I've always seemed to like the rain

It reflects my sorrow, this eternal pain.

I stare up at the cloudy sky

Thoughts of the past bring tears to my eyes.

My life feels like a huge disaster,

No longer do I feel the joy of laughter.

There are so many things I start to regret,

But one day I'll get the sweet taste of death.

It may not be the greatest option

But what else do I have?

Maybe while I'm dying,

I'll stop feeling so bad.

No one likes me; all my friends have gone astray,

Now that I think about it, I never liked them anyway.

Well I don't want to hold up you're time,

So let me end with the last few lines.

Still I live;

Not gone quite yet,

But when I do leave,

I'll have no regrets.