AN: Hey everyone, I was formerly known as Charmanderchick24 so my stories were quite different, I however, and unfortunately for all those other readers I had before, have lost my inspiration in that field, university changes a woman I guess. So after being dormant from this site for a very long time I'm back with my new inspiration, Lost Girl. I hope you guys will like this story and keep in mind that there are spoilers for the latest episode, so if you have not seen the latest episode "Barometz. Trick. Pressure" then I suggest you do not read this until you do since it contains spoilers. Anyways enough babbling I hope you all accept me within this new community and review kindly, happy holidays!

Warnings and Disclaimers: I tend to write pretty intense stuff so if you can't handle the lady lovin' or just regular lovin' I suggest you turn away. On that note, I'm just borrowing Bo and Lauren and all the wonderful characters of Lost Girl, they do not in any way belong to me.

My Salvation

Bo:

So here I am, standing at the brink of my own death. I couldn't help but accept Lachlan's proposal to lead the Fae into war with the Garuda. How could I say no? What do I have to lose anyways? Kenzi went off on tour with Nate last night and she'd probably fall in love with him and leave me in the dust. Dyson and Kiara have already moved into their new house, though I don't really have any feelings for him anymore. And that's all because of Lauren who's somewhere with Nadia probably doing it in my car.

Note to self: get a new car.

My personal life is just in the dumps, even Trick is afraid of me. Ever since I told him of my vision. What if the vision comes true? What if I kill Trick? No, I would never do that! But maybe I will.

Sigh.

The only friend I really have now is Hale. He is consistently my friend and every night since I found out about the war he's been having drinks with me at the Dal. I'm glad because I needed company at that time. Though Hale seemed a little sad when he found out Kenzi was leaving with Nate.

I turned to Lachlan who was awaiting my answer. He had given me time to think but the Garuda were nearing us and he needed an answer. Even the Morrigan paid me a visit telling me that her people were ready to follow me and all I had to do was say the word.

"I accept the offer Lachlan," I said looking at him.

He looked pleased but absolutely terrified at the same time. I still didn't trust the Naga but I had no choice considering the situation. At this point I trusted the Morrigan more than him. Lachlan reached over to press the intercom and said, "Dyson, pay a visit to the Morrigan, tell her Bo has accepted and we need to meet up."

"She accepted?" Dyson's voice responded. He seemed surprised but having been as intimate with him as I did I could hear the worry in his voice. At least someone was as scared for my life as I was.

"Yes she did," Lachlan said, "now contact the Morrigan, we should plan this meeting tonight, the Garuda should be here by the weekend."

"Yes Ash," Dyson said.

Lachlan turned to me and said, "you will lead us to victory Bo, they feed off of hatred and you feed off of love, you're the only one that can defeat them."

"And what about everyone else?" I said angrily, "the Garuda feed off of Fae! It's like the humans fighting the Fae, would they even stand a chance?"

"The warriors will be there to keep you alive so that you can reach the leader of the Garuda," Lachlan said, "his name is Nekran, and he is linked to all the other Garuda. If you kill him they will all fall."

"So all those warriors will just die?" I said.

"Bo, they are dying to protect the world," Lachlan said, "if you won't fight for the Fae we will all die. The world as we know it will end."

This is killing me, I have nothing really to live for, but that doesn't mean everyone else has to die for it. And at the same time there will be an army of Light and Dark Fae at my side willing to die so that I could take down Nekran and save the world. So at my own willing sacrifice I will face the Garuda and save the Fae.

The question is, who will save me?

...

Lauren:

"What's wrong?" Nadia asked as I sat at the edge of bed with my face in my hands.

"I can't do this," I whispered softly.

"You can't do what?" Nadia seemed confused.

"I never thought I'd see you awake again, you've been in that coma for so long," I said softly. Lachlan had suggested that it would be wise to keep Nadia ignorant about the Fae, so all she knew was that she was in that coma because of a snake bite in the Congo.

"And you stood by me working to get me out of it, I can't thank you enough," Nadia said.

"A lot of things have changed Nadia," I said taking in a shallow breath.

"Like what?" Nadia said her body became tense. "Bo?"

I sighed deeply. No one knew me like Nadia knew me, I knew she'd notice.

"You love her," Nadia said softly.

"But I'm with you," I said shaking my head.

"So you're with me out of pity?"

"No! Of course not! I love you Nadia," I said firmly.

"But you're not in love with me," Nadia said.

I remained silent. I was trying to be reasonable. I was trying to go back to the life I had before. But every fiber of my being wanted to be with Bo, it was no longer a pleasure I indulged in, it was an absolute necessity. It's like I needed to feed on her like she fed on me.

Nadia sighed deeply and turned her eyes away. I could see the hurt in her eyes and I wanted nothing more to fix it.

"I'm sorry!" I said immediately, "I'm so sorry, I want us to go back to the way we were. That's why I arranged this trip, I wanna fall in love with you again."

"Is that why you brought Bo's car? So you can have a reason to go back to her?"

"N-no," I said my voice trembling, "she's the only one with a car."

"Is that so?" Nadia said narrowing her eyes, "that guy Dyson has a car."

"Dyson doesn't like me much," I said remembering the all out jealousy wars I used to have with the wolf.

"Okay, what about your boss?" Nadia said, "I know it's a secret research thing and you can't tell me anything, but I saw a bunch of cars there. Why couldn't you borrow one of his cars?"

I remained silent. Damn I had an IQ way higher than Nadia's and she always managed to outsmart me.

"I wanna try to fall in love with you again," I said.

Nadia stood up angrily from the bed, "that's very selfish of you Lauren, are you not considering my feelings here? A week ago I thought I was in the Congo with my beautiful girlfriend who I love with all my heart, then I wake up and it's five years later and my oh so loving girlfriend is in love with someone else. It's unfair of you to just lead me on like that only to leave me at the end. I deserve a chance to move on!"

I dropped my head forward. Damn it she was right. I was not only prolonging Nadia's inevitable heartbreak, I was also breaking Bo's heart in the process, as well as my own.

"I'm gonna leave now Lauren," Nadia said crying.

I looked at her with pleading eyes, "I'm sorry."

"You could have just told me from the start Lauren, I would have understood it. I never expected you to wait for me and love me the same way."

I felt tears spilling down my cheeks. She wiped it away gently then kissed my lips before she walked to the closet to pack.

...

Kenzi:

"So this is your band?" I said looking around the bus where Nate was sitting at the table with three other guys: Leo-the drummer, Greg-the lead guitarist, and Paul-the bass guitarist. Nate was the rhythm guitarist and singer of the band. From what I heard in Greg's garage they sounded great.

"Yeah just us," Nate responded smiling sweetly, "and now we're headed to New York."

"Wow, New York, that's huge," I said. I looked at the bus, a beat up old school bus with a bunch of tagging on the side. It looked like a came out of a junkyard. "Uh, is this the bus they provided you with?"

Greg, Leo, and Paul looked up at me with a glare that could have froze me. I cringed away then they turned their harsh looks towards Nate. Nate gulped and said, "sorry guys I didn't tell her."

"Tell me what?" I said feeling my anger rising at the fact that Nate hid something from me.

"Well we weren't exactly hired," Nate said.

"So then where are we going?" I said, "we're gonna play at a rockfest or something?"

"Well that's the thing, we're not exactly a band either," Nate said.

"What?" I said in shock. I suddenly felt a deep fear as Greg, Paul, and Leo stood up from their chairs with perverted looks on their faces. I backed away from them. Oh shit. Shit shit shit shit! How did this shit always happen to me! I swear to God if they touch me Bo will succubus their asses to hell!

"Don't be scared Kenzi, these guys are hired to be the opening act for the Metallica concert," Nate said walking closer to me, "their lead singer was killed in an accident and they said I could take his place if I brought them someone to play with."

I felt my heartbreaking, "you lied to me!"

"We'll be gentle lil' mama," Greg said in gruff tone.

No! Don't you dare call me that you fucking ingrate! That's what Hale calls me! Oh Hale, I wish you were here now!

"Come on Greg let's just get her," Leo said desperately.

"Nate how can you do this to me, I thought you liked me," I said breaking into tears.

"Oh please Kenzi, you were a useless little girl and I always used to take advantage of your crush on me to make you do things for me," Nate said coldly, "I didn't think it work as an adult."

"Very good Nate, I like them small," Paul said licking his lips.

Nate smirked, "she's also nice and tight, mmm."

They all groaned. Oh God.

Well I'd rather be dead then with these guys. Here goes nothing.

I ran to the door just barely dodging the driver who reached for me. I jumped out of the bus before anyone could even touch me. The bus was on the highway so they were going at least 70mph. And it sure as hell felt like it when I rolled across the cement like a rag doll. Then everything went dark.

TBC?