Diamond's Misery, Pain, Heartache and Sorrow

So this is a little something I thought up, I might make this story a one-shot, or I just might make this a really long one-chapter story. I hope this makes sense and or makes you people happy. Oh yeah, Sailor Moon does not belong to me! Even though I really, really, really wish I did.

Chapter 1

Is That All I am to You?

"The thought of Neo-Queen Serenity pains me, though it feels as though she never intended my pain and suffering. Something that I never thought would happen, I feel as though when she looks at me, she doesn't want me to die and it pains me to think of what she knows. If I interfered with her life before, now only it would be in the future getting involved with her past but what does she know of my life. She may not even understand or know my suffering, she may not know how much I love her, what I would sacrifice for her. Does she even know how and when I'm going to die? What did I do to deserve that look of pain and concern; that look of hope that I will not go through with this rebellion and come to my senses? But the fact is I will go through with this, I will free her of her wretched husband; I'll free her of her pain, of her sorrows. It seems now that her pain is towards me. I want nothing more than to love her, to embrace her, to throw myself at her!"

A man with silver white hair and violet eyes sat upon his bed, the moon enveloping him in an unsuccessful attempt to calm and comfort the man who was talking to himself as he did regularly. Not looking at anything but the hologram of his beloved goddess, he sighed. He had been in his bedchambers for hours thinking of what he was to do. One side of him argued with the other about the subject of whether or not to go through with this war. He loved the woman who ruled the kingdom below, though he hated the man who ruled along side her. There had been times when he would take a relaxing stroll, and he would see the so-called king slapping and abusing the queen. He had decided on speaking with his maiden in secret. He stood up abruptly, and in a gust of wind was gone in a blizzard of white rose petals.

The queen was walking calmly through the outdoor corridor of the palace. It had been cold and she had nothing to cover her bare shoulders. She had once again gone through a fight with her husband and was taking a long needed break when a warm breeze hit her. As soon it was gone she instantly missed its warmth. The queen looked around, seeing nothing she walked on towards the enclosed gazebo.

"May I speak with you, your grace?" As soon as she heard the deep voice she stopped like a rabbit that was looking for its predator.

"Who is it? Show yourself!" Serenity was frightened, and was afraid it was her abusive husband.

"It is I, Prince Diamond; may I please speak with you, in private?" Diamond said more urgently this time. Serenity looked around her but couldn't see him.

"Where are you?" Serenity asked, giving up the search with her eyes closed them and decided to use her other senses.

"I am behind you. Wait there, I will come for you." Serenity soon felt the warmth of two warm arms around her shoulders. When she was told to open her eyes, she found herself far from the crystal palace and in the embrace of Prince Diamond.

"Please, Diamond, I need to go back, it is important that I retu-." Serenity was interrupted by Diamond pulling her face closer to his own, and his kiss that he had wanted for so long was finally bestowed upon her.

"Please, Diamond, I must make this meeting quick. What did you want to speak to me about? You very well know that I have no power over what my husband does." Serenity said while trying to catch her breath and allowing the man to pull his cape over the two of them.

"I wanted to see you again before it happens." Diamond said looking away from her, not wanting to see her bewildered expression.

"No, Diamond, please, don't, I don't want you to die if you go through with this; I could never forgive myself." Serenity plead, clutching Diamond's sleeve.

"Just as I don't want you married to a bastard who calls himself a man!" Diamond turned towards her so quickly it scared her.

"Diamond, please, what can I do to make you stop this? I don't want you to die.. I don't want anyone to die." Serenity sobbed into her hands, looking as small as possible sitting on the cold grass beneath her. She looked back up at Diamond with pleading eyes.

"Serenity, there isn't anything that can be done. I give you this order, and I beg you to please follow it." Diamond waited for a response from the woman he secretly loved. When he received a nod, he continued. "I want you to gather your court and Small Lady into the throne room. Hide there tomorrow, I will come for you. I will continue with this rebellion, but I will not harm the people who have done nothing to deserve it. I will kill as few people as possible, if possible. But if I do, will you forgive me?" Diamond looked down at the queen who had the look he was hoping for. She would've forgiven him if she had a reason not to do so.

"I will, but please be careful, I don't wish to burden you with my presence. I..."

"Don't ever think of yourself as such a thing. There is one last thing I have..."

"Is something wrong?" Serenity was obviously concerned. She looked at Diamond, who was biting his bottom lip in hesitation.

"No...It's just nothing." Serenity was now beside Diamond, giving him comfort by grasping his arm in her two hands and resting her head on his shoulder.

"It's all right, whatever it is I'm sure you don't have to be nervous about it." Serenity stated calmly.

"It wouldn't be the proper time to tell you." Diamond said looking down at Serenity's eyes that held such emotion. Seeing this, Diamond collapsed to the ground and began weeping, punching the ground, and cursing himself and not taking notice of the blood spewing from his knuckles.

"Diamond stop, please! You're bleeding!" Serenity went over to the still cursing Diamond and grabbed his hand from being smashed against the large, hidden, crystal shard that had cut him.

"WHY?" As soon as he uttered the question, he felt something on his hand. He looked to his side and saw Serenity wiping and licking at his bloody hand. It was worse than she thought, the way she had learned as a child to stop bleeding was if water was scarce. It was most certainly scarce, the water was now ice and that most certainly wouldn't help to stop the bleeding. The way she knew stop bleeding was to use saliva, it may be disgusting but it had to be done. She ripped a piece of cloth from her gown and wiped off as much blood as she could, then got to the smaller wounds.

"Serenity please!" Diamond tried to pull away, but he did not know Serenity's persistence in the event of which someone was hurt.

"It has to be dealt with, and please don't squirm like that, you remind me of Rini when you do that." Diamond immediately stopped trying to pull away, seeing the now regal woman that took charge of the situation, no longer the frightened mess he saw a few moments before. A short while later his hand was bandaged and he was no longer in pain.

"Thank you."

"Don't mention it." Serenity said, giving him her famous smile and not looking fazed by the incident.

"I love you." Diamond whispered, not thinking Serenity heard him. Serenity did not hear and therefore did not respond. "Could you ever love me?"

"Why do you ask such a thing? It seems silly to me." Serenity was startled by Diamond standing and making his own comment on the subject. "It, it isn't important at the moment." Diamond was preparing to leave when he was pulled back down.

"Diamond; please be careful, I don't want anyone to get hurt. I'll be waiting for you tomorrow at noon, maybe even earlier in the throne room with Rini and the scouts. Thank you for being there for me. I am truly grateful for your friendship." Serenity said waving a gentle goodbye, and giving him an innocent kiss on the cheek. As soon as Serenity disappeared from his sight, he disappeared also.

When the white prince arrived in his bedchamber, he collapsed on his bed, the same words haunting his mind. "Thank you for being there for me. I am truly grateful for your friendship."

"Is that all I am to you? A friend? I know I at least mean something to you but I want love not just friendship, if only I had the courage to tell you right there." Diamond whispered to himself as he fell into an uneasy sleep with a single tear falling down the cheek that Serenity kissed him on. He still felt the touch of her lips on his skin and longed for their touch once again.

Ok, so I don't think this is too bad for not having spell check available. And I hope you like it and I hope it makes sense. I also know there isn't very much on this one but I can promise that there is a story here.