Valentines Day latey. Sorry I've been busy on deviantart. This is a modern day one.
Your Secret Admirer
To the one I love,
I don't say it enough, and I know I should, but it's hard. I can't seem to get it right, and I tend to stumble over the words, like there's some knot in my the ought whenever I talk to you.
I know it must be weird for you to hear this from me, after all, I'm probably the last person you expected to hear this from, but... I love you.
There I said it, and I mean it. Whenever I see you, something changes inside me, a sort of tingling in my bones, like I've been suddenly struck with electricity. You're the reason behind that feeling, but I like it, it's a warm sort of feeling that spreads throughout my body and fills me up.
I had to tell you, because it's been eating away at me, and I though that today would be the best time to tell you, after all it's Valentines Day. So... Yes, I love you, and it's okay if you don't love me. After all I'm cold, deadly, unfeeling, it's not like you could ever really feel the same way about a thug like me as I do for you. But it's okay, really. I just had to let you know, because the feeling in my heart's been eating away at me for so long now, and I'm tired of it. I just want to be with you. I know that's a lot to ask for, and it can't happen, but I still wish that it could.
Do you remember the first day we met? I... I had just beat up your brother. It was your first day of the freshman school year, and he had managed to get into trouble with some of the members of my gang. You have to understand they would have killed him! I had to do it, I didn't want to I swear, but I had to do it or they would have done a lot worse. I'm sorry, I really am, but when I saw the way you looked at me... For the first time I felt so many emotions, ones I hadn't felt in years. I loved you, right them and there. It felt like I had known you my entire life, even though I didn't even know your name.
I k ow it's strange after all, I'm a senior and you're still a freshman, but I can't stop thinking about you, and I just think "wow, she's such an amazing girl." I l ow you must think I'm a creep, but I'm okay with that, I just had to tell you how I feel.
Sincerely,
Your secret admirer
Mikasa read the letter again, tears slipping down her cheeks. It was obvious who her admirer was, Levi Heichou. She couldn't believe he felt that way... The same way as she felt for him. It was true she had hated him for a long time, after all he had beat her adoptive brother, but over time she had come to know him from a far. She's seen the times when he was kind to the younger class men, helping them with homework or scaring off bullies. How he would get angry whenever anyone made fun of his friends, but always remained silent when he was the subject of ridicule. It hadn't taken more then a couple months before she was smitten, and only a few more before she knew she loved the man.
Mikasa pulled out a pen and paper and began to write. She was lucky she knew where he lived from the science assignment they had done together. Mikasa was going to write a letter back to her secret admirer.
To the one I love...
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