himself. Cas stepped forward and gave Sam a small smile. "Thank you but I think it'd be best if I make it" he said taking the pan. "I'll go get ready for work and then come switch out with you" Dean said. He gave Cas a chaste kiss then went to go get dressed.

It made him smile as he thought how happy their new life style was. Cas and Dean had been high graduates for about a week. Dean and Sam had been living by themselves for years, with Dean working at Bobby's Auto Shop. Dean met Cas, the shy new student, in his sophomore year. They started dating soon after in secret. Cas's family was super religious and Cas being gay wouldn't pass over well. When the Novak family did find out, they told him he had 5 minutes to pack and get out. That was about 2 months ago, just after Cas turned 18.

Dean came back into the kitchen in a tight AC/DC shirt and jeans a few minutes later. He hugged Cas from behind, wrapping his arms around his waist. Cas smiled and leaned back into the embrace. "I'll take over. You go get dressed for the barn" Dean said into his ear. Cas nodded left to get dressed.

Cas got a job at the stables his parents had always boarded his horse Charlie. She was a red haired jumper mare. He used his paycheck for the board fee and the left over went for the house bills or food with Dean's paycheck.

The ring on Cas's finger caught his eye. At first it made him smile. He was engaged to Dean Winchester! Then he remembered the news that had come only a day before he owned the ring and he bit back tears.

Cas finished getting dressed and walked in the kitchen seeing Dean giving Sam a plate of pancakes. Dean handed Cas a plate and grabbed one for himself. After breakfast, Dean drove Cas to the barn in the Impala. "Bye, I love you" Dean said and kissed Cas. "I love you too. Tell Bobby I said hi" Cas said and got out. He listens to the beautiful black car as it drove away.

He decided to ride Charlie before he started his usual work. Charlie seemed a little squeamish as Cas pulled her out of the stall. He brushed gently her in hopes of calming her down. As he was walking out with the pad that goes under the saddle, he tripped and dropped it at Charlie's feet. The horse spooked rearing back. A hoof caught Cas's head and threw him backwards. His head bounce off the concrete knocking him unconscious.

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Dean was working on a red Camry when the call came. "Someone's on the phone for ya." Bobby called from the office. Dean wiped off his hands and took the phone. "Is this Dean Winchester?" a woman said. "Yeah, what's up?" he asked. "This was the emergency contact for Castiel Novak and-" "What?! Is Cas ok? Where is he?" Dean asked. He felt like his heart stopped.

"There was an accident where he worked, Grand Oaks Farms. He is in a semi stable condition."

"SEMI-STABLE? What the fuck happened?" Dean exclaimed. He was almost in tears. "Just come into Sioux General Hospital and the doctors can explain any questions you have." the woman said. Dean nodded. Realizing she couldn't see him, he whispered an ok. Bobby gave him the rest of the day off to be with Cas.

Dean drove over the speed limit allthe way to the hospital. He ran as fast as he could. "Can I help you?" a woman said behind a desk. "C-Castiel Novak. Where is he?" Dean could barely get the words out. The woman typed away at her computer. "Only family is allowed to see Mr. Novak" she said.

"I'm his fiancé" Dean said showing his ring. The receptionist gave him an untrusting look but gave him the room number anyway. Dean turned into the room and froze. Cas was hooked up to more medical machines than Dean had ever wanted to see. Someone tapped Dean's shoulder. He turned and saw a woman in a white coat.

"Are you Castiel's family?" she asked. "His fiancé" Dean said. Unfazed the woman, who Dean assumed was the doctor, led Dean into the room. She explained how Cas had intense head trauma and was in a deep coma. The possibility of him waking would shrink as the longer he stayed under.

"So I think you should prepare for-"

"No. He'll wake up. He can't leave me and Sam." Dean sat down next to Cas and picks his hand. The doctor gave Dean a sad look and left. Dean kissed each knuckle. "Cas" he whispered "I know this is selfish but I don't care. I can't live my last days without you. And Sam needs someone when I'm gone"