I Do Not Own The Titans


I lie through this mask of happiness everyday

I try to brighten everyone else's day

Even if I can't make the sun shine down on mine

I always wear my heart on my sleeve

And I always get hurt in the end

I cry myself to sleep every night in my room

I trust everyone and I'm gullible to what I'm told

And I always end up getting into trouble

People tell me I'm beautiful

But my reflection tells me that there is more to improve

My heart has been broken beyond repair

I always give it away in hope that someone will tape it together

But every time it is returned, crushed more then before

He tells me that he wants to have more with me

But when I try, he shoves me away, killing me slowly

And he'll never see the tears that are falling down my cheeks

As I sit on this lonely roof top

I feel like a stupid girl when they are talking of things I do not understand

And they laugh as I turn my back to them

I feel as though my life is a disaster and I want to escape it all

To leave and run away from this place and never return

Then he comes and tells me those beautifully painted lies I hear every night

And I fake a smile as I hug him, clinging to his touch

He'll never see the mask as he leaves, he'll never know what's going on behind it

And I'm still trying to find a place in this world

To where I may belong for once

I'm ready to fly away and leave my hurt down on Earth

I'm ready to escape all these trapped feeling behind this mask

Behind these emerald eyes that hide me from this world


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