Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this story, Stephanie Meyer does.
Some ideas however belong to me.
Chapter 1
I woke up this morning feeling completely happy. No, better than happy. I felt…amazing. No, better than that.
"Hey sleepy head," he kissed me lightly on the head.
I snuggled closer to him.
Even though his body was completely cold, I felt totally warm.
Last night we were talking in my room and he kissed me goodnight. As usual I got a little too carried away. But he didn't stop me. He didn't stop me when I started unbuttoning his shirt. And he certainly did not stop me when I took his shirt off. Before I knew it, though, I was…well waking up in his arms, naked.
"So last night…pretty spectacular." Edward said.
"Better than that." I mumbled.
Edward chuckled.
"What's so funny?" I demanded, looking up at his face.
"It's just that…well…"
"Oh no!' I said in horror. "You think last night was horrible, don't you?" I was about to cry.
"No, that's not it-"
"You regret it. I knew it." One tear trickled down my cheek.
"Bella, of course not. I just never thought I'd have so much self control. Especially when I was…with you." See, my blood "sings" for him, because Edward Cullen, my boyfriend, is a vampire.
"Oh.' I said. I could tell my expression was blank. But I sighed in relief.
He tightened his arms around me and laid his head on top of my head. We stayed still for a few minutes.
"What are you thinking?" He asked me. That was a question he asked me frequently since he couldn't read my mind like he could everyone else.
"I'm just thinking that last night was the best night ever."
"Mmmm," He mused.
"What are you thinking?" I asked.
"Just that this is my favorite moment."
"Um…"
"Yes?"
"I…Never mind." I couldn't ask. It was embarrassing.
"Bella…you have to stop doing that. Please tell me." Edward got a little upset when I start to tell him something then stop.
"It's too embarrassing."
"Just…please tell me?" He pleaded. I sighed. I couldn't resist him, in any way.
"Well…I was just wondering…well how…um…was I last night?"
He didn't say anything for a minute, then he finally answered, "Well…Honestly the best. But you should know that you are the only person I've…" He trailed off.
"Oh." I said surprised.
"What about me?"
"You were amazing. Perfect. As usual. You're better at everything than me."
"Hmmm…I don't know about that." I could hear the smile in his voice.
"Yeah right." I sighed. "Um, I need…a human moment."
He laughed. "OK. Go ahead." He loosened his arms that were around me.
I got up from the bed and searched for my clothes. I could tell that he was watching me, which made me self-conscious, which made my face burn.
"I don't know why you are always so self-conscious around me." He said, as if he read my mind, which I knew he couldn't do.
"It's because you're perfect and good at everything and I'm so…plain." I said putting on my clothes.
"You wish you were plain. You're the opposite. And, I'm not perfect at everything. No one can trip and fall like you can." He laughed.
"Not funny!" I said as I grabbed my bag of toiletries.
"It's actually pretty funny."
"Yeah right." I said then opening the door. "Be right back!" I then skipped to my bathroom.
I quickly turned on the shower and got in. It seemed like forever, but then I finally got out and wrapped a towel around my body.
Making sure my towel was secure, I turned on my blow drier and dried my hair as much as I could before turning the blow drier off. My hair was a little damp. But I could honestly care less.
I ran my brush through my hair a few times. Then, I brushed my teeth.
I finished what I needed to do, so I grabbed my bag and went back into my room. Edward was laying in my bed, with his clothes on. His hands were behind his head and his eyes were closed.
"I hope you haven't…died or anything while I was gone." I laughed as I climbed into the bed beside him.
"Mmmm," he mused.
"What?" I asked.
"Charlie will be home any minute." He said with his eyes still closed.
Charlie, father, was gone the whole weekend on a fishing trip with a friend of his by the name of Billy Black. I knew his son, Jacob Black, but not very well. I'd seen him only a few times. He sort of helped me figure out that But I had given him the wrong impression to get the information he gave me. I knew he felt a need to be more than friends. But no matter how much he wanted that, I was Edward's. Hopefully it would stay like that forever.
"How long?" I asked. I didn't want my father to come home. I wanted Edward to my self for the day. For forever. I frowned.
"Not sure.' He said. Then he finally opened his eyes. He looked at me. "What's wrong?"
"I just don't want you to have to go. I want you with me all the time."
He chuckled. "Bella…I will not leave you as long as it is safe for you."
"Well that's just not fair."
"And why is that?"
"Well, because you said every minute of whenever I'm with you I'm in danger. So…that means that you could leave at any moment without breaking any promises." I pouted.
"That is so very true. But I meant, as long as I have self control over myself." He smiled so I smiled.
"Well after last night I'm not sure you'll lose control."
"Last night took me to new and extreme measures of control. Don't be so sure that I will always have so much control." As he said that I pouted again.
"Bella, my sweet Bella, you have nothing to worry about right this moment." He smiled.
"Yeah, at this moment. But what about tomorrow? Or next week? Or even next month?" I asked.
"Let's not worry about that." He said.
I sighed. He was right, if I kept worrying about when or if he was going to leave I wouldn't be able to enjoy anything when I was with him.
"He's home." Edward said. I knew he meant Charlie.
We didn't move for a moment then he started getting out of the bed.
"And where do you think you're going?" I asked.
"He thinks I'm up here."
"Why would he think that?" I asked confused.
"Because I'm your boyfriend and a man. So in his mind that equals exactly what we did last night. And unless you want to never see me again, I suggest you let me leave."
I pouted. "Fine. When will you get back?" I asked.
"I'm not sure. I'll try and come back around 1." He kissed the top of my head. "I love you." He said then disappeared.
"I love you too," I whispered back, even though he was already gone.
It was a good think I already had my pajamas back on other wise Charlie would have thrown a fit when he came into my room.
"Hey Bells," he said sweeping the room to make sure that Edward wasn't anywhere in the room.
"Hey dad." I sad as cheerful as I could. I knew it was wrong "How was fishing?"
"Great. How was your weekend?"
"Good. I hung out with Alice at the mall in the city." I lied. He couldn't know that I had spent pretty much every second of every day of the weekend with Edward. Knowing Charlie I bet he didn't want me to even mention Edward because of what happened.
A few months ago I had left Forks, Washington telling Charlie I didn't want to live with him any more. Of course that wasn't true, and I had to tell him that to be able to leave because I was being hunted by a blood thirsty vampire by the name of James. When I got back Charlie grounded me. But in the last 2 weeks he sort of ungrounded me.
He still didn't approve of Edward. Charlie blames Edward for my leaving. It's kind of true, but Charlie doesn't know the whole story. But I wouldn't make Charlie feel uncomfortable. At least he allowed Edward back into the house. But, only on "visiting hours" although Edward always comes back once Charlie is asleep.
"I'm glad you had fun." Charlie smiled. I knew he knew I was with Edward but he refused to believe it.
I nodded.
"Well, I'm going to clean myself up then I have to go to work. If you want me to stay, however, I will." Charlie said.
"No dad. You go to work. Alice wants to take me to go see this new movie." I lied.
"Oh. OK. Well, have fun." He smiled then walked over to the door. "I'm glad you're friends with Alice. She's been great."
"Yeah dad, she's the best."
Then Charlie disappeared and a minute later I heard the water running.
End Of Chapter
A/N: Comment me or message me about any ideas you have about the chapters to come. The second chapter should be up pretty soon. :)
