That's how I feel
I remember my feelings about you when I first met you. I thought you looked stunning with your long brown hair and sparkling green eyes. I fell deeply in love with you and your wind chime voice when you told you're not as pretty new friend "I'm Lilly, what's your name?"
I remember how pretty you looked in your dress as you twirled around in the dress shop before the Yule Ball. I had been there with my twin brother George and my little sister Ginny getting her a girly pink dress for her first date.
I remember how jealousy bubbled up inside me as you were twirled around by your new boyfriend Blaise Zabini. I remember how I thought 'That should be me'. You were on the football team with me and the exercise had done you good. Your legs and body were tanned and it suited you.
I remember how you backed away from me scared as I looked up at you. I wasn't surprised that you were scared of me. After all I had just put your boyfriend to sleep forever. I felt hurt that you were now scared of me and regret started eating at me.
I remember how you sighed in relief as they took me away to jail. I had already confessed to doing it, just so that I wouldn't have to see your beautiful face twisted with sadness.
This is what I remember as the tough prison guards lead me to the death bringing chair and sit me down. My last thought before they turn the deadly chair on is 'I, Fred Weasley love you Lilly Amelia Rose'.