Chapter 1:

Disclaimer: I dont own a thing sorry!

A/N: Im going to my sister's this weekend for bridal shopping and Scarewinds and I promise you all if there is another chainsaw and I scream like a baby once again you can all call me fucking retarded for going and then call me that again when I go to Scaremare! I swear why do I go to those things? I dont know either!

Okay so this goes out to Ayshen just because I love you and Im always there whenever you need me! You know this so anytime you want to talk or anything let me know hon because I really do care!

They had been marry for almost three years now. They were approaching their third year anniversary within just a few days. They were so madly in love from the first sight that everything they dreamed of got set aside. Well almost everything.

She was young and in love and nothing else in the world matter. The way her blonde hair laid and her smile lit the room up was the minor things that made any guy fall in love with her at an instant. She always dreamed of meeting the one and having a great life and when things were right start a family with that special one.

He however was the complete opposite. Sure he had good looks and girls would fall at his feet, but the blonde was the one for him and there was no doubt about that one. From the moment he laid eyes on her he couldn't see his future without her in it. The one thing he could see his future without was the one thing she couldn't. Kids.

"Do you feel okay?" her best friend asked her.

"Yeah why?" the blonde asked looking at her.

"Because you dont look so good maybe." the brunette answered back.

"Something must be bothering you." The girl finished.

"Okay promise not to tell?" she asked her.

"Okay Court I promise!" the brunette answered.

"Im pregnant." she said softly.

The girl screamed as Courtney jumped up and covered her mouth.

"Sam stop!" Courtney said trying to calm her down.

"Whats wrong? You are happily married and being a mother is everything you ever wanted to be so whats wrong?" Sam asked confused. She among many other girls would kill to live the life Courtney Cassadine lived.

"Nikolas doesn't want kids and I dont know how he's going to respond." Courtney said looking at the ground.

"He doesn't know?" Sam asked her.

She just shook her head no.

"Most guys feel that way until it actually happens then they get all excited and cant wait to be a father and before you know it he'll have you knocked up for the greater part of the decade." Sam said trying to cheer her up.

"Nikolas isnt most guys. He means what he says." Courtney said looking at Sam.

"Well he says he loves you and will never leave you so there you go. You know he's not going to leave you. Sure he may get mad but soon it will soak in." The friend didn't know what to do. She really never discussed how her best friend's husband felt on having kids.

They sat there in silence until a ringer broke it up.

"Hello?" Courtney said answering her phone.

"Oh hey honey." she replied in the phone. "Yeah I have something to tell you too." she said it with all the thoughts in her head of how this would play out.

Scenario one. He would get mad but eventually cave in like Sam said.

Scenario two. He would get mad and stay mad which she was afraid of.

Scenario three. He would be happy and they would start discussing baby names.

For some odd reason she didn't she the last one happening unless he was on something.

"I have to go Sam." Courtney said standing up.

"Okay. Call me later." Sam said standing up and giving her best friend a hug.

"I will." she replied before walking away.

She returned to the penthouse they called home this year.

Next year it would be a new place different.

They lived in so many different places since they had been married.

"Hey honey." Nikolas said sitting on the couch as she entered the room.

"Hey." she said as all these things flew there her head once again. She couldn't think straight that was for sure.

"Okay so what did you have to tell me?" Nikolas asked greeting his wife with a kiss as she stood in the middle of the living room.

"No you go first." she said with a half smile which he could tell she tried her best to smile but it wasnt working.

"Okay well my job wants me to be their representive." he said looking at her like she knew what the hell he was talking about.

"Whats that?" she asked him curiously.

"Well I go and represent the company at all the meetings." he replied like it should be common sense or something.

"Baby thats good!" she said giving him a hug.

"Yup. We will get to see all kinds of places and it'll be just the two of us." he said kissing her on her forehead.

She let out an unsure laugh and he caught on quick.

"Whats wrong baby? Isnt that what you always wanted? The two of us without a worry in the world?" he asked her.

"Yeah but Nikolas you know at some point in life I want to settle down and start a family." she said disappointed.

He just looked at her.

"Courtney you know that I dont want kids and to settle down. That Im fine where ever you are!" he said as he couldn't believe that once again they were having this fight.

"Well why dont you go do what makes you happy and I'll do what makes me happy!" She shouted at him but not meaning too.

"Whatever!" he said as he walked out of the penthouse.

She watched him leave and then sat on the couch and began to cry.

Whenever they had a fight and the other life they would always come home that night and they would make up and everything go back to being okay for awhile but tonight was different. He didn't return home. Not even a call.

She cried herself asleep until it was too much to bear and she just got up and left.

He returned home the night after their fight when he was done with work. She sat on the couch and he didn't say two words to her as he walked in. She didn't make much of an effort either to try and solve this.

She knew that if she wanted at least half the dream she always wanted she had to choices. Keep the husband or keep the baby. But not both.

The night of the anniversary was suppose to be wonderful. They had all kinds of things planned and yet he cancelled everyone of them on her two hours before coming home. He said he got held up at the office and that was it. No I love you or Im sorry I'll make it up when I get home just a simply I cant go to dinner. Im at the office.

She came to terms what she had to do and as much as she might have hated the thought of ever considering this she had no other choice really. They wanted different things out of life and even though she always convinced herself that she could make this work and that he would change who was she kidding?

She sat on the couch and waited for him to get home that night. It was well almost one.

"You could've went ahead to bed." he said shutting the door behind him.

"Yeah I could've but you would've been gone when I woke up and I think we should talk." she said looking at him.

"About?" he asked her as he took off his jacket.

"Us." she simply responded.

"Its late Court just go to bed and we'll talk later." he answered walking past her.

"There may not be a later Nikolas." she answered him as he stopped in his tracks.

"What are you talking about?" he asked her confused.

"I want a divorce." she simply replied as she stood there in front of him.

A/N: Yes I know NiCo but this idea was bothering the piss out of me all night! Like IDK it just was so I had to write so let me know if you like or not! I know this chapter so much happened but I wanted to set the story up yeah know? I didn't want to take twenty chapters doing that. Read and Review please!