Fresh tears
brimmed my eyes and blurred my vision. I only saw a curtain of white
as I slowly moved along. The large green gates of Konoha appeared in
my view. I was so cold. I can't bear it. My legs felt heavier until I
could no longer move,I started to shake uncontrollably,and I started
to fall. I was nearly unconscious,in the freezing snow,until I heard
a voice so familiar. But I couldn't pull it out of memory. The voice
said. "Hinata? Hinata?! Hinata are you okay?!" When I
didn't answer the person who's been talking to me gently scooped me
up in their arms and carried me off.
=Later=
My eyelids
fluttered open as I woke to the warmth of a home. I gently turned my
head to see outside the window. The sun was out but the snow still
clung to the ground and rooftops of the village. I was covered by a
black cover with a bit of white near my face. A pillow was behind my
head. I braced myself and pushed myself up into a sitting position.
The room was messy and I didn't hear anybody inside. I got up and
looked around a bit. I found a note with my name on it on a nearby
desk. I picked it up and it said: "Hinata,you can use anything
in my house. I'll be out for a while. See you later."
I wasn't sure who left the note but whoever did saved me and let me stay in their house for I don't know how long. My muscles ached and I was still cold. Quite a bit actually. I walked around a little more and found the bathroom. A warm shower sounded good at that time. I turned on the water and took a relatively long shower. I wrapped a towel around my body and stared at myself in the mirror. Something didn't look right to me. Something seemed different. I seemed more...edgy,on end. Maybe it had something to do with the guy that helped me from the snow last night. He felt familiar but nothing came to my mind. Maybe my brain or body knew something about him but wasn't telling the rest of me. I rested my elbows on the sink and rested my head on my hands. What could it be that I know but not know at the same time? I stood straight once the doorknob turned and the door opened. Naruto walked in on me. His face blushed a deep red as his mouth stayed shut. And I just remembered...I'm in a towel,dripping with water. My throat finally opens and I scream. He quickly shut the door and I locked it.
My faced was flushed and I was
definetly warm now! I'm in NARUTO'S house. I used HIS shower. I'm
standing in HIS home. I'm ALONE with HIM! My throat closed again at
the thought of that. I can't think why it wouldn't be a good idea to
stay with him anyway. I have nowhere else to go now. I shook my head
and droplets flew everywhere. No,I need to think. There's only a few
people I could think of as I started redressing. There was Kiba. No.
He already had a large family. One more would be too much of a
burden. There was Shino. Hmm. Too freaky,and buggy,for my comfort
zone. I sighed as I zipped my jacket up most of the way,over my
shirt. Looks like Naruto's the only way to go right now. I took a
deep breath and walked out of the foggy bathroom.
Naruto was
sitting in his desk chair,his cheeks still slightly pink. I started
to blush again. I cleared my throat and his head turned towards me.
He blurted out quickly. "I'm sorry I walked in on you Hinata. I
thought you were still in bed,asleep." I carefully started to
reach forward,my hands shaking. "It's okay. You didn't know."
I patted his back several times. "Just please knock next time."
I realized my hand was lingering on his shoulder. I quickly pulled
away and clamped my hands behind my back. I was blushing furiously
again. "Here,I'll make this up to you." The pink in
Naruto's cheeks disappeared when he started to talk. "Tonight,meet
me on the roof." I swallowed but nodded my head. I turned and
walked out the door.
=Outside=
My breathing was starting to be
labored as my hands were sore and bruised after training on the
dummy. I needed the time to think. Should I meet Naruto on the roof
tonight? Should I skip out and be a coward? I smacked the cloth
covered dummy with the heel of my hand. I don't know anymore. This is
getting very strange. What if I lose my self-control and try to kiss
him like I've dreamed of doing the whole time I've known-slash-seen
him? I groaned with frustration and kicked off the trainer. I tucked
into my body and did several rolls. I straightened out and landed on
the tree stump. I sat down and breathed heavily. Snow started to
fall. Family,don't cry frozen tears. I'll peice this together soon
enough.
=Night-time=
Naruto told me,when I returned from
training,that I should be on the roof at eight o' clock. It's seven
right now. He's already up there preparing a surprise,by what he
said. I'm in my usual oufit,only a thicker jacket,for tonight. I
don't want him thinking the wrong thing if I dress up. My earbuds
were in my ears as thecalm,drifting song of Thunder by Boys Like
Girls drifted out of the bud,into my ear,and stayed in my brain. I
rubbed my eyes with my thumb and forefinger as I continued to
think.
After all this thinking I'm definetly going to need
something for pain. I want to know what do if I do lode it. Will
Naruto never talk to me again? Will he avoid me? Will he love me? I
rubbed my left arm and stretched my shoulders. I sighed. Guess I'll
find out and see.
=Eight O' Clock=
I started to climb the
creaky fire escape ladder up to the roof. The higher I climbed the
harder I breathed. Was it the altitude or the thought of Naruto being
a little closer after each step? It was probably both. There was a
slight sleet starting. My family is still worried about me. "I
said I'd piece this together. Calm down." I whispered to the
heavens. My mouth got a bit dryer. "Okay. I can use a little of
guidence." I whispered again.
My head came over the top rim
of the roof's edge and I saw Naruto facing away from me. A small
building was to his left. I walked over to him and sat on his right.
He was looking at a small hole that formed in a cloud. The moon and
several stars were peeking through the gap. "If you didn't know
that stars were made from a gas what would you say they were?"
he asked suddenly. I turned my head. "I'm not sure." I said
as I turned sideways to face him.
"Of course you do. Everyone
has a theory for everything." Naruto said as he moved towards me
as well. I've never heard him talk this...intelligently. I
stood,looked up and thought of my family. "Alright. I'd say they
were the frozen souls of the dead that have done good deeds or have
taken care of their families." I wound up saying. A tear lolled
its way down my cheek. I missed my family. Deeply. Naruto reached
forward and brushed the tear away from my face with his thumb.
His
fingers lingered on my neck as he slid his arm back to his side. "You
miss your family huh?" Naruto asked. I looked up,an expression
of shock and wonder on my face. "How did you know?" I
asked,not relaxing my facial expression. He reached into the breast
pocket of his jacket and pulled out a folded piece of paper. "
'Hinata Hyuuga,from the Village Hidden in the Leaves,we are sorry to
say that the lifeline of your Hyuuga clan has been destroyed by a
strange illness. We were not able to locate care-giver that is
avaliable at this point in time. We give our apologies that we are
not able to house you.' " he read the message. He folded it back
into place and stared down at it. "It,um,fell from your pocket
while I carried you back here." He admitted.
Remembering my
family caused me to break out into a crying fit. Only it wasn't quite
crying. There were no more tears left. Naruto carefully crawled next
to me and wrapped his arms around my shoulders. I rested my head onto
his shoulder and continued my "crying" for a few minutes.
Once it became a small muffle,Naruto lifted my head up,with one
finger,to make me look directly into his eyes. "Listen,you're
not alone. You have me now." His head drew nearer and nearer. My
face was getting warmer and warmer. My hands clenched the snow,as if
to run away,but I held my ground. I was going to show him I loved
him. Tonight.
Naruto's lips finally connected to mine. A rush of
heat swam down my spinal chord. He was relaxed but my eyes were glued
open from my strange behavior. I always ran away from him yet
something,or someone was holding me there,trying to make me
stronger,braver. I finally relaxed and kissed him back. My arms found
their way around his neck and his hands crawled up my back,pulling me
into him. Our lips parted from each others but our arms didn't. I
looked back at the stars that were hovering over us. Thank you
family. For the courage. I thought. More snow came down
softly. But this snow felt different. They were happy,crying tears of
happiness. For me. I pulled Naruto closer and asked myself a question
I've put off for a long time. Can I still cry? Yes. But for all new
reasons.
