Bokura: So I was looking at my stats right? And I noticed a lot of people actually liked my songfics and I love writing them so much because there are so many songs out there where I picture something happening and so I figured this would be a good idea to do. I will probably have this kind of thing for other couples , but I just have so many for Hikaru and Kaoru that I could make a little collection of it. So yes….that was how I thought of this. Enjoy this wonderful anime upon which I do not own. And the song I do not own either…
I Can't Unlove You by Kenny Rogers
Songfics For The Soul:Hitachiin Style
Postcards and letters And pictures made to last forever…..To be boxed up and tossed away
Two years it's been…two years they said now to move on, but how could he? The young auburn haired teen sat upon what used to be his and his twin's bed…but now… A tear slowly made its way down his face and onto the picture of him and his look alike. Arms were linked together in the photo as small Cheshire grins were shown and their eyes lit with love and mischief. He took in a breath as he set the picture down with all of the others.
Knickknacks and Souvenirs..In an afternoon, they're out of here…they'll disappear without a trace…But what they mean to me…Can never be replaced….
He reached for the small white bear that sat on his nightstand, he remembered that night clearly. It was the day him, his brother, and the rest of the host club decided to go to the Ootori Festival. He remembered eyeing this bear every time they walked past that booth and after five tries his brother finally won it for him. Ever since then he treasured the small stuffed animal. He put his face into the softness and took a breath….it still smelled like his brother….More tears cascaded down his pale features.
"Kaoru…?"
Said man looked up with apprehension as a young maiden that had short hair like his open the door and take a peek in.
"…."
"Did you need help Kaoru?"
He gave his head a shake as he looked towards the floor.
"You're doing the right thing you know… Hikaru wouldn't want to see you like this."
He gave his head a small nod.
"Well…if you need me, I'll be downstairs dear."
With that said she closed the door gently and left the young Hitachiin to breakdown on the floor like he did all those many nights ago.
I can't unthink about you…"…Hi—hikaru…"
Images of their times at the host club , their nights just lying next to one another, days where they'd sit outside and relax, times of when they would prank others and run off and hide, and lastly the night where everything came crashing down flashed before his eyes.
I can't unfeel your touch…He grasped his shoulders that held the lingering touch of Hikaru's hands pushing him out of the way from an oncoming car.
"Why Hikaru….?"
I can't unhear all the words…Unsay all the things…that used to mean so much.."I love you Kaoru.."
"We'll be together forever , so don't worry…geez, you're such a worry wort."
"You always were more mature neh Kaoru?"
"Hahaha…you always were the uke…"
"Hikaru…."
I wish I could unremember everything my heart's been through..I'm finding that it's impossible to do….Oh it's no use…I can't unlove you
Like a rocket, Kaoru got up from the floor and ran out of the room as fast as he could. He bolted through the door and out towards the backyard where he insisted they lay his brother. That's where Hikaru always wanted to go….underneath the sakura tree where him and Kaoru would always run to when they were little.Once he reached the piece of stone his knees buckled underneath of him as he sank his hands to the ground. Tears mixed with rain and whimpers were killed from the sound draining them out.
"Hikaru! Hikaru come back! Please…I can't do this! Not anymore…please……please…. I…"
"Kaoru! Kaoru honey…you need to come back inside!"
His body tensed as a warm jacket was pressed on his back and his mother's caring hand laid upon his shoulder.
"Interstates and old songs like time they go on and on…I guess I could learn to do the same…remember?" His mother recited from a few days after the funeral when she asked how Kaoru was.
He furiously shook his head. "I can't…okay? I lied I can't!"
"Kaoru….sigh…please wait here while I call some of your friends….They'll cheer you up, I promise…"
His teary gaze looked up at the stone that read his lover's name and almost instantly his gaze turned towards the ground.
"I could wake up without you,these two arms not wrapped around you…tell myself it's meant to be this way.No matter how I try something's I can't change….I can't unlove you……Hikaru…."
Bokura: Alright…so not as good as my others and I didn't want to make it be Hikaru and Haruhi go off and get married kinda thing and that's why Kaoru was all mopey…because well….that relationship is totally a NO in my book …sorry fans of HikaHaru! But yeah and that idea is used so much…of course so is the whole one dies the other turns all gloomy like but oh well…. So review and I will put up another one sometime soon. Meanwhile…I need to update Now and Then and think of actual stories for these two….yup later yo!