koko chan: my first yyh fic in a while!! aren't you all proud of me?!?!?!?!
dun own yyh woe is me
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botan's POV
Lately i've been in such...a bliss. It's like everytime my mind wonders off somewhere. Even Koenma has been noticing it, he's been yelling at me from time to time because i've been acidentally dropping spirits off to Makai instead of Reikai. Is it really my fault? I mean, is it really my fault I just happen to be attracted to a certain little kitsune? I laugh when I think this though, because I know it's just a little crush. There's just something about him though...something so incredible.
It must be his eyes.
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Returining to Ningenkai today, time to check on our favorite troublemaker, Urameshi Yusuke. This time I need to send him on a mission to uhm....what was it again? Oh uhm...wait. Darn, forgot again. I think it was something about youkai. No da. Oh well! I guess I have to go back to Koenma and...wait. What's this?
I put my oar away "magically" and went behind a wall. I look over a little bit. Kurama. He was walking from school obviously. It's only about what? In the afternoon? Shouldn't he still be at school? Maybe he skipped. Gyaaa....Kurama's not that kind of guy. Maybe he uhm...oh! His mom might be in trouble! Or wait, I would've known about that then...
"Botan?"
Or maybe he's suffering from something, wait, I would know about that too...Aw wait! I'm suppose to be giving Yusuke's his assignment..
"Botan."
Kyaaa, Koenma's going to kill me, it's like I can hear him now...
"Botan!!!"
"What!!!" I yelled. Was my own imagination talking to me? I turn around only to face the little baby himself. "Koenma sama!" I muttered. Just my luck.
"Botan, Botan, Botan. Your still in your dazed stage. Why don't you go tell Kurama how you feel?" The little baby lectured me. Imagine that.
"You..you mean it's that obvious!?!!" I questioned. No way,I didn't think anyone would notice!!!
Koenma started to twitch a little before saying, "Y-You actually thought you were hiding it?"
Hm, I guess I was sort of a bad actress. I did well on sick days though. "Well, what do you expect me to do?"
"Tell him, then we can all get on with our lives." Yeah, I had the sudden urge to kill him. I exhaled deeply instead. I knew he was right. If Kurama says "No." I can just move on, and find someonelse. Right?! Right.
"Okay Koenma sama!" I yelled. Then I jumped up and ran behind the corner toward Kurama. Yes, I am energetic, I am positive, I am about to come face to face with the ground.
"Botan! Are you okay?" I opened my eyes. Oh my god! I'm alive! I didn't come face to face with the sidewalk!!
"T-Thank you Kurama." I muttered. Then I noticed I fell into Kurama's arms..literally. I could feel my face go as red as tomatoes. So I quickly got up and so did Kurama.
"Why the hurry Botan?" He asked me, and gave me one of those smiles any girl would melt for.
"Oh..I uhm..came here to tell you something." I put my hands in front of my mouth sorta, as if trying to cover the blush on my face.
"Is there a mission?"
"O-oh! Uhm, no not yet." Yeah, right after I say "I love you!!!" Then I go "Now you have a mission with Yusuke and them!!!" Real bright Botan.
"I see, well, i'll be going now." Kya! He's going already? Doing the thing I could only do, I snatched his sleeve making him look at me with that cute questioned face.
"Well you see, I uhm, I eh..." Oh my god!!! How hard is it to say "I like you"?!?!?!
"Botan, I have classes."
"Well, Kurama, I like you!" I said it, I really said it.
"I like you too Botan." Kurama smiled gently, but that face, I knew that face. H
"No Kurama! Not like that, I really liked you." This..I never knew I would say it a second time.
There was a long pause after that before Kurama said, "I'm sorry Botan, but I only really look at you as a sister." He pulled me into a hug. "Are you okay?"
Tears were swelling up in my eyes. I was right. He could never really love me. Oh well, I got it off my back right? Wrong. "Yeah, I'll be fine. Thanks Kurama." I yanked myself out of his arms. "I'm going to go tell Yusuke his mission now. Uhm, bye." I started to run. I hate this so much. I should be feeling happy right now. I told him. I really told him. I'm not happy though, instead I feel really down.
I didn't know where I was running. It was better than nothing though. If things got worst I can always summon my oar and fly though. I don't really want to fly though. I want to see how humans can deal with this. How they can't fly, so they run...how..ironic.
"What's the hurry Botan?" I stopped, who was that? Who called my name. I looked behind me. I also noticed I was in an alley, in this alley was only me and this cloaked girl.
"Who are you?" I asked immediately, I don't want to be bothered right now.
"My name is.." The figure stood up and flicked off her cloak. "Hanajima Aiko!!!"
I sweatdropped, since she had soem smokebombs under her cloak to give "special effects". "Leave me alone."
"Trust me, after were done talking, you'll beg me to stay." She smirked and held out her hand. "Okay?"
"...what do I have left to lose?"
Kurama's POV
I walked slowly to my school. I kept replaying Botan's feelings to me. Can't help but think of her now. Did she mean it though? Did she really meant what she said? When she pulled away from me today, I felt something in her, that made me so guilty.
..it's got to be the eyes.
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koko chan: how was it? suggetions welcomed!!! ^___^