Small fanfic been thinking about it while listening to my Star Wars soundtracks to get idea's Padme's funeral song played and I thought of this. Something to get me out of my writers block. This is after The Force Awakens and before The Last Jedi. Enjoy and please leave a preview. Sorry now for the grammar.

Chapter One

Kylo Ren had been discharge from the medical bay. Fully healed his finalization of his training could now be compete and he the master of Ren could fully become as powerful as Darth Vader. Thoughts of the interrogation with Rey flowed into his mind as he walked the condors of the Finalizer towards the command center. You! Her voice in his head. You're afraid! That you will never be as strong as DARTH VADER! Those words had shaken him to his very core. She had found his one fear. His fear of never becoming as powerful, as strong as his grandfather; Darth Vader.

Darth Vader was feared by all and respected for his great power, and Kylo Ren he was Vader's grandson. Yet, he felt fear. Fear far greater then when he faced his master seeking his guidance. The scavenger resisted YOU! His voice was angry at his failure. He even felt disappointment in his master's voice when Supreme Leader asked about the droid. Angry and disappointed at him. Kylo Ren was lucky his master did not destroy him there and then yet his master decide to be merciful, and allowed him to live and given medical treatment.

"Ah, Ren!" Hux said with a pity smile.

"Hux!" said Kylo Ren, his mask hiding the hated in his voice

"I see the bata tank has done the trick." Hux spoke keeping the smile on his face. "You could barely moved when we picked you up. Sadly the scar the scavenger left you hasn't been fully healed. A good reminder of your failures."

"I did not fail." Kylo Ren said his risen. "I succeeded one task my test of killing Han Solo."

"Yes, The Resistance held a memorial service on Corellia in his honor." Hux said showing a holo-video. "Your mother gave a lovely speech about his rebellion heroics and how she felt it her fault for his death. Want to hear it?"

"No!" Kylo Ren said almost shouted the word. "Have my personal belongings been taken before the destruction of the Starkiller Base."

"Yes, and were sent to your quarters." Hux said his smile disappeared. "And that damage of mask you care the most is there. Truly a horrible thing."

"I can think of one thing more horrible then Vader's dis-formed mask." Kylo Ren said a snare in his mask's voice. "I will be in my quarters until we reach Supreme Leader's location."

At those words Kylo Ren left the command center and made his way towards to his personal chambers. His place of peace and where he can relax without others looks. He enters his personal chambers and took a relaxing breath. There the mask of Darth Vader on the display stand. He stared at the mask summoning a chair with the Force he sat down before the mask.

"Show me again." Kylo Ren spoke almost pleading. "Show me the power of the dark side. Grandfather, show me. The light it calls to me I need your guidance. Show me again grandfather."

"Really!" a male voice spoke. "How did you get that?"

"It was given to me." Kylo Ren answered

"Oh, so Snoke gave it to you." the male voice spoke again. "Luke, buried that on Endor that was thirty years ago. I should know I was there."

"Yes, from those stories you told your son." Kylo Ren spoke with a hurtful tone. "He was foolish to believe those lies."

"Lies?" the male voice asked not really surprise. "You loved those stories. Got you off to sleep and the story of Endor was your favorite. I can tell you it again right now. Ben!"

"Shut up stop calling me that." Kylo Ren shouted standing up to face the male voice. "Ben Solo is dead. You understand smuggler. Ben Solo is DEAD!"

"So, is Vader!" the voice of Han Solo said before disappearing.

Kylo Ren was breathing heavily through his mask. He had killed Han Solo and yet he haunts him. Angry he stares at his grandfather's mask. It didn't show him anything didn't even bring Darth Vader before him. Why? Kylo Ren thought, why? Kylo Ren screams angrily and through the Force the living area of his personal chambers was destroyed. Stormtroopers heard the noise outside and knew to stay the hell away from Kylo Ren's personal chambers. Kylo Ren went down to his hands and knees. His mask hides his tears. Angry, disappointed and sad. His father's death was to make him stronger yet it made him weak and Vader his grandfather knew that. That's why he didn't answer him and didn't appear before him. He was weak.

A beep come from the chamber's door. A protocol droid was outside Kylo Ren's chambers with a trolley tray of food for Kylo Ren. The chamber's door open and the protocol droid enters the chamber then left without harm. The door closes and the Stormtroopers that were brave enough to watch finally breathe after holding their breaths. Surprise by the fact the protocol droid wasn't destroyed. Maybe Kylo Ren just trash his chambers and his anger moment was over.

Kylo Ren removed his mask then place a hand on his face to where the scar Rey left. Healed yet still fresh on his skin. Then thoughts of her appear in his mind. She would've been mine and can still be mine! She would have made a perfect mistress of Ren and will be the mistress of Ren. Kylo Ren had his meal and left the trolley beside the chamber door, and let the cleaning droids clean the mess he did to the living area before withdrawing to his bedroom for the evening. Unknown to him two figures were watching him making sure their Force signatures were low.

To be continue sorry for grammar please review.