Comatose:
'I'm sorry Ginny but I have to leave…' and I leave you with sadness and worry in your eyes. That's the last thing I remember about you…
I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
Tossing and turning in my bed, my scar burning with so much pain it a surprise I can sleep at all. I dream of horrible killings but they turn into something else…
I'm asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to you
I dream of you, Ginny, with your long red hair and beautiful brown eyes.
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And all the times I kissed you, hugged you, or had you in my arms. Right now you are the person I crave to be near.
And the more I hide I realize
I'm slowly losing you
It's been months since I've been in hiding and I miss you everyday. All I want to do is be near you…
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
I'll wake up wanting to go back to sleep just to dream of your hand entwine with mine and staring into your eyes.
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breath
'Less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Many times of the day I forget why I'm here and why I was so stupid to leave you. It's hard fighting this war when I don't want to live without you.
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
Many times I hope that I dream of you but end up with pain, killing, and anger. I just wish you were near me because you're the only thing I want to feel…
I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
'Harry let me come with you!' you say with fire in your eyes. I look at you with sadness 'I don't want you to be in danger, your better off without me.' I turn to walk away but you grab me 'no one is better for me then you!' you say looking at me straight in the eyes.
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
'I can't be with you, it's too dangerous… I'm sorry Ginny, I have to leave… without you…' I leave you with sadness and worry. I hit the ground after that memory.
Oh, how I adore you
'You know I love you Gin.' I said before I stared into your eyes and gave you a small, soft kiss.
Oh, how I thirst for you
I miss kissing you while I put my hands in your hair. The smell of wildflowers that remind me of how wild you were…
Oh, how I need you
I hit the ground so many times after I left you, thinking that I was so stupid to leave you or at least take you with me… I still hate myself…
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
'Harry' you say before you close your eyes and come close to kiss me. But I wake up wanting to be near you again or kiss you again.
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breath
'less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
I got in a fight with Ron and he left us… I feel like a total git… and it makes me think of all the bad decisions I've made, and I think of you…
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
The dreams of you are slowly fading and I don't see you anymore. It hurts more when I go to sleep. Most of the time I don't sleep so I won't feel the pain anymore…
Breathing life, waking up
My eyes open up
I wish I open my eyes to see you and not have the feeling of unimaginable pain.
Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
'I love you, Harry' that's the last thing I hear before waking up again.
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breath
'less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
'Just stay with me.' You say. 'Forever' I reply. That's the memory that keeps me going.
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
'Harry, don't worry… everything will be fine' you say in a soft voice, before I wake up with more pain and loneliness.
Oh, how I adore you
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
'Stay with me?' I ask. 'forever' you say before you kiss me.
Oh, how I thirst for you
(Waking up to you never felt so real)
'I just need to stay alive so I can see you again' was the only thought that ran thru my head as I walk to Voldermort.
Oh how I adore you
The way you make me feel
(Waking up to never felt so real…)
I see you finally. You run to me cry with happiness, and I whisper in your ear 'I missed you'. You look at me and say 'Me too' before crushing your lips with mine…
Thanks for reading and I got this idea form the 7th book on page 116-117. Hope you liked it and please review!! XD
~Lost2Love~