Hello my name is DarkLily or lily for short! I really like sesshomaruXKagome because I think sesshoumaru really needs someone in his life (other then me of course.) I think their personalities to may may not match but you look a little closer and you'll see they actually have TONS in common =P
well this is it My first one actually so please be nice to me
"Inuyasha! SIT!" shrieked kagome followed by a loud thud in the earth.
Red in the face and panting hard kagome didn't even realize that tears where streaming down her face till she felt them land on her chest. I dont believe it! I cant! Everything for nothing! All I have done, all I was going to do! GONE! Even her mind could not comprehend what was happening, but her legs could.
She turned and ran, sango and the group yelling after her not to go. But she could not stop she wouldn't, and couldn't. If she stopped now she would have her heart turned to dust, not that it isnt all ready in shatters kagome thought to herself sobbing. Kagome didn't know where she was going, everything was a blur. Trees and roots scratched her arms and legs, bruising her knees and causing her to scream in pain and sorrow repeatedly till finally. She fell and did not get back up..
So silent the forest was, no birds chipping in the setting sun, no animals rustling in the underbrush. Nothing. The atmosphere mirrored her heart. Cold. Silent. Broken. Lying there she didn't feel anything not even when the world around her was soaked with the now pouring down rain. Slowly blinking, kagome rethought the moments that happened not to long ago, she willed and wished them to go away however the pain broke through her walls and the memories flooded through her mind, misting over her eyes again.
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Even from far way you could just see the dark and depressing cloud hanging over the group of friends. Everyone they met on the dirt road seemed to make a huge birth for them to pass by and then hurry away not daring to turn around.
Shippo was tired and sleeping on Kirara, Sango was barely standing up on her own without the help of her perverted companion, who was surprisingly not attempting anything for lack of sleep. Inuyasha the leader of the goup was going strong and walking faster then everyone else, leaving them far behind.
"Come on guys, walk a little faster! We need to catch up with naraku so I can beat his ass and get the jewel shards from him!" Inuyasha smugly said as he began to pat his Tessaiga.
Turning his head to the group his amber eyes never saw anything wrong with the group except one thing.
"OI wench! Why are you at the back of the group! We haven't found a single jewel shard in over a week! Are you sure your ability to sense them hasn't stopped working? You should be up here with me so you can sense them sooner!"
At the back of the group was kagome, with dark circles under her eyes and sweat glistening on her brow. Looking up at the sound of the annoying half breeds scratchy voice, kagome gave a apology smile and tried to jog up to the front of the group only to sway from exhaustion and fell to the ground.
"Inuyasha, we cant go on any longer, im tired, sango is tired, miruko is tired and shippo is already alsleep. The only one still going is you." She couldn't do it anymore, they had really been walking for over a week after a battle with naraku and after that had not stopped once. Taking turned sleeping on kirara did not seem to help because once their eyes began to close, Inuyasha had something to say about being on their guard.
With everyone in the group nodding their head in kagomes direction, it was 4 against 1.
"Keh! Your all just weak! If kikyo was with us we would have caught up with naraku by now and been done with it long ago, not only that but have a complete jewel shard!" Turning his head to the side, he didnt see the hurt that flashed through kagomes eyes nor how they seemed to water slightly.
"Im sorry inuyasha we really are trying, Im trying. Isn't that good enough?" Her voice was soft and barely heard but with the ears on top of Inuyashas head they were easily heard.
"Keh! If you were doing your best I wouldn't have to save your ass all the time and we would have found at least HALF of a jewel shard by now! It was your fault it was broken in the first place, and here you are laying in the dirt complaining." Inuyasha sneered. Thats what really broke the camels back, The comment of kikyo, kagome has heard a lot and was used to being compared to the beautiful priestess. But the fact that inuyasha thought she wasn't trying, while here she sat, tired, hungry and dirty. Not stopping for him not bathing for him not even having a decent meal for him! And thats saying something considering she was human.
"Inuyasha I have walked miles, I have not gone home to see my family or to take a test, I haven't complained up in till now but I swear to the kami above if you say one more word I will S-I-T you till you reach the center of the earth!" Screamed kagome, She felt something bubbling up inside of her and she didn't know weither to be scared or go with the flow. She was now standing up glaring at the man with dog ears like hell itself lay in those brownish eyes.
"Now now kagome, there is no need for you to be so forceful, right?" asked a concerned miroku "I mean inuyasha only want to reach naraku before he does some horrible things to some innocent people. Right Inuyasha?" drawing out on inuyashas name, he gave him a warning glance and back to kagome who was still standing panting.
"Mirkou this isn't about being forceful its about his unruly treatment. If we want to reach naraku and have at least some chance of fighting then we need to be at our best. We will not be able to fight naraku or even his minions at this present condition! And you know it." snapped back kagome.
Inuyashas ears folded back flat against his head, ringing at the ton of kagomes voice. Crossing his arms across his chest. "This would not be a problem if you all was stronger like me." sneered inuyasha "If your where like kikyo, who fought till she died. Don't you get it you bitch your not her, you will never be her!" With that comment tears come to the eyes of the brown haired beauty.
"Your truly an idiot inuyasha, cant you see im doing this for you!" shaking from some unknown coldness, she hugged her knees, tears falling from her cheeks.
"Im the idoit I see you pinning for me, and yet you know I belong to kikyo, dont YOU get IT, I dont want a weak, human, bitch as my mate" The coldness of his voice, the fire in his eyes, made something snap in kagome something like her heart smashing into a million pieces and then being stomped to dust. Kagome didn't know what to do, what could she do! There was nothing she could say to inuyasha to change his mind, but she wanted to. All those years chasing after him, even though she did know that he was seeing kikyo late at night. She couldn't help but yearn and hope for him to notice that having a dead corpse was not the best path.
"I see. If that is how you feel then I shall leave, I wont trouble you with my burden and weakness. You can ask kikyo to join the group because I a sure you, I will not be coming back."
"HA like I would want you back, wench!"
"Inuyasha! SIT!" shrieked kagome followed by a loud thud in the earth.
And her she was, broken, cold and all alone. She had left her yellow bag with Kirara and shippo. 'Shippo...' sadly thought kagome, it brought new tears to her eyes to think about her adopted son. 'How could I have just left him, I didn't mean to, I just wanted to get as far away from inuyasha as possible' Closing her eyes as tight as possible to stop the water fall. 'I didn't even get to say goodbye to him, much less take him with me. What kind of mother am I?'
Moving her legs into a futile position, kagome thought about everything that had happened because of a certain well. Everything that could have been, should have been. Everything that happened in the past, how things could have been different. There was nothing she could do now. She was to shattered.
With her eyes still closed, she listened to the pouring rain, it wasn't even effecting her. Her heart felt numb, and so did her body. She did not feel the sinking cold, nor the scratched from twigs that now burned in the rain. And even though all of that, When her ears picked up the sound of feet walking on leaves, She quickly sat up, dizzy at first and reached for her bow and arrows.
Only to find, that she along with her yellow bag was long gone and out of reach.. Panting at the pain and panic, Kagome stood up and leaned against a tree. If she was going to get eaten by a demon she might as well give some fight to be remembered by. Scanning her eyes across the forest in between trees she didn't even think or realize till it was on top of her that the enemy could be above her.
Shrieking and covering her head from the sharp talons that racked across her head and hair, blood blurred her vision with tears as she ran throughout the forest, looking for something or someone that could help stop the attack. Looking up at the attacker kagome found herself staring into the eyes of a bird demon, eyes red from blood lust and its sharp talons stretching and retracting gleaming in the now fading sun.
Only with two inches from her face did kagome finally realize that this bird was faster then she could hope to be and unless she did something and something soon she was going to die and be food for this demon. Moving her head to the side and turning around with now a bloody scratch on her cheek, Kagome ran for her life. Her miko powers never really came to her unless they wanted to or she was firing an arrow, And unfortunately for her she forgot her only channel of escape.
Dodging trees and ditches while still hearing the shrieking of the bird conformed that it wasn't going to go away till she was dead, or it was. Finally after miles of running, ducking, hiding and screaming, kagome reached a clearing with a river. 'if I jump over that river my scent will be lost to the rivers mist and wind, it will spread confusing the bird, I just need to jump.' With determination in her eyes she set out towards the river, feeling hope bubble in her stomach. Bending her knee to make the life saving jump she was shocked and scared when kagome felt a tearing, ripping feeling in her chest.
Looking down, eyes wide and tears and blood mingling on her cheeks she found a taloned foot dripping with blood through her chest, straight through the middle of it, clean though. On her shoulder squeezing like there was not going to be a next meal was the other taloned foot, staining her blouse and probably breaking bone. Through shock and panic, Kagome did the only thing that her body could do. She leaned forward. Towards the river and broke the surface with a splash. Taking the devil bird with her ever colder body.
Flowing through the river, kagome vaguely remembers the bird letting go, trying to reach the bank where it was safer, flapping and shrieking at her as she rode the river further down east. The realization that she had a gapping hole in her chest and that she was dying never truly hit her, Her eyes where already closing and her heart slowing down. Kagome could now be at peace. No more inuyasha. No more kikyo. No more naraku. Those where the good things, however the bad outweighed the good. No more shippo, sango, mirku, kirara. No more jewel shards, the thing that she promised as her duty to fix, no more sota, grandpa. No more mama.
Then it hit her, 'If I die here, who will tell them how I died, why I died? Inuyasha wont, hes to busy with kikyo and naraku to even notice that something bad is happening. Who will comfort them when they tell them that I died and couldn't bring my body back for a proper burial? What of shippo, how will he fill knowing that he has lost both his mother, father and now kagome? I need to survive and live so they dont worry, I need to make it so I see shippo again! I NEED TO LIVE!'
Under the water, if you looked close enough a bright pink circle began to grow brighter and bigger. Surrounding something under the water. Blue started to mix with the pink in swirls. Rising from the frigid water came the ball of pink and blue along with a glowing body of the same color. Kagome couldn't explain what was happening fist she felt cold, tired and now she felt burning, she left like all her bones in her body was stretching and reforming, skin becoming thinner, harder. The pain was to much, the light unbearable. Though the pain and darkness kagome heard a heavenly voice. Like Dark chocolate silk running over molten fire, it calmed the pain she felt and the panic that had set in.
"My oh My what is happening here?"
Im going to have to end it there, idk I think i'm just stretching this out like to little butter over to much bread.
Tell me what you think, I DO have a storyline but I don't really know where to go from here, =(
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