What if...
Ok so... I guys before I get started I should say few things
1st I'm sorry for my mistakes I'm not really good at writing in English (even if I have good marks) so feel free to tell me what I did wrong
2nd I'm sorry if I'll post at a strange time... I can say I'll write from the future cause I live in Italy
And last of all enjoy it this is my first fic!
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(Reid's pov)
I'm sitting on my couch with a bowl full of ice cream... Chocolate ice cram my favorite but this doesn't matter... not right now
What if I can't hold on? What if I can't forget her... I only saw her once and that time she died... Fuck this life is a whole mess... I never had a chance to tell Meave I loved her and now she's gone
A knock on the door and my bow of ice cream is on the floor...' What the fuck?! Who's now I don't wanna see anyone!'
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(Reid's pov as well)
I open the door to Emily, she has a sad look on her face and after entering my house she hug me thight too thight that I barely can breath
"Hey Em I know you're happy to see me and you're worried but I'm gonna die if you hug me this tight"
"Oh Reid I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you..."
"Em it's ok, you didn't hurt me"
"So... How are you Spencer?"
"I don't know... I think I can't handle this alone"
"Oh don't worry sweetie you're not alone you have you're friends"
"Yeah I know I think I'll call JJ"
After this sentence I see that Emily is feeling a little hurt
"No no Em don't get me wrong... I do appreciate your visit but you now... I haven't had a chance to tell Meave I loved her and I'm pretty sure you're in love with a certain boss man..."
"Wha...what? I...I..."
"Oh come on Em I know you have a crush on him"
"Yeah and what I'm supposed to say to him? The BAU is his hole life and he won't put his position in danger only because I love him"
"Well that's true or maybe it's not; listen go at his house tell him you love him and see what happens"
"You sure you'll be fine"
Sure Em! I'll be fine with JJ now go!"
"Ok see you tomorrow"
"See you"
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So... How's my chapter? I hope I didn't make a lot of mistakes
Ok next chapter Emily is gonna talk to Hotch and... I don't know if its gonna be something sad or happy I'm watching NCIS so I don't have any idea