Affections for an Idle Heart

By Zye

I do not own the TMNT characters; we should all know who does (sighs).

An epic story trailing a coupling between Raphael and Donatello; adult theme slash (?) relations

Could a wounded heart ever learn to love again?

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'Darkest At Night' (Chapter1)

The dingy calm of the lair was disturbed by a soft, muffled cry. A turtle alone in his room was restlessly tossing in his bed. His eyes were closed and his body was stiff and trembling. He exhales forcefully, he can't breath, panting, twisting, groaning loudly as he bites his lower lip painfully…

Raphael's eyes open suddenly his forehead dewed with sweat, his cock straining against the insides of his solid shell. He sighs as he reaches down to free his angry cock from it imprisonment. It's been especially demanding these days, commanding his attention at all hours of the night.

It's been weeks since he's been free to roam the city above. Splinter had forbidden any of the four brothers from leaving the safety of the lair, an unjustifiable law that was strictly enforced. Their enemies caught them off guard and they had barely escaped with their shells. It was a close call yes but it wasn't his fault. Why should he have to pay the price for his dumb shit little brother? Raphael longed for the night air, to escape to that sweet underground haven of pleasure, where he is a Master.

Tonight as the night before he'll have to manage on his own. Firmly he grips his swollen cock, stoking with a steady rhythm with one strong hand. "Come on" he muttered losing his on…Raphael grits his teeth as he mercilessly pumps his disobedient organ, reluctantly the pressure mounts inside. Almost…almost…"ah"…so clossssse….

tap tap tap

Raphael freezes hearing the faint knock at his door. It's locked his mind raced, his heart pounding. Slowly the door handle turns…click…it creeks open to the dimly lit hall. Raphael eyes widened in panic, as the familiar silhouette of his brother peered cautiously into his room. He couldn't move the impact of being caught was paralyzing. "Raph I…I heard noises are you alrrrri…right?!?" His brother's mouth gapped open as his eyes adjusted to the darkness.

Raphael felt his cheeks burn and turned his face away from his brother, evasively muttering "I'm fine. You gonna shut the door or what?"

Don swayed in the doorway, clearly seeing Raph's muscular form illuminated against the darkness. Raph's face was cast down, his body obviously shaking, his hand idle upon his prominent rod. Inside he felt a strange fluttering throughout his body which seemed to burst near his groins arousing him. He swallowed hard and tried to speak but no words came out.

Raphael, regaining his courage, boldly glared up at his stunned little brother. His irritation subdued as he realized his brother was turned on! A malicious smirk crossed his face. "Ohh do ya wanta watch?" Raph purred, enticingly stoking his hard organ.

Donnie inhaled sharply and glanced over his shoulder, slowly he stepped forward into the dark room closing the door behind him. Donnie lingered shyly by the door as Raph struck a match lighting a candle next to his bed.

Raphael shifted his position then patted an open spot on the mattress beckoning his brother towards him. If he was going to put on a show damn it he was going to indulge in his brother's reactions. He wanted him close.

Donnie felt hesitant by Raph's invitation nevertheless he stumbled forward and stopped short next to the edge. Raph touched his brother's arm reassuring him then gently guided him onto the bed. They lay close but did not touch for a moment as they gazed uneasily into one another's eyes.

Raph's slowly moved his hand up Donnie's arm towards his face and nimbly smoothed his palm along his brother's cheek and fingered his quivering mouth…inching closer to Donnie until their lips met in an uncertain kiss. Raph paused for just an instant as he savored the young turtle taste. Aggressively Raphael advanced closing upon Don's lips pushing his wet tongue deep into his mouth, hands groped down Don's tense body towards his thighs. He forced Donnie onto his back and eagerly shifted to dominate his trembling brother.

Donnie broke away from the intense kiss, his hands firmly pressed on Raph's chest. "wait!" his heart pounded hungry for Raph's enticing touches. Yet, he was afraid. "I...I...I've never…I mean…I haven't…" his face reddened as his words failed him.

Shocked, Raph understood "Never?" .

Raphael tensed as sharp pains suddenly tore through his chest; it had never occurred to him that Donnie was a virgin! Aaah…! He had very little tolerance for the inexperienced but a virgin was worse…they tend be too complicated for his taste…always seem to wanta change fucking into love or some dumb thing. Just back off…what are you doing ya moron back…..off.

"Easier said than done" never rang more true to the hot headed turtle as he gazed into Don's exceptionally dark timid eyes. He had never noticed how beautiful they were before. Raph felt fuzzy as the temptation subdued his vigilant alarms. He leaned closer planted a tender kiss on Donnie's cheek; softy whispered "I'll be gentle."

Don smiled bashfully; strangely relieved his brother didn't reject him. This time he kissed him back and curiously explored the inside of Raph's mouth. Encouraged Raph worked his way down nibbling and licking at the younger turtle's tender spots, his hand confidently tugged Don's neglected sex from its hiding place.

Don's chest heaved as he felt Raph's strong wet tongue gently lick at his scrotum, playful juggling the balls. Donnie moaned as pleasure coursed through body. Raph greedily took the cock deep into his mouth sucking it in a long powerful stroke lightly scraping it with his teeth.

"ahh raaphh!" Donnie wailed loudly as his body shook uncontrollably. Alarmed Raphael paused to look at his brother just as Don jetted a hot stream of fluid…splat…onto Raph's dismayed face. With a loud sigh, Raph scowled at his little brother un-fucking-believable he fumed.

Donnie inhaled deeply to calm his trembling body and catch his breath. Satisfied, he slowly peered down at his brother. Raph had his lips pressed together tightly as cum oozed down his face which caused an outburst of nervous giggles from Donnie, "sorry."

Raph softened slightly "yeah it is kind-of funny" shaking his head as he licked his lips and wiped his face with his hand. Raph rubbed the slick moisture between his fingers and eyed Donnie; a sly smile crossed his face.

Donnie curiously cocked his head to the side as his brother mounted himself between his wide spread legs. Raph gently kissed Don's neck while his slicked finger probed his private entrance advancing steadily inside as deep as it would go, Donnie moaned as Raph's finger roughly stretched him.

Raph could not wait any longer as his thick organ throbbed painfully. Raph griped his cock rubbed it against Don's opening. He kissed Donnie hard as he entered him, muffling his painful sobs. "Shh relax just relax shh" he panted as he pumped himself into that tight ring of muscle scratching him, maddening him. The younger turtle groaned straining against Raph's frenzied thrusts. Finally Raph's passion erupted deep inside his brother, pleasure rippled through his body like waves crashing on the shore. Raphael collapsed, exhausted in a still embrace.