A/N: This kind of follows "Discovery". Recommend you read that, before reading this. It's short, but this is just the prolouge.
This takes place about 3 or 4 months after the Wrestling incident.
Here It Is!
I'm not sure when it happened. But when it did, everything changed.
My relation with Mitchie became strained. And now that I'd realized I love her, it was got much worse.
I guess you could blame our busy schedules. But that was no excuse. I'd gone away to Puerto Rico to film a movie, and she was busy back at home. Then when I came back, we spent the, what was it again, 10 days together. Attached at the hip doing everything and anything we wanted.
Then she went back to recording, while I went straight back to work. Soon I left, again, for Canada. While I was there, she left and went to Europe for a few days, to promote her album.
We were busy, no doubt about it. But, any other times we would talk on the phone almost 3 times a day! Now it was down to less and less a week.
And it wasn't like she was so busy that she couldn't talk. She'd talk with Miley all the time. They'd gotten so close. It seemed as if she was her new best friend.
Of course, that wasn't true. She had said it wasn't on her live chat. She'd said that no one could replace me and that a person could have two best friends. I didn't too buy that.
I have my friends, Rebecca, Bobby, Victoria, Jake, Amber. Ok, so, Rebecca's my acting coach. And Bobby and Victoria were just family friends. Jake was my ex. But I still loved him like a brother. And Amber, well, I knew her.
Was I really this pathetic? Were all my friends really just from the t.v. station I worked for? I didn't want to believe that was true.
And it's not. I've got friends in the music industry. The Connect Three boys, FTSK, and plenty of others. Nate Grey, from Connect 3, was my bf a while back, but the distance thing wasn't working.
It seems like that's what happens with everyone. We would grow apart because of hectic schedules and crazy lives. Mitchie and I swore that would never happen to us, but I guess that it has. I can't imagine what will happen when she goes on tour.
Ugh. Tour. 4 letters. 3 months. 2 amazingly talented people. 1 girl I loved. All gone. Away. Together.
God, why was everything not working for just me? Why did it seem that every since I came back, things were so much harder?
Maybe, while I was away, she realized she didn't need me. Maybe, she doesn't want me as a friend anymore. Maybe, because I was gone, she moved on.
Yes. That was it; she had moved on. While I wasn't there for her (but trust me if I had a choice it would be her 24/7) she found someone new to love.
And that new person was Miley.
Don't get me wrong. I love Miley. We've been close ever since she revealed the whole Hannah Montana, double- personality thingy. But never as close as Mitchie and I had been.
And now, she gets to be all close and cuddly with my BFF.
BFF. What happened to the last letter? That single "F" that will haunt me forever now. Ironic isn't it?
As much as I loved Miley, I hated that she her for stealing my best friend.
There's no doubt about it, she's avoiding me.
And I have no idea what I did to deserve that.
And as much as I try to ignore her back, it's too hard.
Among the hard things I've learned that I'd have to cope with, ignoring her seemed the hardest.
I could deal with her hanging with others. I could deal with the distance that grew. Hell, I could deal with her ignoring me. But I couldn't seem to ignore her back.
I would always have to say hi, or try and be friendly. But, when she's with her "new" friends she's so different. Like I'm a nobody.
And then, if I can manage to get her alone, she's such a different person. She's kind and caring and I fall in love with her all over again.
Even if, while we're alone, it's not the same as it used to be.
So no matter how much life changes, and as much as she moves on, I'll still always be there for her. I will always want to care for her. I will always look out for her. Always want what's best for her. And always want her.
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