Beautiful Mystery #2 (When she left me)
I was left with a burning pain
In the night, when droplets of rain
Started to pour down like tears
Will you be there to wipe away my fears?
I looked above and saw the bright moon
I knew without you, my life's heading towards doom,
The moon, spreading it's effulgent wings
Make's me remember the sweet song in my mind which sings
Of the days we had spend together, bright and gay
Like the shadows, have they passed
But I do remember when we used to lay
Under the elm tree, relaxed and reposed
Where once our love was scintillating
With memories we had made
Is now filled with new pessimism, which is dominating
The old optimism in me
Why doesn't the water seem blue?
Why does the sky change its hue?
Everything's a dead silence, between us
I try to brawl, try to reason, try to fuss
Among the past, to find the time
That was once so beautiful, is now mime
I wish you were there with me during this pain
Because I feel frustrated under this inexplicable rain
Where are those days gone, the nights seem lost
Did the past wash it away, or are they bitten by the frost
As I clutch my chest with my bloody fingers
I try to reminisce you and I see your face as it lingers
Just for a while
But my heart says, we'll reunite again
Someday, some night when the moon reign
Over the dead, snow mountains
The little parts of me Summer breeze blew away
Swaying the gentle trees
The ocean smell was all around the subway
I could hear the buzzing of the bees
Like a symphony around the dark green
Are my memories of teen
That oscillate like a clock
Back and forth, but are frozen like ice rock,
An iridescent beauty which lurks
Under the golden dusk
Bright and euphoric are those little parts
Of myself; but broken they are
Like the glass, and so far
I can't reach them
They are reminisces of my life
Sweetest of all the pie
I clutch them close to me
Because I know I've found the key
Key to unlock all those blissful memories
That dance in the summer sun,
Floating high above the cherry trees (it seems a lot of fun).
Dandelions and daffodils are bright like my memories
Filled with glistening and everlasting love
It's indeed a little part of me, that can never flee
I felt nostalgic as I heard the crying of the larks
The winter has come, kissing the pale sky
But I slouched on the sofa, trying to lie
To myself about you and I
My whispers can't reach to you
Our friendship can't be mended
The sky turns blue, glistening with the bright hue
The silly mistakes happen it's like I am tended
Although with you it never happened
I wish I could shout back at the ghost of past
I wish there was a spell that could cast
A miracle upon that day when we cried
When we parted, it's bitter like the frost
The roses never bloom, nor does the sun seem bright
Those days are gone, gone like rain and are forever lost
It's hard to find a glimmer of hope under the dark of night
Under the depths of ocean, under the thick snow
The seeds of happiness and love that we sow
Are gone, except the fragments left under the vanilla twilight
Buried deep beneath my soul, it's hard to sleep every night
The haze grows thick and it becomes even more cold
The mist shrouds around our friendship but I can never be bold
Bold enough to carry on with this emptiness
That hurts me like a pinprick
You were like my beautiful serendipity
A sudden kismet that was as like an iridescent
Which floated above the silver clouds making me feel reminiscent
I will always remember when you neutralized all the malignant
Inside me, but now everything's frozen and stagnant
Like a slime has it covered the brightness
Oh! I will never forget those kindness
That stays concealed under the thick fuzzy blue lights.