ANYo people!!! Long time no write!!! Anyway I'm back and I'm screwed writing in

school and uploading things here were people, especially teachers tend to read over my

shoulders. annoying really. It happened at one point while I was starting to write my first

R rated fic or at least rape fic. When I noticed a teacher was heading my way. So I decided

to keep writing pretending I wasn't doing any thing. cuz if they notice the moment they

get near you click out of something they stuck you for the rest of the day. you cant do

any thing without them asking you what your doing!!! Nosy little bitches/bastards (mostly

bitches (evil I tell you evil) I teachers reading over my shoulder right now hehehehe read

and learn, you fool!!! Read and learn of your evil!!!!!!!!!

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!!!! Chock cough gag fall. ehem. right. on. with.story.hehe.cough.

Summary: poem about Lucius and his relation ship with Draco. did anyone know that Draco had an older brother? And that he was every thing he isn't what if it takes Lucius 11 years to figure it out. Will it be to late to save Draco from the ice that has saved him or is that what will make Lucius finally notice him.maybe being almost isn't so bad.

Title: Almost

You almost stole away my Heart

You almost reached my expectations

But remember

You'll always be second place in my eyes

If only you had been born first

Before your brother

If only you could fit in his shoes

Then maybe

Just maybe I could love you

But remember you are

Almost

I see you grow everyday

But I can't stand to look at you

You look just like your older brother

I loved him so much

I feel so guilty

Ignoring you

But I don't want you to meet his fate

His was kind

He was generous

He loved everyone

And everyone loved him to

But you my son

Are so different

If he was a valley in spring

You are a cold winter night in December

Everything he was you are not

Is this my fault?

For ignoring you

Treating you like a stupid dog

I'm sorry my son I am

When your big brother died

I felt so guilty

Then you were born

And my spirit sunk lower than before

You looked exactly like he did

And now 11 years later

I ask you to come to speak with me

I take a good look

Into your eyes

And I see

I see ice.

Ice where oceans once soft and gentle

Have frozen over time

At least you will survive

At least you will survive

At least you will go far

At least I have you still

The opposite of your big brother

The thing that I created

The thing that's soul is now ice

You no longer come to me

Seeking a hug and kiss

You're growing now I see

You are my dragon of ice

When you brother was the dragon of fire

The opposites

Why didn't I see that at first?

Why did I see wanted to please?

Why wasn't I a good father?

It's my entire fault that you're all alone

You have no friend

I sheltered you from the world

You are ice

You're untouchable

Think of it this way you're a dagger

Like they say you will go far

You will fly

And you won't fall

Back

To

Earth

Like your brother

They were meant for the earth the hellish fires of earth

You were made for the ice that is sky

And the sky will not fall

And if it does

It's

The

End

I look into your ice

There oceans again

You have a sweet face

You're innocent once more

You come a little closer

And ask are you all right

I wish I could cry

But I'm ice to

I used to be a fire

Now all that's left ice

You come a little closer

Stretch out your arms

And I hold you again

The fist time in 11 years

11 years

11 years

My almost child

I think you've touched my heart

I think I love you

I miss your brother

But you're not him

You're your own dragon

And I look at your eyes there like ice

But ice melts once ever 11 years

Every 11 years

Give a hug to daddy now

My dragon of ice

My ice

My son

You will fly and stay in the sky

And I whisper now

Its okay my ice angel

It's going to be okay

And you stare at me

Your eye a distant sea

And you smile

You smile

You smile

And you turn to walkout and I whisper in your ear

Ice melts once every 11 years

You turn and smile

Then you leave again

Your eyes are like ice once more

My almost child

You're not almost anymore

You've touched my heart with your cold frozen eyes

A.N please review!!! I thought it was sad and it could be true so you know??? Yeah. sigh anyway please please review!!!!!!!!!! And if you liked this please read my fic called Dreams of Screams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1