Warnings for this chapter, only: Miscarriage, as Ichigo and is Hollow are both the same people.
Chapter 1 – Losing Control
Dark Ichigo's (Shiro) P.O.V:
15 Days (After Ichigo's being taken over by his Hollow)
A hand, slamming on the wall near side of my face, makes me lift my head to look at Grimmjow Jeagerjaques, who suddenly with his other hand, takes hold of my cheek as I feel my heart skip a beat as lips, soon cover mine.
Time stands still, as everything fades away as I remember another pair of lips, kissing me like this as I tense weakly then with the strength, I have left in me, wrench free. He steps back as I weakly walk forwards and place a hand to my move then immediately feel my stomach heave as I feel pain shoot through me.
An ink like substance, splatters onto the floor and I cough weakly, now as I wipe my mouth with back of my hand as I turn and glare at him, while he just stands there with that smug grin on his face as I get up then walk down the corridor, as I now head back to my own sleeping quarters.
How dare he? How dare, he kisses me like that as I now, enter my own sleeping quarters while the door now slides shut then feel a presence behind me, which makes turn to look at them.
"Oh, it's you, Ulquiorra. What do you want?" I grumble as I slouch slightly as he just stands there and watches me with his pale grey eyes as I turn and face him then place my hands in my pockets, as I wonder if I should just get rid of the him, when suddenly he flash-steps before I can react.
There is harsh punch in my gut, making me give a choked gasp as it flings me onto the bed, so that thankfully I have soft landing, only to suddenly feel pain shoot through me as something wet now runs down the inside of my thighs, now.
"The children, I can't feel them. What have you done? Why, didn't you flash-step? Were connected the both of us. They were our children and Kenpachi's."
He says, as I lay there now, winded and in so much pain as memories of the night, when Kenpachi Zaraki, had made love to Ichigo, as well as to me in the inner world then weakly get up, as I feel tears form in my eyes as I place both hands on the covers to stabilise myself.
"I didn't know. I was being to ignorant, in wanting control." I whispered, under my breath and suddenly feel a hand, harshly slap me across the face, which knocks me to one side as I now hunch over myself as I feel, now from my split lip, blood drip onto the white pillow as I try to stop myself from trembling in fear of him.
It was emotion, I had never experienced before and never had to, only Ichigo had felt it. It frightened deep down inside me, and turn my head to look at him, as he frowns then comes up to me as I try to move, but I'm paralysed.
His hand grabs me by my chin and lifts me off the bed as then flings me hard against the door, which breaks as I go through it and hit the corridor wall as Nnoitra Gilga, blinks as I now lay there as my chest rises and falls weakly, as I try to move my legs. I can't move them and they feel broken as though it were his intention to hurt me as he now comes out my sleeping quarters then satisfied with his job, walks down the corridor as I feel so much pain.
"Dammit, Ulquiorra. Alright you, were going to see Szayelapporo Granz." He says, as I feel the tall man pick me up, bridal style and carries me as he now walks down the corridor as I try to figure out, why was he helping me as I now feel my vision, fading and slump in his grip as I sink into an unconscious state.