Author's Note: Hey guys, I have re-written this story and I am truly sorry for bringing the old one down. So here's the second version, I had to remove a few characters since it was getting too confusing and I have changed a few things. I hope you guys enjoy this version of the story.
Prologue
Sometimes life has a cruel way of playing out, when you want something so bad, so bad that your own heart starts yearning for it but you know you can't have it, you know you can't be selfish, you know it's for the best, then why does it feel wrong?….why does it feel like my insides are being torn apart and burnt very slowly?
I have to make my choice, it's going to be hard but I have to do it because this time my mind won this argument; I can't be selfish anymore, I have to leave behind my true love, my new family and my dear friends because if I stay it would be their end and I could never allow that and I most definitely cannot live with myself if anything was to happen to them because of me. They deserve someone better, they deserve happiness and safety, he deserves someone who is worthy of him, who could be honest with him and keep him safe.
I'll always love them no matter whatever happens and maybe one day we could meet again, till then I have to break their heart and leave my heart and my very soul behind in their hands. I don't know if I'll survive the battles that are to come but if I do I pray to all the gods that I would get the chance to at least see my beloved once more.
Maybe this was for the best, after all everything happens for a reason, right?