Renesmee

"AHHHHHH" I screamed, I was awoken by the terrifying nightmares that would replay on my mind every single night. The red eyes, burning into mine. The fear on my mothers face, as we were sentenced to die. My fathers worry as he kissed my mother and promised her that everything would be okay. Jacobs arms cradled around my small body, as if he would never let them have me. Alice and Jaspers disappearance for my own safety. Rosalie playing with my auburn curls as if it was the last time she would ever get to do it. Putting many vampires and werewolves in danger just too keep me alive, just to witness that i was not an immortal child, and that i was conceived by a human woman. My beautiful immortal family almost killed because of me. I hated myself for that, and I always would.

"Shhh.." I felt the cold hands touch my arm. I looked up too my beautiful mothers face in the darkness, I hadn't even heard her climb under the blankets by my side, but she was there comforting me like she did every night I had a nightmare, sometimes it would be my father. But mostly her, the gorgeous woman who's human life was taken away because of me, Her golden eyes were staring at me, and her beautiful lips were curved up into a slight smile.

"Same dream?" I rolled my eyes and placed my hand to her cold pale cheek. I showed her my nightmare, and felt her cringe.

"Baby, they are not coming for you" she said quietly and softly, she led by my side, her fingers twirling in my auburn hair. There was a knock at that door then, which startled me.

"Is everything okay? What's wrong Ness?" Jacobs husky voice came from behind the wooden door.

"can I come in?" he said again.

"Its okay Jake, I'm fine. I'll see you in the morning okay.. go too sleep its late" My eye lids were heavy now, I could feel them shutting as my mother played with my hair.

"Okay.. I'm coming in" he whispered.

"Of course he is" My mother mumbled sarcastically, her eyes didn't leave my face as Jacob walked into my room. I didn't open my eyes, but knew he was there. I could hear his strong heavy breathing, and could feel his heat as he stood just a few feet away from me. Jacob knelt by the side of my bed, and stroked my face. I opened my eyes and smiled. It was like he didn't even notice my mother led right next too me.

"Another nightmare eh?" I didn't have to answer, instead I placed my hand too his cheek and showed him.

"Ah Ness, your so silly sometimes" He was joking of course. He placed his lips too my forehead and whispered in my ear.

"love you Ness, now go too sleep, no more of your nonsense okay?" he left the room with a husky giggle.

I was asleep in seconds. But I was still dreaming, this time it wasn't nightmares, it was good dreams, happy dreams. They were not memories, just things that I want in the future. Jacob by my side, surrounded by our dark headed children (if I could have children that is, we still don't know if I have the full reproductive system) Me and Jacob were not together. We were friends, the best of friends. I looked just 15 years of age, and we told everyone that that's how old I was. And Jacob had told my father that he wouldn't ask if I wanted to be his forever until my 16th birthday. This day was coming too slow, and I didn't want too wait any more. I knew I loved him, I knew I wanted to be his, and him to be mine. But he wanted me too have the "whole human experience" first, he wanted me too meet guys, have fun, make friends. But I didn't want any of that, the only thing I wanted was Jacob, and I couldn't see that changing any time soon.

I know its short, i have some of the other chapters already written. And i will post them ASAP.