Some say the world will end in fire
Jacob, his skin warm and his eyes full of passion. A beautiful smile and genuine warmth in his character. His temper like fire and his emotions more powerful than he is, even in his wolf from.
Some say in ice
Edward is cold. His skin and his demeanor frozen like a never-melting ice sculpture in time. He is distant, with his own demons keeping him from believing in himself and in his ability to give himself completely to me, his love. He had no passion before me.
From what I've tasted of desire
Both were beautiful in absolutely every way. Their voices, their bodies, their eyes, their personalities, their love was sexy, beautiful, vulnerable, and dangerous in every way. In each aspect though, they were exact opposites.
I hold to those who favor fire
The main difference was warmth. Jacob didn't have any regrets in his life. He was happy, and warm. He would never betray me and loving him was as easy as breathing, whereas everyday with Edward i knew i didn't deserve him. Edward wasn't as easy as breathing: for him i'd have to give up my humanity. With Edward, there would always be pain. My love for him was blindingly powerful, like he would be my brand of heroine if i were an addict. I needed him, and every second he wasn't their I was in devastating pain. With Jacob there was no pain, my love for him was healthy and never-faltering.
But if it had to perish twice
I wasn't a fool though, without Edward i almost died. I almost died of the emotional pain and i almost killed myself trying to hear his voice. Him gone and my world would crash, and this time not even Jacob could heal it, though he'd gladly die for me. I couldn't take that type of hurt, despite how unsafe my love of Edward was for my sanity and my physical well-being i knew I'd be in more emotional and physical danger without him.
I think i know enough of hate
Edward and Jacob hated each other for reasons much more profound than their natural prejudice against the others' species, being natural enemies and such. They hated each other because of me, because i went back and forth with my love for them. Jacob was my love and my soul, but Edward was my addiction and my life.
To say that for destruction, ice
My addiction and need of Edward destroys Jake inside. I can see him die a little every time i turn away from him.
Is also great
My love for Jacob is stronger than anything in the world, like the sun. He's my sun. But Edward is the Eclipse, he blocks the sun out. An addiction is dangerous because without it you can't think straight, and with it you barely think at all. That's what Edward was, and i needed him more than i loved Jacob.
And would suffice.
"If all perished but he survived, i could carry on. But if all else was fine and he were annihilated, the world would become a mighty stranger." My heart bleeds for Jacob, but the heart does heal with time. My body and mind need Edward to breathe, he is my oxygen. The lungs never heal, they only get worse with time.