Chapter 1- "proudly so"

Santana's P.O.V.

I know I love her, she means the world to me but if I tell her she may hate me. People would start hating on me, and I can't go all Lima heights on their asses then. We never talk about how I feel, this is my fault, and I never want to talk about it. But I can't live like this anymore, people thinking that I am something I am not. Britt knows that I don't want any labels but what if people start to suspect me. They must have guessed something when I did not get prom queen.

As I walked slowly toward Britt's locker all I could think about was how I was gonna tell her that I loved her. I wanted to make sure she knew it, that she knew she was the one I really loved. I just hoped that she loved me back.

Brittany's P.O.V.

I saw Santana walking toward my locker so we could go to the choir room together. She walked so amazing, even lord Tubbington would be jealous. I wish she could tell people how she feels and not pretend anymore, I hate feeling in the dark. She is my best friend and I want to know if she is okay. When we hang out she is so happy and carefree but it is like she is a different person at school, like I don't know her. "Hey Santana, how are you?" I hoped she gave me a true answer. The look on her face did not look good. It was like she wanted to tell me something, but what? I was so confused; I wanted my unicorn to be happy.