have you ever tasted the darknesss before? it touches your lips and you've never been so comfortable.
it takes you with a warm hand, and like a moth to the flame. attraction. destruction.
this hole,even at the risk of sounding dramatic, is so damn deep. the anger is quick and the sadness? well, it comes on like a hurricane.
Sammy says that writing these things down will help. i don't know if it is or not. i don't feel different. day by day. montonous.
there's this heaviness. i can't really describe it better than having the world on your shoulders.
i know it isn't on me and Sammy to save the world, i know that. but the days that go by, the things we're both guilty of doing..?
i don't know. i think i'm just writing now.
so, see ya i guess.
Dean
