It has been days since I learned about Ezra. I have been feeling depressed; I couldn't believe the lies and years wasted on someone who of course was just using me to get close to Ali. As I continued to think about the relationship tears drained down my eyes. I wasn't sure who I was more mad at, me for giving the relationship the benefit of the doubt even through all the turmoil or the story behind his reason for even beginning the relationship. He was the first person I had opened up to; my first serious relationship. I just felt so miserable for thinking this fantasy was more than just a dream. He ruined my relationship with my family and friends. He kept trying to call me and say that the whole thing was at first fake but became pure and true to him because he fell for me. All I could think was how on earth would I ever want him back after he played me. Did he think I was really that naive and stupid? I had a hard time really explaining how I felt which is why I turned to music to express my feelings Hannah showed me the perfect song to express my emotions which was Taylor Swift's song Red. I usually didn't listen to her music but the song was the best way to describe my feelings.

All of my friends were trying to help me feel better but I wasn't sure what would help my agony. Life just felt miserable at the moment dealing with the breakup and still having to deal with A. I wasn't sure how much more I could cope with. Maybe a trip to Spencer's house would help, I tried to fool myself. As I walked into her house, I heard her talking to familiar voice, Jason. The last time I heard his voice was when I left him standing alone while I left with Ezra. Should I have given him a shot and left Ezra? Would that had made life better? Trying not to think of all the sadness, I decided I would try rebuilding our relationship and see where it would lead.

"Hey Spencer and Jason," I said trying to put on a brave face and smile.

They both replied with a Hey. Jason looked as me as if I were a ghost. I didn't understand what was going through his mind at the moment.

"I didn't know you were back in town Jason," I said happily.

"Yeah I'm back to work at the school," Jason quickly replied.

"Oh that's cool. It will be good seeing you around," I said trying to ease the tension.

"Thanks. Spencer I got to run. I'll see around," Jason said as he rushed out of here.

I watched as he raced to his car not looking back. I knew it had something to do with me and more sadness rushed through my body.

"What was that Aria," Spencer asked confused.

"I don't know but I miss my relationship with him," I said truthfully.

"Are you sure you aren't just in the rebounding faze Aria? I don't want him to get hurt again from you. He's been through enough," Spencer said sternly.

"I'm sure. He would be a good change from Ezra. He knows who I am now and who I was before Ali died," I responded feeling a pinch of hope that maybe life would turn around if he would forgive me.

"Ok, but if you do Aria hurt him Aria, I swear to god," said Spencer threat-fully.

We then left for Philly and spent the day away from Rosewood to forget our problems and just enjoy life.

Beeeeep. The text read: Look who I found with Jason tonight. (The text had a picture of Jason kissing Mona) It looks like no one has time for Aria unless they're a part of the A team or maybe he joined the A team because of you. –haha A